BPOV
The week was going by ever so slowly. Of course Alice changed the outfits. Again. Renee and Phil weree still on one of their honeymoon/business trips. They had been gone for almost two weeks now. A new record for them. But they said they were coming back Sunday night so Alice and i still had the house to ourselves for about three days.
I never got around to asking her about the boy I saw in the store. I knew if i asked her it would most likely bring on hundreds of questions.
But I was willing to go through those questions because I was ever so curious to know about him.
So, I figured now was a pretty good time since all we were doind was watching movies.
"Alice?"
"Yea, Bella?"
"Is there a Cullen with bronze-colored hair." Really gorgeous. Really Beautiful. Ya know? The one who looks like a friggin Greek god?
"Um yea. I think that's Edward Cullen."
Edward. So he was the one giving me all those evil looks. If looks could kill... I would be dead right now from the glares he gave me.
"Why?" She asked.
"I ran into him at the store a few nights ago. He didn't seem to pleased to be there..."
"O. That sounds not good. Was he being mean to you? Did he say anything?"
"No. He barely noticed me."
I decided not to tell Alice of the incident between Edward and I. She was known to overreact when something happened to me on someone else's part. And let's just say... it's not always pretty...
Hmm. Edward and I. I liked the sound of that.
WAIT! Waht the hell are you thinking Bella? He's probably got some freakin' super modelesque girlfriend. Not to mention that he acted quite rhude the other day. Why on earth would he want to go out with someone like you?
"Well, Bella, you know what? He is just a douche. You know why?"
"Enlighten me, Alice."
"Because you are gorgeous! How could anyone NOT notice you?!" Psh. Yea right.
Alice has always told me how beautiful I was. Of course, I never really believed her. I mean, come on... I was just plain Bella. I was ordinary.
I hate feeling this way. I use to not feel this way until "him".
I shuddered at the memory. That was the darkest part of my life. I know that he is in jail... but I just always get this feeling that he is watching me and that he will come back for me...
After one of Alice's little rants about how beautiful I was, I decided to go to bed. It was only 8:30,
but I could find nothing else to do.... I would have stayed up with Alice all night, but all she would do would be gossip and talk about fashion. And I just wasn't up to it tonight.
For the past few nights, I had had the same dream. Ever since that night at the store.
And do you know who all the dreams were about?
Edward.
I had no idea why he was starring in my dreams. Some of them were bit and pieces from the store.
Others were very strange. But they were the ones I liked the most.
The others dreams were all of him telling me how beautiful I was, of how my eyes sparkled,
of us kissing, and even one of us on our wedding day.
Of the one on our wedding day, I dreamed that he was twirling me around in the most elegant white dress I had ever seen. He was wearing a tux that looked stunning... And while we were dancing... he told me he loved me.
Loved me.
Oh God how i wish it were true. How i wish indeed.
I wonder if i would have another recurring dream from a previous night, or if I would have a new one...
I couldn't wait to fall asleep so I could see.
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EPOV
Waht is wrong with me?
Ever since that one night in the grocery, all i could think about was that girl.
She has been in every one of my dreams since then.
I wonder why she is the star of my dreams lately.
I wish I could go find her and tell her I'm sorry and ask if she could give me a second chance...
Stop it ,Edward. Just stop. Right there. I'm sure she never wants to talk to you after the way you treated her.
Damn. I wish i couldgo back and to that night and make it different.
"Edward! Get your ass down here NOW!" Sometimes Jasper REALLY gets on my nerves.
The odd thing about Jasper is that someimes when your around him and he's happy, no matter what kind of day you're having, you suddenly feel happier. It's strange...
"What now? You're not making me go to town with you again!" I shouted.
I walked dowstairs to find Emmett and Rosalie making out on the sofa. Ew.
Rosalie and Jasper are brother and sister. Carlisle adopted them from a very abusive foster family. I could relate to them.
Emmett saw Rosalie waliong down the road one day and noticed she was crying. So he stopped and they talked about what had been going on with her and Jasper's foster parents.
She told him not to tell anyone yet and to just let it be for a while.
Over a few months, they got together. But over those few months, Rose and Jasper were being abused even more.
So, finally, Emmett told Carlisle about Rosa and Jasper's situation.
They were brought into our home within the next week.
They both still have scars from their foster parents. Their real parents were shot in a drive by shooting.
"What is it now Jazz? And, would you two please get a room? This is disgusting to watch..."
"Sure Eddie. Come on ,baby. Let's head upstairs." Emmett pleaded, as he tugged on her hands.
"Emmett, it'll be alright. We'll get up there soon enough!" Rosalie chuckled.
After they were gone from sight, although I could still hear them giggling, I turned my attention to Jasper.
"What's up?" I asked.
"I just wanted to talk to you bro." O no. Talks weren't always a good thing with Jasper.
"Ugh. Not another one of your talks..."
"Look. I just think you need to lighten up on Carlisle and Esme. It was getting tough back on New York anyways and this place isn't so bad."
"Plus we start school next week and there are bound to be some hot chicks at this school!" Of coursre Jasper would think of the dating possibilities. Not that I wasn't, but I already had my sights on someone... Though I didn't know how well that would go over.
"Ok ok Jazz. I'll try to be a little more open-minded. Now, if you'll excuse me, I think I'm gonna go crash."
"Dude, it's only a little after 10:00."
"And?"
"Whatever Edward."
And with that parting line, I practically jumped up the stairs.
I was excited to go to sleep to see where my dreams would take me tonight. Most like they would go to her.
My dreams these oast three nights had been about me and her.
Me and her holding hands. Me telling her I loved her. Her telling me how much I meant to her.
And the previous night's dream was the most shocking yet.
It was our wedding night.
We were surrounded by people, but I couldn't place who. We were saying our vows, looking into each others eyes lovingly.
I was already dreaming about marriage, and I didn't even know the girls name.
That was it. I think I might need to talk to Carlisle about this...
I was eager. For sleep, so I could see what dream of her I would have tonight.
And because I was only three days away from school. From seeing her.
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I know you are all probably wondering what Edward and Bella are talking about with the darkest part of her life and I can realte to Rose and Jasper, but that will be revealed in time!
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