a/n: My second chapter to Resurgent.. Yay! Ok first of all let me apologies in advance for any upcoming errors, it is really late when I am writing this so my brain might not be working correctly.. second of all I have come up with a schedule for uploading this FF Mondays and Fridays:) hope that works for you all. third of all later in this chapter I forgot the name of the drug that makes you sleep (shows how well my brain works at night, huh?)so I called it a sleeping drug or something like that and last but defiantly not least, forth of all.. When I reach 10 chapters of this fan fiction I think I will post another FF:) I would tell you what its about but I don't have all the details yet:P

Ok so tell me if this chapter is to short or if it needs to be longer, and feel free to give me feed back! I am still kinda new at this fan fiction thingy! :P

disclaimer: My name starts with a J not a V, therefore I do not own any rights to the awesome divergent trilogy.. sowwy:(

(Tobias's P.O.V)

When the Red Truck we were driving in finally pulls up I scan all the people standing in the cold waiting for us to get here looking for the bright grey blue eyes that have grown so familiar over the past few months. When I dont see her I start to grow worried, what if something went wrong, what if she got hurt- you're being crazy, I tell myself. She probably hasn't been informed about our arrival. "Come on Four, she probably is just inside somewhere. Let's get out of the car," Christina says, reading my thoughts.

I open the creaky, rusted door and start towards the group but stop dead in my tracks when I see a face hidden in the back of the cluster, Caleb. I look at Cara for an explanation but all she does is give me a sad smile. "Where is Tris?" I ask trying to avoid a thought hidden in the back of my mind. "She went into the control room instead of Caleb" I repeat Cara's sad words over in my head. ' She went into the control room instead of Caleb ' No she couldn't have, she wouldn't do that- yes she would I think to myself. Of course she would. She is Tris, she wouldn't let her brother die- Cara's voice breaks through my thoughts "Before you start getting all worried, she isn't dead, she survived the death serum, but she was shot, nowhere fatal though thankfully." Relief floods over me, but then worry catches hold of me again. "She would be dead though if Caleb here didn't save her." She elbows Caleb and grins. I can't decide whether to thank Caleb for saving her of be mad at him for letting her take his place in the first place. I decide by giving Caleb a slight smile. "Can I see her" Is all I say because I don't trust my voice to come out straight. " Yes she's' in the hospital wing but there is something you should-" not letting let Cara finish, I push past the mob of people and bolt towards the door.

When I finally find Tris towards the back of the sea of hospital beds and see her breathing I am filled with relief. She is covered with a thin sheet, her eyes are closed, and her golden hair surrounds her head like a halo. I search the exposed skin the sheet doesn't cover looking for any bandages or gauze and that's when I notice it. Right where her left leg would be the sheet lays flat against the bed. I walk over holding my breath and slowly pull up the light blue sheet scared of what I'll see- no scared of what I wont see. Pulling the sheet farther than I would of liked, I see the hospital gown she is wearing. Tris is alive. Tris is alive with no leg. As if on cue Cara runs to my side "Like I said Tris survived with a couple bullet wounds." I can tell she is choosing her words carefully "When Caleb arrived she was laying on the ground bleeding out quickly, he grabbed the belt she was wearing and used it as a tourniquet. She had been shot in thigh severing her Femoral artery. If Caleb hadn't come when he did her body would have begun to shut down from the loss of blood, unfortunately we didn't get her here quickly enough and the tourniquet stayed on to long cutting off all circulation to her leg so we had to amputate it." I stand stiff taking in all that Cara has told me. I worry about how she will respond when she realizes one of her legs are gone

"The sleeping drug we put her on to preform surgery will wear off soon if you would like to stay but I must warn you we put her on Nitrous oxide." I raise my eye brow at her "I swear, you clueless dauntless.." she smirks at me "Loopy Gas" Cara corrects herself. "Oh this will be fun" I say sarcastically remembering the time they gave her to much peace serum and me having to lock her in my room at the Amity head quarters. Cara smiles then walks to another bed attending to another patent.

"Tobias!" I turn around and see Tris with a big smile on her face. Loopy Gas I remind myself "Why hello there Sleeping Beauty" I tell her. Its nice to see her face again. Its only been a day but I missed it so much! Wow I think to myself, it has only been a day, a very long day, a very productive day. We accomplished so much in only a day, We saved thousands of people, Tris almost died, saved her brother, and lost all of her Left leg. "Sleeeppnbeautteh, I like that nickname" Tris slurs her words as she talks. "Yes it is quite a nice nick name isn't it?"I ask her laughing to myself. Its funny to see her this way. "Tobias I-" she gasps loudly "What's wrong?" I ask her suddenly worrying if they messed up during the surgery "Nothing Tobias honey I just need your help trying to find something I think I might have lost" Tris says, her words coming out clearer now. "And what is that?" I kneel on the floor next to the top of the bed where her head lays. "Well i-it appears that I have lost something ver- something very important to me" She trips over her words "Yes" I urge her to go on. "Well I thin- i-i-it appears as though I've misplaced my leg" I place my hand on her right shoulder "It appears as though you have" she smiles at me then she looks at my hand "Ow Tobias! you shocked me!" she whines I pull up her hospital gown. There is a bandage rapped below her shoulder, she must have gotten shot there too. I move to the other side of the bed and lay down next to her and hold her hand pulling it above the sheet. "You should get some sleep" I tell her staring up at the ceiling "But I'm not tired!" her voice reaches a very high pitch. Loopy Gas makes Tris very whiny "Close your eyes, you might surprise yourself" I tell her. she grunts then looks down at our hands. "You have very nice fingers" she says sleepily, then she closes her eyes letting sleep pull her back in.

"Four wake up!" I here a woman's voice say. My eyes open and I notice a sharp pain in my neck. My head is tilted and leaning against my shoulder and my hand is loosely entwined with Tris's. Christina is standing above me tapping her fingers against the white hospital bed head board. I close my eyes then open them again when I hear Christina say "Four if you go back to sleep I will break your nose and I don't think that will be good for either of us!" A groan escapes my mouth. I wish so much that I could just stay beside Tris and go back to sleep. She is still asleep by some miracle. "Shhh quiet down okay? you might wake Tris" getting out of bed I say "Look who's talking!" Christina looses the frustrated face "Whatever Four, they have to perform surgery on Tris's shoulder so you have to get out" I smirk at her "Christina after all this time you still call me Four, why is that?" "fine Tobias, now scoot!"

I go to the room they had all of us staying in, grab some clean clothes, and take a shower. When I am finally done getting ready I head to the cafeteria and grab a burger and some cake- not nearly as good as the kind in dauntless. I didn't realize how hungry I was until I took a bite into the moist burger. I realize I haven't looked at the time yet. The huge digital clock on the cafeteria wall says 2:00, wow I only got back to the bureau at 7:00.. I must have slept a long time.

The next few days go by in a blur, I stay in the hospital and keep Tris company and only leave when she is asleep to take a shower and eat, still worrying that she will wake up and want me. Visitors come in and out but me and Caleb are in there the most.

I pace the waiting room while the doctors check on Tris's leg seeing how the healing process is going. I feel a tap on my shoulder and assume that it is the doctor "How's she doi-" I turn around realizing it is Christina "Oh its just you" I say feeling an immediate pang of guilt after. "Sorry that didn't come out right I am just so worried about Tris and I-" Christina cuts me off "Its ok Tobias I understand, I am worried to, I just came to- came to tell you that they are un-u-unplugging Uriah" She struggles to get the sentence out and tears run down her cheek. I sag my shoulders and start to walk out with Christina but the Doctor stops me "Tris's leg is healing slowly but surely. We will be removing the stitches in a week but until then she will have to use a wheel chair. After we remove the stitches she will be able to the leg brace we got sized for her." I sigh with relief, she wont have to be in a wheel chair for a long time "hold on Christina, Is she awake?" I ask the Doctor "Yes, why?" she says. I read her name tag, in bold letters the name Susan is written out. She has blond hair pulled into a bun and grey scrubs on "Well I was wondering Susan, can I take her out for a little while please?" she hesitates before answering " Yes I suppose that will be fine but bring her back in an hour tops, alright?" for some reason this girl looks familiar "Thank You" I start towards the hospital bed and stick Tris in the black wheel chair beside it. "Where are we going" Tris says a smile across her face. She hasn't been out of the hospital for a week. I am just sad this is the reason she gets to get out for the first time. "There unplugging Uriah" my voice cracks as I say it "Oh" the smile disappears from her face and a tear rolls down her cheek.

When we arrive Zeke and Mrs. Pedrad are holding both of Uriah's hands and silent tears stream down their faces. Shauna and Cara are the only other two people in the room besides us and the nurse. "Are you ready?" the nurse asks Mrs. Pedrad "Yes" her voice comes out in a sob and she squeezes Uriah's hand the beeping coming from the machine stops and Mrs. Pedrad lets go of Uriah and cries into Zeke's shoulder. I look away and a tear runs down my cheek, I don't want to see how much hurt I caused everyone anymore. "Tobias?" I here Tris's faint voice calling my name but I ignore it, I don't think I could handle looking at the pain on her face knowing I am responsible for it being there. "Tobias look at Uriah" Tris wheels over and taps my lower back because she can't reach my arm in her wheel chair. I wipe off the wet trail the tear had left on my cheek and turn around expecting to see Uriah's lifeless body but instead I still see his chest moving up and down. "I thought you unplugged him?" Zeke asks the nurse, the sleeve on his shirt wet with tears from his mother. "We did" she says, a slight smile on her face "B-b-but he's still breathing, I don't understand you unplugged him he shouldn't be" his voice trails off. "Yes he is alive" The nurse says with a hint of excitement in her voice. "The doctor said no one ever survives head trauma that bad I don't understand" the nurse goes and types something on her computer "No the doctor said barely anyone survives head trauma that bad" she puts extra emphasis on the word barely.

Zeke runs over to Uriah and kneels down next to him "Oh my gosh Zeke his hand just twitched" Shauna says excitedly Zeke rests his head on Uriah's chest. "Your brother here has a hard head" the nurse says nodding her head towards Uriah "That he does" Zeke mumbles, "That he does."