4th March
I went back to the surgery today. I miss taking the day off for a case. JW
Life seems so quiet without you, even at the surgery. JW
7th March
Everywhere I go I'm being told to believe, I want to believe them, but where are you? JW
11th March
It's like you're following me, I can always feel your presence, fell your long black coat. But every time I turn around you're not there. JW
13the March
I went back to the flat today, your stuff is just sat in boxes and there's no microscope sitting on the kitchen table, or paperwork all over the floor. It just makes me realise even more. JW
15th March
It's been two months. I've moved back into the flat. It's still the same, just silent. JW
Hasn't it been long enough already? JW
19th March
The violin's too silent, and the wall still smiles, like it doesn't realise you're gone. JW
Why can't I be more like that? JW
23rd March
The thumbs were still in the fridge, we had to chuck them out. I almost couldn't bear it, it was like I was losing more of you. JW
27th March
Mrs Hudson's left, the house is emptier; everything in my life is leaving me. JW
Who's going to get my tea now? JW
30th March
I've moved into your room, it's much roomier than mine. JW
I can't bear to sit in the living room, the wall keeps smiling, like nothing's wrong. JW
5th April
Lestrade called me today wondered if I was up for a case. I turned him down. JW
It wouldn't be right without your long black coat. JW