I'm sitting here watching as you throw away everything I worked for
Everything that has come to me, that made me soar.
It's gone now, because I couldn't choose
Because I didn't feel that I fit the shoes
But it didn't have to be that way
I needed help, but I didn't know what to say
I had such flair
But I ended it on a dare
A dare, to live my life wrong
I chose to listen to the wrong song
The one that pulled me away from what I adore
And anything else that I once cared for
You tired to throw me a line, but you were too late
Now I'm left with an uncertain fate
As I await my final conclusion
I look back through my illusion
I'm not sure what happened as I carefully watched my life slip away
I don't really know what to say
It's right there in front of me
I don't know how I didn't see
Through the blindness anyone can tell
It looked as though I was under a spell
I need someone to help me
But I've chased them all away, because I couldn't see
Because I wasn't myself
I was put aside, like a book on a shelf.
But now, I'm getting help
No more tugging, like I'm caught on kelp.