Yeah It's been a while but here it is :D Enjoy it and please feel free to comment and review. Please no hate
WARNING This may be triggering for some people, it will have self-harm and depression. This will also have explicit moments (Sex and ect.) Anyway Enjoy~!
Shizuo stared at me wide eyed at my last words. "I-I never thought i'd have to tell you like this but-" I'm cut off by the blond wrapping me in a tight hug. "S-Shizuo?" I mutter and he doesn't reply to me. He turns my head with his hand so I'm staring in his honey brown eyes. "You know for a flea you're pretty cute. I don't think it'll be hard to return feelings for you Izaya," he muttered and stared into my crimson eyes. Suddenly I'm pulled forward by him and our lips lock into a kiss.
Soon our lips part and my face burns red. "I'm not going to do anything more than kiss you until you get better, flea," he muttered and gently kissed my forehead. My face burns with blush, I, Izaya Orihara, blushing because of a few kisses! Unimaginable! Being kissed by the male who always say he hates me! It's too good to be true! I push on his chest until he's arms length away from my body. "I-It's not true you can't love me! I'm horrible and I manipulate people, you hate me! You said so yourself!" I cry desperately thinking he's messing with me.
I don't notice the pain on Shizuo's face as we sat there in complete silence. He growled slightly which made my eye's widen and I look up to him. "Flea I'll show you I can love you~" he purred grabbing my wrist, pulling me close. "N-No you can't! Let me go Shizuo!" I cry out, but It shows he has no intention of letting me go. "Then I'll make love to you until you finally believe me~" he whispered into my ear which sent sparks up my spine.
My body shivers gently at the thought but my mind tells me otherwise. "T-That can't happen," I say my heart giving into my feelings, but my mind won't give up. "Wanna see flea~?" he muttered and wrapped his arms around my waist tightly. I push against him surprised as I hang in his arms when he stood up. Though since he's so tall I stare down and latch my arms onto him, afraid of falling. Shizuo holds my body tightly and goes to his room, placing me on the bed and locking the door after him.
"S-Shizuo come on this isn't funny," I mutter gently, thinking this was all a trick to mess with me. Tears well in my eyes as he walks closer to me with a devious smirk. "I'ts not a joke Flea~" he says seductively and climb onto the bed. He pushes on my chest, making me lay on my back. I put my hands on his chest, trying to push him away, afraid it was just a dream. "Your hands are in the way. I might have to tie them up if you don't stop," he said grabbing my wrist gently.
My eyes widen and I let my hand not held by Shizuo's fall to my side, finally giving into my heart. I stare into his honey brown eyes lustfully and pleadingly. My eyes beg for more as his hand slightly tightens on my wrist. "P-Please be gentle at first. It's my first time," I say softly, letting the tall male climb on top of me. "I can't make any promises," he whispers in my ear and nibbles on it gently. My face heats up and I bit my lip gently.
His leg pushes up between mine, pushing against my crotch. I moan out gently as he pushes against the forming bulge there. My body is hot and my heart pounding fast, I want this badly. I lean up to his face, connecting our lips in a kiss. He pushes my upper body down again, kissing me a bit forcefully. I open my mouth slightly for him, not long after that his tongue slips into my mouth. The warmth radiating from our touches leaves me tingling.
"A-Are you sure you want this?" he mutters after breaking apart our heated kiss. "Y-Yes," I nod, "I may be depressed but we can fix that after i have my fix of you." My words don't even feel like they're from me, like they're just water leaving my lips like a waterfall. Shizuo nods and pushes his leg against the bulge in my pants. I moan gently but am cut off when he captures my lips in a heated kiss once more. He slips his tongue in my mouth, tasting and exploring every inch of it.
Soon his hands are caressing my sides, sliding downwards. One of his hands travel up to my clothed nipples. He rubs it tenderly and his other hand reaches my crotch. Before doing anything else, he rids my body of my clothes, all but my boxers. I shiver at the cold air and slightly frown when I see he wasn't naked as I was. I reach a hand up, pulling on his sleeve as a message.
He smirks and starts to remove his clothes, now were both laying together only in our boxers. His hand rubs against my hard on through my boxers and his mouth attacks my neck. He sucks and nibbles on my neck, leaving marks where ever his mouth laid on my pale skin. I moan out as he rubs my hard on and sucks on my neck. Soon his lips travel down with soft kisses until i feel his lips touch my nipple.
I moan out gently when his lips cover my now hard nipple. He sucks and nibbles on it, earning breathless moans from my mouth. Shizuo bites on it gently and pulls back. The blond stares in my eyes and says," I can't wait anymore Flea." My eyes widened slightly, my face burns at the thought. Soon without even knowing it my boxers are throw in a pile with other clothes and so is his. I gulp as I see how big his member is, and say, "I-i don't think you'll fit."
"Then i'll make it fit," my eyes widens as he smirks. I stare at him wide eyed but relax soon enough. Shizuo puts three fingers in front of my mouth saying, "Suck" I comply and place my mouth over each digit. I thoroughly coat each finger with saliva and suck on them. Soon he pulls them out of my mouth and spreads my legs apart. Before i can prepare myself a finger pushes into my hole forcefully. I whimper out in pain and grab his shoulder tightly.
He thrust the finger in and out of me until I start moaning in pleasure. Soon I whimper once again in pain as a second finger pushes into me. After a while i get used to it and he pushes a third and final finger into me. He scissors them and thrusts them inside me, making me moan like crazy. The pain subsides and he pulls the fingers out. I frown at the lose but then my eyes widen. I feel his member's tip pushing at me entrance and I gulp.
I cry out in pain as his member forces it's way into my tight hole. I can feel myself being stretched forcefully and tears form in my eyes. "S-Shizuo it hurts!" i cry out as he soon pushes all the way into me. "It's okay Izaya,calm down," he says and licks away my salty tears. I calm with deep breaths and i soon get used to the giant,pulsing member inside me. "I'm going to start moving now," he says and i nod as he pulls out of me carefully, and thrusts back in slowly.
Soon the pain disappears and it feels amazing to me. "S-Shizuo, I'm good i want more. Harder and faster~" i mutter out, wrapping my legs and arms around his nods and puts his hands on my hips. He pulls me up and moves back, then without warning he forcefully pushes me back down onto his member. I moan out loudly clinging to his bare back. He thrusts into me changing angles, looking for my spot. Soon i cry out loudly in pleasure. "T-There Shizuo!" I moan out as he keeps thrusting forcefully.
He nods and angles for that spot, hitting it over and over. I moan out loudly each time my prostate is hit harshly. My member twitches and his hand wraps around it, starting to stroke it in time with his thrusts. My body shakes, unable to handle this much pleasure. "S-Shizuo~" i call out over and over as he keeps thrusting harshly. Soon I can't take it and i call out, "I'm cumming!"
I cum heavily over our chests but he keeps thrusting. I moan out as he keeps thrusting, soon reaching his own peak. He moans out loudly as I tighten around him accidentally and he cums deep inside me. I moan out as i feel the warm liquid fill my insides. "S-Shizuo!" I call and he purrs back. "Izaya~" is what he purred into my ear.
Soon he pulls out laying my body down. He cleans up our chests with a tissue and lays down next to me. I curl into his heat and snuggle into his neck. "I love you Shizuo," i mutter and he smiles gently. "I love you too Izaya," he muttered and we both fell into sleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah it was a bit long but it made up for how long a procrastinated on writing this! Enjoy it! Love you~ Shizayashipper