I pull up to my house and lock my car is I head to the front door and open up to be tackled by my bear Kumajiro to the ground as he licks me happily. "Hahaha hey there boy, I missed you too." I say as I laugh standing up and shutting the door behind me. "Where's Papa and Papa Germany?" I ask him as he points to the deck in our backyard. I pat him on the head and set my bag on one of the chairs and open the sliding door to see them both sitting down drinking and smoking laughing about something they're talking about. "Hey I'm home!" I say happily as they look up to see me and stand up to hug and kiss me. I chuckle happily as papa says "Welcome home mon fils." Papa Germany takes another sip of his beer and asks "How was work tonight Matthew?" I slightly sigh as I sit on his lap "Oh you know, same as usual dancing for the pleasure of other people." He kisses the top of my head and rubs it as I blush and chuckle more and stand up. "I'm going to go get a hot shower okay?" They both nod and I kiss them both and shut the door and taking my shoes off and setting them near the front door as I head up stairs to the bathroom and shut the door. I turn the shower on to get warm as I strip myself of my clothes and enter the shower blushing at the relaxing warmth of the water. I sigh and lean back against the wall running my fingers through my wet hair lost in thought. Suddenly I'm hit of an image of me and….Gil kissing. I stand up quickly my eyes widened as the water pours on me. Never before has that ever happened to me, I've been working there for almost a year but still no thought like that has ever came to mind. It's a long night, you're tired and exhausted I tell myself as I finish up my shower as I step out and dry off and head into my room. I reach in my drawers for a clean pair of boxers. I find a pair of white with red maple leafs on them, my favorite pair; I slip them on and plop back on to the bed staring up at my ceiling as I'm hit yet again with the image of me and Gil kissing. I sit up and feel my forehead; I don't feel like I'm sick or have a fever. I start to think about the image and then it hits me, I….have feelings for him. Honest, sincere feelings….like love. I plop back down and as the word love races all across my mind. Love huh? I fall asleep and dream about me and him walking through the park, it's a cool night my nose red from the wind as I wrap my scarf tighter as I sit on a bench and see Gil walking back from a parked stand with two cups of coffee. He hands me one and I take sipping happily as he looks at me and I met his gaze. Our lips start to make contact as I feel the warmth of his lips against mine and then his arms around my neck and mine around his waist. Now I know…I'm in love with him.