Jade West: Complicated

So this is the second chapter of my first story. Sorry it took me a while to upload but my computer broke down. its fixed now so i will update more often. Thank you to Princess warrior 17 and Blue penguin lightning. Enjoy the next chapter and please review.

My mind wanders. I try to think everything through, but there's too much. My mind finally focuses on one thing.

I remember the tests lying on the bathroom floor. The stupid little plus sign that is haunting me.

I'm pregnant. it's the last thing I need right now. I have too much going on in my life. And the father isn't even going to be there to help me through it.

Its then that I realize.

I really am all on my own. All my friend hardly talk to me since the break up. I guess I never really treated them like friends. No-one is there to care for me anymore. No-one loves me. I am back to being unwanted. Pointless in this world.

I remember my parents fighting over who has to keep me. None of them wanted me invading their space. In the end I got put with my dad because of my mother didn't have to money to support me. that's when he started abusing me, because I was forced to live with him. He scarred me. So I changed my image. I wouldn't be Jadelyn August West, the sweet child who loves everything happy; I would be Jade West, the tough mean girl who lets no-one break me.

Beck broke me.

I can't have a baby. I can't care for it. The mother it should have isn't me. A baby should have two loving parents, a nice home, food and water. Most importantly, love.

I can't give all that.

I know what to do.

I have to.

I slide off the tree and start walking. I turn off the street and try to stop the tears forming in my eyes.

BECK'S POV

I see her.

Tight black clothes, luscious black hair with blue/green streaks, delicate pale skin and icy blue eyes. A dark angel, fallen from above. Jade West.

Where was she going? I imagined she was at her house. Her dad must be home.

I was curious to see where she was going so I parked my truck on the side of the road. I silently got out of my truck and she had turned a corner. I raced down to the corner and peered round. She turned the corner again.

For some reason, she was clutching her stomach and tears were welled up in her eyes. Whats going on?

I could see it now. The large white building Jade was heading to. It couldn't be. The large blue sign above the building read: ABORTION

Jade's pregnant.

"Jade!" I call out before i could stop myself. She stopped in her tracks, but didn't turn around.

"Beck," She said, almost a whisper.

I walked ight up behind her. She still wouldn't face me, so I walked in front of her so I could see her beautiful face. She was crying.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked in a calm gentle tone.

"We just broke up, I didn't have a chance!" She yelled.

"Look, Jade, I will help you through this. There's no need to get an abortion."

She sighed sadly and shook her head. She tried to push past me but I wouldn't let her.

"Just let me do it." She said in a monotone voice.

"But I will help, I promise," I still wouldn't let her past.

"Yeah, break that promise just like the others." Her eyes gathered all her tears and they started to flow. She turned the opposite way and ran. One hand clutching her stomach and the other shielding her face from tears.

Jade's pregnant and how can I help when she won't let me?