Loki knew at heart the event which had took place last night. He acknowledged her passing but his heart was too rigid to give up.
A guard came over to his cell and slipped an envelope to him.
"Your Highness, the All-Father requested that her final words be sent to you directly." The man said.
Loki looked at the guard to find his face ridden with sorrow…then it hit him that this guard was her relative.
"Very well…send the Odin my regards." Loki dismissed the man as his eyes gazed over to the envelope.
Loki took a long pause and stared blankly at the envelope. If he reads it then he may never forget what may be imprinted onto the paper, but if he does not he will never forgive himself for not honoring her last request.
He inhaled and held it in before letting a prolonged exhale.
It read:
Dear Loki,
Oh no, did I get too close?
Despite all that has happened, I must apologize for pushing too far into your boundaries. I should have given you more space and evolved from that.
I`m sorry…
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
However I do not regret my actions, even if they had caused you to be more distant.
For the first time I saw the true you, one free of all those tainted lies and illusions.
All your insecurities
That side of you which you kept hidden for as long as the beginning of time.
All the dirty laundry
All those sinister secrets you felt too shamed to expose.
Never made me blink one time
Even though I had seen far too much to fully comprehend in this short amount of time, you must know that it still does not bewilder me. Unconditional, unconditionally
Forever and never ending…
I will love you unconditionally
Tis is true; my love for you is unconditional.
There is no fear now
Why must you continue to linger in the bleak vacant darkness?
Let go and just be free
I want to love you for who you are not what you opt to become or present yourself as.
I will love you unconditionally
Yet still you fail to see that my love is unconditional, my beloved…it had always been like that. Come just as you are to me
I willingly accept all of you; let it be Jotunn or Aesir. Should you be Odinson or Laufeyson, my love will still not be wavered.
Don't need apologies
My love, we do not choose our heritage. It is the man that makes the man, not who his forefathers were. So…no, I am not shamed to be so hopelessly in love with you, a monster…a frost giant… a Jotunn…my Loki.
Know that you are worthy
I am smitten with the man behind the name Loki. It is the man behind all this façade of being a prince or monster who has captured my heart.
Loki, you won my tender adoration fair and square.
I'll take your bad days with your good
You could lock me out of your life and then the next day make passionate love to me as if it were to be the last time, I will remain faithful nonetheless.
Take me for a fool and cheat on me with another foolish wench and then the next day apologize for your vile actions, I will never turn away.
Loki, I will always be here for you.
Walk through the storm I would
Being the lover of the God of Mischief brings pointed fingers to and awful whispers about me.
During your absence they treated me no better as if I had committed treason…they do this because I love you.
I do it all because I love you, I love you
I endure all for us. No matter how painful and agonizing the process would be, I could take it all. My foolish love for you, my love, shields me from all those torments.
Unconditional, unconditionally
Could you still not see how unconditional and sincere my feelings are to you?
I will love you unconditionally
Yes, that I will and always had…to love you unconditionally.
There is no fear now
Step into the light, I'm waiting for you…
Let go and just be free
Be rid of all those dreadful attachments and come into my arms.
"I will love you unconditionally"
Yes, that I do and forever will. They may say till death do us apart but my love shall remain just as alike as the first day even if the time decades my bones to dust. So open up your heart and just let it begin
Darling, please do not try to supress yourself…just let go.
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Darling, do not sulk in the obscurity…just let go.
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Darling, please realize all those potentials which lies ahead of you…just let go.
Open up your heart
Let it go… "Acceptance is the key to be…
To be truly free.
Will you do the same for me?"
Will you venture out of shadows if it meant I would be there on the other side? Unconditional, unconditionally
Evermore and perpetually…
I will love you unconditionally
That, I will and always had…because my love is unconditional.
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally
I will love you (unconditionally)
Despite all that took place and settled in…
I will love you
Loki…
"I will love you unconditionally"
Goodbye,
Alana.
"I know…but I just could not promise the same on my behalf." Loki sighed faintly.