Stage 1: Denial

It's been 4 weeks. 4 long weeks since Damon left me. Left his baby. Left us. I've been going to the doctor for my regular check ups. The baby was healthy but the doctor says that my blood pressure was really high. She also said that I should relax. Ever since Damon left I've been going through hell. Everyone's been helping me. Caroline,Bonnie,Tyler,Matt,Stefan...Even Katherine. Stefan and Katherine decided that I shouldn't go to school since I faint most of the times.

Right now I'm at the Boarding House. In Damon's room.

"Hey, Elena, you in there?" Asked Katherine.

"Yeah.." I said quietly enough for a vampire to hear. Katherine walked in with bags in her hands. One of the bags said "Babies R Us".

"Elena, you're pregnant.. you can't just sit in Damon's room all day.." She said laying down next to me.

"He's coming back, I know it. He's going to come back.." I said as my voice cracked. Katherine sighed. A few minutes later Stefan came walking in.

"What's wrong?" He asked sitting next to Katherine swinging his arm over her shoulder.

"She's in Denial." Katherine said.

"No,I'm not. I know that Damon's going to come back. He loves me. He won't let go of me that easily." I said. A silent tear made its way down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away so Katherine or Stefan won't see. We all just sat there in silence as I thought about my night with Damon.

4 weeks ago.

"Damon?You in here?" I said as I walked in to Damon's room. He was on his bed, reading "Gone With The Wind." He knew that I came in and he didn't even look up. I walked over to him and took a seat next to him.

"You really like that book, Don't you?" I asked.

"It helps me escape my sad little life." He said still not looking up from his book.

"Your life isn't sad.." I said. He finally looked up from his book.

"Enlighten me." He said.

"Well...you have me." I said smiling. Damon looked at me for a second.

"Where's Saint Stefan? Aren't you supposed to be in his room?" He said looking at his book again. Oh Damon.

"He didn't tell you did he?" I asked.

"Tell me what?" He asked.

"We broke up,Damon. We decided that our love for each other wasn't that strong. In other words..I don't love him. He's with Katherine now." I said. Damon looked at me and shock was evident in his eyes.

"Who do you love then?" He asked.

"I...I love you." I said looking down.

"What do you mean?" He asked in a soft voice.

"I love you." I said again.

"How could you..love me?" He asked while he cupped my face in his hands, suddenly forgetting about his book.

"Did you ever realize that you did the most horrible things to me. Even though I said that I hated you..I never did. We always became friends in the end... I do love you." I said looking deep into his eyes. He said nothing, he leaned in closer to my face and he kissed me. It was a soft kiss and I never felt anything like this before. I kissed him back and the kiss turned passionate within minutes. Using his vampire speed he pinned me against a wall. He started trailing kisses down my face and down my stomach. He came back up again and we started kissing hungrily. He took off his clothes and I took off mine. I was only wearing my bra and underwear. He took a step back and looked at me from head to toe. He used his vampire speed and had laid on top of me in his bed. He sped his way to the door and locked it and used his speed to come back to me again. H started kissing me.

"So beautiful..." He mumbled. He took off my bra & He took off his pants and He slid my underwear off.

"You sure you want to do this?" He asked. I nodded.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." After he said that he slowly thrust into me. It was painful but After a few minutes I was used to it. And it turned into were moaning each others name like we were in a trance. After a few minutes we released inside of each other. He slid off me and laid next to me. He used his silk blanket to cover my naked body.

"I love you so much." He said as he was trying to catch his breath.

"I love you too." I said. I fell asleep immediately in Damon's arms while he fell asleep listening to my heartbeat.

Present Day.

"HELLLOOOO, EARTH TO ELENA!" Caroline screamed. I slowly opened my eyes. I probably dozed off.

"Do you really have to wake her Blondie. She was sleeping peacefully." I heard Katherine say.

"It's important." I heard Caroline say.

"Everything's important to you.." Katherine mumbled.

"This is about Damon." I heard Bonnie say. I snapped my head up and I saw Bonnie,Caroline and Katherine.

"Hey sleepy head." Bonnie said as she made her way over to me.

"Is Damon coming back?" I asked. Suddenly Their smiles were gone.

"No. I tried to figure out why you're pregnant with Damon's baby. But we need him here to find out." She said quietly.

"Well, no worries. He'll be back. I know it. He will be." I cried. They all looked down at the ground.

"Lena,you should get some rest." Said Caroline. I nodded as I laid my head down on Damon's pillow. It smelt exactly like him. A few minutes later Bonnie walked in and laid next to me. I put my head on her lap.

"He's not coming back is he?" I sobbed.

"I'm so sorry, Elena." She whispered. I sobbed myself to sleep.

I was in Denial.