Chapter 3: A realisation
Blaine woke up the next morning...he gasped much louder than he thought he did.
"Good morning gorgeous" said Sebastian in a very sated and happy tone.
Sebastian was worried Blaine looked as if he had just committed a crime.
"Blaine?
"Err...good morning"
"What's with the face...wasn't I satisfying" he said laughing
Blaine knew that he most definitely was...he remembered every moment of that night.
Sebastian looked at Blaine trying to work out what he was thinking...then after looking at his crotch realising what he was thinking about.
"Err...Blaine?
"Yes"
"You might want to cross your legs or put a pillow there or something"
Blaine looked down and his face went bright red.
"You did enjoy last night...but you feel really guilty hey?
"Yes I do"
There was a pause.
"Blaine did you just have sex with me because you feel sorry for me?
Blaine thought for a moment...he thought he did it because he felt sorry for him at first, but then he realised he actually really wanted him at that time.
Sebastian studied Blaine's face trying desperately to work out what he was thinking.
Blaine didn't want to lie him.
"Sebastian I thought it was because I felt sorry for you at first but then..." He didn't finish his sentence.
Sebastian smiled.
"You wanted me" that exact thought made Sebastian smile even more...not just the sex part, but the fact that Blaine actually wanted him made him happy inside.
Blaine went red once again.
"Sebastian I'm not supposed to want you...it's not right"
Sebastian placed his lips on Blaine's forehead, and then moved them down so they reached his lips.
Blaine moaned very quietly, but not quite enough so Sebastian couldn't hear.
When Sebastian pulled away Blaine looked sad.
Sebastian smiled.
"You can have more of me later, but right now let's go get some breakfast"
"Fine" Blaine sighed
They were about to leave the room when Sebastian remembered that Blaine had stayed the night, his parents knew he had a friend over, they didn't care because they were going out...but for how long.
"Wait here"
"Why?
"Because my parents might be downstairs"
Blaine sat back on Sebastian's bed and waited patiently.
Sebastian walked downstairs, and sure enough his parents were sitting at the table eating cereal.
"Good morning Seb"
"Mum I've told you not to call me that"
"Hey we're going out again today"
Great they were going out again, the more time they were gone the more time he got to spend with Blaine.
"Um...when are you leaving?
Sebastian's parents looked at him wondering why he was so anxious.
"Ten thirty"
"Okay thanks"
Sebastian raced back up stairs to his room.
As soon as he opened the door he saw Blaine getting dressed...he had the most wonderful abs he had ever seen in his life, he really wanted to feel them but that wouldn't be appropriate.
Blaine knew Sebastian was behind him, he was pretending not to notice, he knew how much Sebastian craved his chest and he was trying to see how long it would take for him to go insane and...
"Ahh"
Sebastian jumped on top of Blaine so that they both fell on the floor.
"Wow almost 1 whole minute, thats a record"
"You knew I was there"
"Yes" he laughed
"Then why the hell did you have to take so much time putting on a freaking shirt, it's pure torture"
"I know that's why I was doing it"
Sebastian kissed every single part of Blaine's chest.
"Hey I know that my favourite part of you is your chest...what part of me do you like?
Blaine sat up.
"Wow that's a hard question"
Sebastian wasn't listening he was too busy staring at Blaine's abs.
"HEY if your going to ask me a question you better at least be focused for when I'm going to answer"
"Oh...sorry...um...what?
"Ugh"
Blaine got up pulled his shirt on and sat back down.
"AWW"
Blaine laughed.
"Your lips"
"What?
"My favourite part of you...is your lips"
"Oh are they really"
Sebastian kissed Blaine's neck and then bit it, leaving a small but visible hickey.
"Hey I'm going to have to wear a scarf or turtleneck now because of you"
"You would look so hot in a turtleneck"
"I hate turtlenecks there're so not stylish"
Sebastian went over to his drawers and pulled out a light brown turtleneck.
He then held it up in front of him.
"No"
"Yes"
Sebastian moved closer to Blaine
"No! He laughed this time
Sebastian chased Blaine around the room, he finally got a hold of him.
He pinned his arms down and after a few minutes, managed to get the sweater on him.
Blaine sighed clearly annoyed.
"You look so cute"
"Thanks Sebastian"
Blaine's stomach growled...quite loudly.
"Someone's hungry"
"Yes I am actually"
"Can we go eat breakfast now?
"Yeah let me just check if my parents have left"
Sebastian went downstairs.
"MUM, DAD YOU GONE"
No reply.
"Yeah you can come downstairs they're gone"
Once they were down at the kitchen, Sebastian didn't know what Blaine wanted.
"Hey what do you want?
"Um some toast would be nice"
"Sure"
When the toast was done Sebastian watched Blaine eat it.
He didn't know why but he wasn't bored watching Blaine eat, probably because he was only just sucking on his neck like 15 minutes ago.
Blaine noticed Sebastian watching him eat.
"Err. Sebastian I don't see how this is entertaining you"
"You're sexy when you eat"
"That doesn't even make sense"
"You don't make sense"
"Your such a child sometimes"
"Hey do you want to go to the beach?
Blaine thought about what going to the beach meant...swimming...me not wearing a shirt, that'll be right.
"If you want me to take my shirt off you only have to ask"
Sebastian's face went a bright shade of red.
"You act all big and tough like only other people can act like idiots because they think your so hot that they can't stand or speak"
"But I have rendered you helpless because I can make you like that just by doing this"
Sebastian watched as Blaine lifted up his shirt just a little, he then took Sebastian's hand and made him stand up.
"What are you doing"
Blaine didn't answer instead he placed Sebastian's hand in his and put them both on his chest.
Blaine felt Sebastian's pulse increase, his hand was sweaty and when he looked at his knees they were very shaky.
"Do you need to sit down? Blaine laughed clearly happy with himself.
"No I'm fine"
"Really"
Blaine moved closer to Sebastian so their heads were touching.
He put his hand over his heart; his pulse was even faster now.
"Sebastian your pulse is going a million miles an hour"
"No it isn't"
"Shh" Blaine kissed him tenderly.
Sebastian wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck.
"So can we go to the beach then?
Blaine laughed
"Yeah sure"
They returned from the beach about 2 hours later.
"Well that was fun" Blaine said as he slumped on the couch
Sebastian sat next to him.
"So what do you want to do Blaine?
"I'd actually love to snuggle with you on the couch and watch a movie"
"Blaine?
"Yeah"
"I need you to tell me what we are, because you haven't said anything to Kurt and if you check your phone I'm sure he's worried about you"
Blaine thought for a moment
"To be honest, I don't know what we are, I still have feelings for Kurt but I have feelings for you too"
"Maybe we should just forget all of this ever happened and you can go back to Kurt"
Shock washed all over Blaine's face, and Sebastian became worried.
"WHAT NO!
Tears starting forming in the corner of Blaine's eyes.
"Blaine you don't really love me, you just...
"I do Sebastian I really do"
"Why, I thought I annoyed the hell out of you before"
"You only annoyed me a little, but mostly the whole time I was with you the first time we met I was thinking that you must be more than just a slut"
Sebastian went red.
"Well I am a little bit of a slut" he smiled before placing his lips on Blaine's.
"Well I don't mind, as long as I'm the only one your lusting after"
"Only you Blaine only you"
Sebastian was taken by surprise when Blaine pounced on him making him fall backwards onto the couch.
Sebastian's hands travelled all over Blaine's chest.
Suddenly Sebastian rolled Blaine over so he was on top.
Blaine giggled
"What are you doing?
"I want to try something"
Blaine nodded, interesting as to what he was thinking.
Sebastian kissed the top of Blaine's torso, and again only lower, and again until he reached his underwear.
Blaine's breathe hitched as Sebastian fumbled with the hem of his pants.