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So here I was sitting at the dining room table across from Cate and Ryan who had worry written across their faces. Baze came into the room with 3 cups of coffee and a juice, already introducing me to the new diet now I had a bun in the oven. I could just see Abi's face and all the pathetic comments she would make, I could see Sam giving me evil glares trying to get me to tell them the whole truth and I could see Tasha not being angry … but being disappointed that I never told her first.

Baze sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulders scooting me a bit closer, I'm sure he could feel me shaking with fear. I seriously didn't know what to say or how to say it, but I knew Baze would.

"Cate. Ryan. There is something that Lux needs to tell you". He nodded towards me and I opened my mouth but nothing came out.

"Errr … I … I messed up!" I hollered and burst into tears. Baze pulled me into him closer as I covered his t-shirt with wet patches from my tears, I never cried in front of anyone, even Tasha. Now I felt stupid for obvious reasons and the fact I was blubbering like a baby. Cate glanced at Ryan with a concerned look on her face and leant over the table closer to me in case all that I said was a whisper. I continued to cry on Baze as Cate said "Lux, whatever you did we can sort it out I promise. Look, we helped you with the Trey thing and I'm sure we can …"

"I'm pregnant!" I knew I could hold it in any more so I just had to say it, like a band aid, quick and painful.

"Oh Lux!" Cate cried as she leap from her seat and knelt down the other side of me. I turned my head and saw a reaction I wasn't expecting from her, she was crying. I was expecting her to scream, break something or even hit Baze. Instead she continued to cry, stroking my hair. I knew this situation would affect Cate the worst, even more than me. It would be like I'm reliving her mistakes. The phrase 'like mother like daughter' is really put into use here!

"Cate is right Lux, you will have all the support you need. Any decision you make we will support you fully, but we gotta ask, have you told the father?" Ryan asked me as I raised my head. Oh yeah that would be a good idea wouldn't it?

"Not yet but I will I just gotta you know …"

"Whatever you want", Ryan replied remaining in a calm voice. He was the one person I probably would have told first, along with Tasha, as he always remained neutral in an argument and I knew he would look out for me. Since Ryan mentioned the father thing I noticed something, Baze had his hands in fists under the table.

Baze had been unbelievably calm throughout all this, I was expecting him to be interrogating Lux or even driving around questioning every boy that ever spoke to Lux. But he sat there consoling his daughter, I thought there would be a better chance of me doing that than Baze. Baze was her father though … not me.

I left the three of them at the dining table and went into the kitchen to make some more coffee, this was going to be a long night. I was turning the coffee maker on when Baze walked in, I ignored him at first until I saw him open the back door.

"Baze? Baze? Where you going man?" I shouted as I chased him down the path. He stopped at the foot of the garden and turned around to face me.

"I'll kill him Ryan! I'll fricking kill who did this to her! She is just a kid, I mean, who would just do this and leave her?" Baze screeched as he kicked the back fence.

"How do you know he left her Baze?" I said trying to calm him down, "Lux told us he didn't even know so we know hasn't done a runner …"

"Yet!"

"What?" I asked him as he slumped to the ground pulling his knees up to his chin.

"Come on Ryan! Once he finds out Lux is pregnant he isn't going to stick by her is he? He is going to be a typical teenager who will hear the word 'commitment' or 'baby' and will run a thousand miles in the opposite direction. What guy would pick puke and diapers over booze and babes?"

Baze was right, I couldn't think of a guy who would stick by her. Maybe that's why she hasn't told them, because she knows they won't be there so it will be a waste of time. Or she might not have told them because she knows it might ruin other people's lives as well as hers. Lux was definitely a hard kid to work out!

"Any idea who the dad could be?" Baze asked me.

"Not sure. Bug is off the scene and has been for a while so I think we can take him out the picture, maybe Jones? Hey! That might be why she isn't saying anything because she doesn't want to hurt Tasha!"

"I don't know Ryan … it does explain the sneaking around though. She is always asking to stop at Tasha's place to do homework, yet she seems to have enough detentions to vouch for her never handing in homework. What am I supposed to do Ryan?"

I thought for a minute, what can we do really? I mean we could pester her and question her till she crumbled, but what would that achieve. It would cause an already distraught girl to destroy herself even more. I suppose the only person who can control it is Lux.

Baze left at about 11 o'clock when Cate decided she needed to go to bed. I said my good nights after getting a stern but loving look from Baze, and headed straight to my room. I couldn't produce anymore tears so I just lay there staring at the ceiling, I had now convinced myself that everything was going to be ok. As long as they didn't find out that Eric is the father. Oh god Eric, I thought as I felt my phone vibrating.

Text message from: Minnesota

Hey Eeyore what was with you today? You seemed a little off you sick? Anyways can you talk? I'll ring you … if not I can just text. Unless you don't wanna talk then that's ok as long as I didn't upset you. Xx

Why did he have to be so nice to me? Actually why am I being sympathetic? I'm the one that is knocked up!

Reply: Eeyore

It's not the best time I'll see you in school tomorrow. We NEED to talk!

That didn't sound good! What was so important that she couldn't text me? I don't want to pester her too much so I'll just leave it tonight. I have got to teacher tomorrow after all.

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