Okay so I did something diffrent from what I planned,but be patient I know where my story is going :3 just read and you'll understand what was my point (:

Stan's POV

I asked Wendy to sleep at my house tonight.. Yeah we are together. Sometimes. When I told my mom she was out of her mind, of course she thought we're gonna have sex. I mean she is hot and everything, but I'm not one of those guys who would have girlfriend just so they would get some you know.. I think sex it's just a thing that comes along after two people who are together, in love and happy wants it. And I wasn't sure for Wendy. She was my first love, the love of my life-or I thought so. But everything changed in past few years. I knew she dumped me whenever she wanted to, and whenever she felt like taking me back, I was there for her. I wasn't such a damn pussy all the time, but she was special to me. Although the whole town called her a whore, I was deaf and blind. So tonight was her last chance to make things right. Otherwise, I'll have no mercy with her.

I didn't tell Kyle anything. He thinks I got over her long time ago.. And I thought the same.

So she came.. her long, dark, beautiful hair falling down her back. Well i should be probably thinking about her boobs and ass and stuff.. but well I wasn't like that. I blame it on Kyle, with all years I spent with him I couldn't be a perv. He was way too pure. Shit he even made me use words like this..

It went good.. for now. We talked about unimportant stuff and I even made her laugh. It shoud work out. She touched my arm as we were talking. I was blown away. We had great time for next few hours.. but than her phone rang. She went to other room to have some privacy.. I waited. I stood up, started to walk around from one corner to another. Than I got bored and sat again. If Kyle saw me like this he would throw something at me.

"Honey?" She said while opening the door. I was about to open my mouth, but she was faster than me. "You know, Token's gotta party and well,he asked me to come.. "Baby we will have so much time to have this little sleepovers, I really wanna go."

. .ME

"Of course I don't mind.." I said, frustrated. That's it. The bitch must go. From my life, from my heart. Now. I didn't want to fight with her. There was no sense. I simply watched her as she walked out of my house. I could still see how beautiful she looked. The moon was full and brighter than ever.

I listened to music. Funny, it was the first time I didn't give into the sad lyrics. They were wrong.. love like this never existed. So I switched to nu-metal. Nothing helped. I didn't feel free. I felt trapped. In my own emotions. I could understand the whole world.. I really could. But how could nobody understand me? Well okay, Kyle did, but I love him way too much to let him know all of this shit. He was already too understanding,caring-not normal for a guy friend.

I thought I'll spent the whole night just staying stuck with my horrible feelings, But than I heard my phone and whoever it was, I will throw all my misery at this person. Sometimes it helped. The phone stopped ringing right when I took it in my hands. But than it rang again.

It was Kyle and I wasn't really nice to him. At all.. But I did feel better. I finally went to sleep. I turned out the light.

Oh come On. Now I felt even worse. Goddammit. Fine! I'm going to call Kyle back. I can't apologize while he's staring at me with his big, judging, emerald eyes. No, without his eyes I can't even tell how hurt he is. I wanna fix this. Right fucking now. I put on the first jeans I found and a black shirt.

The air outside was perfect so I just walked..

When I was at the doors and just wanted to knock I suddenly remembered how pissed off Kyle's mom could look so I sneaked around the house, close to walls, so nobody could see me from above. I tried to find a rock, so I could throw it at his window. It was pretty risky, cause I could wake up someone else too, but I had no choise."Damn this yard has no fucking rocks!" I thought to myself.

So I throwed my phone. It was galaxy s3 but right now I couldn't care less. My mom will buy me a new one, maybe even s4 if I tell her It was an accident.

It worked! I think he nocited me. He's gonna let me in. I ran to his door. He opened it, just a little. I guess he wasn't sure what to do.. I started apologizing, forgeting my words just as they came out. The doors opened wide. I found myself staring at his eyes. Was this..tears? That wasn't Kyle. And at the same time it was. His face was different, his body, oh my god, his wrists were bleeding. It was all my foult. I could have stopped this. Whatever has happened..Moments pasted, my thoughts eating me from inside. I took one step closer to him.

"Ky, is that really you? " It was him, I know his eyes better than I know mine. My voice cracked "I'm so sorry." I didn't know where to look, his eyes were too painful to look at.

"I had no idea, I still don't" It became untenable so.. I just huged her. Her. HER. WHAT THE? I told myself to just relax, let it go. "the blood." I thought to myself. I let go of our embrace and moved my eyes to her wound. I couldn't belive.. but I knew she did this. Why? Did I hurt her so much?

"What have you done?" I said, feeling so guilty I could cry any second.. "Let's just clean that up.. Than you'll tell me Everything."

And that's what you get for today :D It's 1:30 am where I live ,and I really need to stop writing to get some sleep :S The next chapter will have some real action, I promise. I just wanted you to see this from both of views I had :D