Set after Edward left in New Moon

BELLA POV

I cannot believe they are gone. What did I expect I am a freak and I don't deserve to have them in my life. Not even Edward my 'mate'. What a load of bullshit that is. I may be human, but I was not stupid. I knew from the moment I met Edward that we were not meant to be together. Everyone, including Charlie and Jacob, believe I am heart broken over Edward, they couldn't be more wrong. I found out a couple weeks of dating Edward that both Alice and Rosalie were not actually together with Jasper and Emmett. That shocked me to say the least and it sure as hell flooded my mind with fantasies. While I may have been dating Edward I was in fact in love with both of his sisters, Alice and Rosalie. God they were beautiful and all around amazing. Even Rosalie was amazing once you got past the ice queen façade. I couldn't help, but fall in love with them.

I'm sure Jasper figured it out that my feelings were more than sisterly love and the looks he would give me reassured me that he knew. Yet he never said anything to Edward. I think deep down he knew the truth that both Edward and I were never meant to be together. With Edward leaving me in the woods alone and lost just proved that notion correct. Bastard. Seriously who leaves a girl in the forest after breaking up with them? What a moron. He needs his head checked or smacked.

"BELLS"

Ugh what does he want now? Don't get me wrong I love Charlie, but I know he is going to convince me yet again that Jacob will accept me and love me for who I am. Suppose I should see what the old man wants.

"Yeah Ch… Dad?" I said coming into the kitchen where I found Jacob grinning like he just ate the canary.

"Well kiddo I just talked to Jacob here and he shall be taking you out on a date tonight so go get ready!" Said Charlie.

Really?! Who were they kidding? Just because Jacob asked my dad does not mean I will go out with him. Ew it's like dating my brother and I don't find Jacob attractive. I'm a lesbian. I know, how can I say that after dating Edward and the truth is, I wanted to get to know his sisters better. It may sound mean but I couldn't help myself. They are goddesses sent to earth.

"Who said anything about me agreeing to this date?" I asked Charlie and shit for brains Jacob.

They both seemed stunned that I would want to refuse a date with shit head. Seriously Charlie knows my secret and cannot comprehend my situation. Idiot.

"Just because shi… I mean Jacob here asked you first whether or not he can take me out on a date does not mean I will accept the date. I have no interest in dating you Jacob and the faster you come to terms with that the better. Because I will continue to turn down your advances and reject all your offers"

I swear I cracked a floor board on the stairs from stomping up them. Personally I don't give a shit if I did. What nerve they have to think I would go out with Jacob after telling both of them time and time again I was not interested.

No Ones POV

Charlie and Jacob were still in the kitchen after Bella stomped off up the stairs. They were both confused as to why she kept saying no. Jacob was sure that with Charlie telling her about the date that she would give in, but she didn't. She flat out rejected him. What did that stupid Cullen have that he did not.

Charlie on the other hand was relieved Bella has said no. He knew his daughter was a lesbian before she even knew it and that Cullen was simply a phase that she hoped would work. But it didn't. He knew that she could not love Cullen or Jacob for that matter because she just was not interested in either. Out of respect for Billy, Charlie agreed to this whole thing. Dumb move he thought.

Charlie knew Bella had been through enough. The change alone confirmed that. You see Charlie is not your ordinary police chief, no, he was a werecat, and has been for the last 300 years. Bella found out after the Cullens left. That alone triggered the change. This was also another reason why he did not want Bella to date Jacob. The boy was a shifter and would not be able to cope with the fact that Bella would be stronger and faster than he was and that didn't include the gifts Bella obtained.

As a werecat you not only are faster and stronger than a shifter and vampire combined, some are gifted with other talents. Charlie had been gifted with a lie detector. He could detect when someone was lying or being truthful, Bella on the other hand and many gifts. She was a true night shadow. She was one of the only werecats that could function without an alpha or pack. She was a lone wolf so to speak. Charlie had a pack that consisted of 4 of his deputies at the station and a teacher from forks high. They have been traveling together for a better part of 250 years. Bella just happened to be a product of a good night, but Charlie was not complaining he loved Bella.

Once Bella phased and gained her gift or gifts to be exact she began to learn what her capabilities were. Charlie knew that she would be powerful and she was. She was the ultimate creator. Bella's gift was to create and there were endless possibilities for creation.

Bella was pacing her room contemplating what to do. She was mad yet sad at the same time. She was made that Charlie and Jacob would do this, but sad because she missed her goddesses. Not taking a second to think about it Bella stormed back down stairs.

"I'm going out dad," yelled Bella from the front door with the beast's keys in her hand. She had to get away and go somewhere to just think. As she was pulling out and down the road she could see Jacob waving frantically for her to stop, but she simply pressed on the gas.

Bella didn't know where she was going. She just needed to leave and drive where ever the road took her. What she didn't expect was for the road to take her to the Cullen's mansion. All she could do was sit there and stare at the house. She just sat there and stared at the front door wishing that Esme would come to open it up and greet her with that warm motherly smile she was so accustomed to. Sadly the door stayed closed. Closing her eyes Bella thought back to all the times she went out with Alice and Rosalie much to Edwards dismay. Bella was pretty sure he knew her feelings towards them and didn't want anything to occur. Like that would happen what would two goddesses want with freak Bella thought while sitting there. When Bella finally opened her eyes she caught a light in the window of the house. Her heart rate increased and couldn't move.

BELLA POV

How could I not see the light? It was just above the door. Who could it be? I doubt it is Edward, but what if it's one of them. But why would they come back. I was a pet. Wasn't I?

I have to find out. I need to know. But I didn't want to scare whoever it was off so I masked my scent and silenced my heart beat. I loved being a werecat, or as Charlie calls it a night shadow.

I couldn't contain myself anymore. I bolted from the truck, quietly went through the front door without considering how it was unlocked, bolted up the stairs and stood still in front of the closed door with the glowing light behind it. Why would she be back? Surely it was not for me. I could hope though. God she is beautiful. If only she could see me for something more than a sister.

I opened the door only to be rendered speechless. There she stood. In all her glory and with only a towel covering her, God what I wouldn't give to lick every inch of her cold marble skin.

Oh GOD NO NOT NOW…FUUUCK…why now? Why did I have to come in? Now she will know. She will see the real me and leave me. Lets not even mention the other things she will reject me for but this. Oh god.

"BELLA"

"Hi…Alice."