This is extremley lame - but I am very DISTRAUGHT at the moment. =[
"You'll be staying in here until you've made your recovery, there's only one more person occupying it at the moment, a polite young girl. Family are welcome to come and visit but we prefer to let the patient recover of their own accord" The Nurse smiled before walking back out of the room.
"Well I guess we'll leave you to get settled hunni. Are you going to be okay?" Denise hugged her son tightly. Kevin nodded looking around the room again, it's not like he wanted to be here but if it was going to put his family's mind at rest then he knew he had to.
His family said goodbye Joe and Nick not wanting to leave their brother somewhere he didn't know anyone and without them.
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"Oh... hi?" Kevin looked up as a girl was pushed in; Kevin noticed she looked a few years younger than he did.
"Hey" He surprised himself how rough his voice sounded from not speaking for the last few days.
"New here?" She asked as she fell onto her bed the other side of the room.
"Yeah, how about you?"
"No, I've been here for about a year, and I'll probably be here until it all ends" She shrugged. Kevin sat up this girl intrigued him.
"What are you in for?"
She smiled a little. "Cancer, well Leukaemia. Chemo works just slowly"
"Oh"
"How about you?"
"Uh..." He felt stupid now, this girl was in for something serious, something she couldn't control.
"Anorexia. I uh... starved myself ... for a stupid reason"
"I'm here to listen if you want to talk" She smiled.
"I was fed up of being pushed to the back behind my brothers" He shrugged a little.
She smiled. "You can talk to me you know, I won't be going to the papers with it all. I can promise that now"
He turned to look at her again and smiled.
"Come sit"
Standing up he made his way over to her slowly, sitting on the chair next to her bed.
"You know, it's nice to finally have someone to talk to in here. I mean my parents and siblings come and visit me sometimes, but most of the time I refuse to let them in here"
"Why?"
"I'd rather them not see me like this, I mean I know they love me and they want to see me, my old brother has stopped by so many times in the last month, I just don't want them seeing me how I am at the moment. If something happens to me, I want them to remember me how I used to be"
Kevin smiled before reaching towards his face as he felt a tear make its way down his face.
"Sorry" She laughed a little a hand reaching out to his arm gently.
He shook his head. "How can life be unfair?"
She shrugged. "I asked myself that a lot, I gave up trying to find an answer. Now how about you tell me about you, we have to share a ward; I think I deserve to know something about you"
"Uh well, I'm Kevin. Wait what's your name?"
"Miley"
Kevin smiled. "That's a pretty name"
"Thanks, well actually my legal name is Destiny Hope, but everyone calls me Miley. Continue" She laughed a little.
He couldn't help but laugh with her. "Well uh... I'm in a band, at first it was just something we wanted to do to bring us closer together, but then some music producer heard us and we got signed. Everything was good for a while, I mean it still is, I love everything we do, the live shows, the travelling, the songs, being able to do what I love with my family"
He turned to look at her making sure she still wanted to listen, she smiled at him nodding for him to carry on.
"I guess just recently I've noticed stuff"
"Is that to do with why you became anorexic?" She asked placing a hand on his arm again.
He nodded and she smiled. "You don't have to tell me if you don't feel comfortable"
"Its fine, I guess it'll be good to talk to someone about it. Okay, well I just seem to notice on websites, at gigs that everything's always about Joe and Nick, I mean it sounds stupid now I think about it, but I'm always pushed to the back, I've seen hate sites for me and I don't even understand what I've done. I just thought maybe if I made myself a little thinner like Nick and maybe even a sense of humour like Joe then I'd be the hot, amusing one or something not the friendly one"
Miley smiled leaning over to hug the older boy tightly, a little surprised he hugged her back.
"It's not stupid Kevin" She whispered against his shoulder.
He smiled at her as she pulled away. "Thanks"
"If it makes you feel any better, you've always been my favourite Jonas Brother"
He laughed a little. "I can see this being the start of a good friendship"
"Me too"
So I was on ocean up, as always, and come across a new Hannah Montana episode. Now I know it's wrong to watch them, but I'm from the UK and have to wait ages, and I DO watch them when they air over here. (: - Anyways....
So im a new episode LOLIVER happens [ excuse me, i need to chuck up ] and just EWWWW.
I'm like a hardcore MOLIVER fan, and it's so blates obvious they belong together, as do Mitchel and Miley... but yeah, I am very disappointed in disney.
Epic Fail.
Oh and there's hoe posts on Ocean Up - poor boy, Karmas a bitch son.
Sorry for my language. x]
Anyways, reviews?
I'll try update some more tomorrow, but I'm off to sleep now.
xo