Sorry this is crap but it will get better.

1. Wishing.

Alice POV

I sat up and tried to shake off the flashback but it wouldn't go away. Sometimes I wished I had never opened up that can of worms. After James had caught Bella and revealed some of my past the flashbacks had come. Slowly at first but now everyday I saw Elizabeth's beautiful face in my mind. I couldn't shake her off no matter how hard I tried. I needed to find out what had happened to my baby. She would be in her eighties by now. Did she have a husband, children, grandchildren? I had found Jane, Cynthia's daughter easily enough. The problem was that I had no idea who had taken her in and had no idea where to even start looking.

"What's wrong?" Jasper whispered gently kissing my shoulder and trying to pull me back next to him. We had been watching some film on the huge television seeing as we had the house to ourselves for once.

"Nothing." I tried to smile at him but realised it was stupid as he could easily read I was upset.

"Tell me." He urged kissing the top of my head. I didn't want to tell him about Elizabeth. Half because she was mine and I wanted to keep her a private thing, something only I – and Edward but I really couldn't do much about him knowing- knew about but also because I didn't know how he would take it. I had never told him about Elizabeth's father and I knew it would upset him. "Please tell me. We can work it out together."

"Honestly it was just another vision."

"About what?" He tried again desperately to get me to open up to him as he gently stroked my arm.

"Nothing important just seeing..." I quickly tried to conjure up a decent idea in my head but all I could think of was my baby. "Us having an argument."

"Liar. Why can't you tell me the truth?" Damn, I had done exactly what I had been trying to avoid, I had hurt him. He looked crushed that I wouldn't tell him what was making me upset and lied to him about my vision.

"It's nothing!" I shouted before collapsing into his chest sobbing- well vampire sobbing. I felt so desperate to find out about my little girl and be near her again.

"Alice, Alice, Alice! Sweetheart what's wrong!" he rocked me gently back and forth as he kissed my forehead.

"Alice!"Bella called out from the doorway. The others must have returned home from watching the baseball game at school. Great that was all I needed right now.

"Alice, honey what's wrong?" Esme gently rubbed my back. I could feel them all watching me. I wished they would all just go away and leave me on my own. I could feel jasper's desperation to make me feel better; he was trying to use his powers to make me happy but it wasn't working. This went too deep. I buried my head deeper into jaspers shoulder and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Edward what's going on?" Jasper growled.

"It's for her to tell you." He answered simply.

"Alice please let me help you." Jasper whispered lovingly in my ear.

"It's Elizabeth." I chocked out into his shoulder.

"Who's Elizabeth?"

"My daughter."

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It was a little while later and we were sitting around the grand oak table. My head was resting against Jaspers chest and he was lovingly stroking my spiky hair. No one had spoken in a while; they were all waiting for me to speak.

"How long have you known?" Rose asked me eventually.

"Not long after I saw the tape. It came back in waves but she was the first thing I remembered."

"How old were you?"

"Not very old. Seventeen."

"Who was the father?" Jasper asked. I had known this question would come eventually but it didn't make it any easier to answer.

"His name was Simon." That was all I wanted to tell them.

"What happened to her?"

"My mom wasn't happy when she found out I was pregnant. When she was born I got to hold her for a second and then they just took her away. I need to know what happened to her."

"We'll find her." Jasper promised me.

"How?"

"I'm owed a few favours." He told me and I was to far up on cloud nine to ask any more.