this story started good but becomes poorly written...sigh...hope you still enjoy it!
"We are in Midgar."
Sigyn stares out in awe, because she had never been there before. It surprises her just how beautiful it is.
"Oh, what do you mean you are doing Loki a favor?" Sigyn asked, looking to the side at Angrboda.
"He asked me to keep you here until it is save." Angrboda stated nonchalantly.
"What do you mean save? What is he doing?" Sigyn asked, biting down on her bottom lip worriedly.
This was not good, Loki had dome some things before, but nothing that required her to be kept hidden away. Why would she even need to be kept hidden away?
"I do not know, he did not specify. You know how he is." Angrboda shrugged, before walking back to the door.
"I know." Sigyn muttered under her breath.
"You are really beautiful, I can see why he married you. Come, it is time for dinner."
Sigyn is surprised at the compliment, but she doesn't blush, not anymore.
She had been getting compliments before, rarely she would get them from Loki or Sif….Thor mentioned it to her a couple of times. It made Sigyn smile thinking of Thor and his compliments for her. Others at dances would ask her for a dance, compliment her and try to woo her enough to have some fun with them, for they know she would never leave Loki. She was never wooed enough to do anything with any of them.
Sigyn meets Loki's children and smiles at the weird family dinner. It was different from the one in Asgard. This one felt freer.
They were polite as they could be, for being their stepmother in a way.
Angrboda was like Loki, in her sense of humor and the ever changing emotions she went through.
She understood even more why Loki was with her.
It wasn't until that night as she stood by the window, looking out at the stars. They looked different and felt different.
She wanted to go back home, but no matter how much she asked for Heimdall, he did not answered.
Angrboda said how there was a spell that kept Heimdall from seeing there.
Sigyn understood that there was a section in which Heimdall could see, but Angrboda wouldn't tell her. She said that it was not yet time.
Sigyn sighed and wondered how things were going back in Asgard.
She is startled when Angrboda walks into the room.
"There is only two bedrooms in this house, one for the children, and one for the adults." Angrboda grinned wickedly, moving over to get some clothes to change.
Sigyn is unable to look away, as she watches each piece of clothing fall to the ground. She had always known Angrboda was a sensual creature, but watching her large frame stand there, looking so confident
and strong in the nude….Sigyn flushed and looked away.
A couple of minutes of silence, Sigyn jumped as arms wrapped around her.
Sigyn felt her heart speed up at the cool body pressed against her. Angrobda was a frost giant but Sigyn couldn't help herself….her curiosity was peaked and it was her that instigated the kiss.
She wonders as the two of them make their they to the bed, if her parents would be disappointed in her.
She is not a faithful wife, who only sleeps with her husband. She loves openly and evenly.
As she lays on the bed, sprawl for Angrboda to do as she pleased to her….Sigyn knows she doesn't regret this.
How can she when it feels right, when she doesn't know this woman, but she knows Loki.
The same lips that suckle on her breasts are the same lips that kissed and sucked upon Loki's member.
The same hands that run over the contours of her body are the same that ran over Loki's.
They both share Loki and through him, they know each other, better than any other who wasn't connected to Loki, could.
She begins to stress out, feeling energy pooling inside of her. Something was happening and Sigyn needed to figure out what it was.
She knew she needed to figure it out.
It is a total of a week, that Sigyn finally gets Angrboda to tell her how to get back to Asgard.
It is not through Heimdall, not directly at least.
Sigyn knew that Loki didn't use the rainbow bridge that often or directly. It was still a surprise to know that it was possible.
There is no goodbye no kiss farewell, just a wave of the hand before she disappears.
Between the two of them, that was not needed.
It was also that they knew they were going to see each other again, because by now, there lives were connected.
Sigyn arrived to Asgard to hear the horrible news.
No one notices that she wasn't arround apparently. She wonders if that is Loki's doing or if really she is that forgettable.
When she first hears the news she laughs.
She laughs and laughs and laughs until the laughter turns into tears, she then sobs and sobs until she has nothing left inside of her.
Gone. No, he is not gone. She knows he is not gone.
She feels him still. It could be her wishful thinking, but she knows it is not.
Their magic is connected now, she would know when his magic disappears completely.
No, she hardly feels it, but she still feels a ghost of it.
She walks towards the bridge and sits there, looking down.
Would it hurt if she were to jump off right now? Would it lead her to him?
She feels a hand in hers and turns to the side.
"Sif."
"Sigyn."
They say nothing else and keep watching space.
Sigyn is dragged by Sif into Thor's room.
He is mourning and cannot be calmed.
Sigyn is not sure what she is expected to do, but she walks over and places a hand on his arm.
He turns to look at her, his baby blue eyes reflecting all of the pain he is going through.
"Loki loves you, he always has and he always will. You made a mistake, we all did. No one is free of guilt here. I will I could say that Loki will forgive us, but we know that he shouldn't, we do not deserve it. But know, that if anyone here will be forgiven by Loki, it will be you Thor. He never hated you, that was the problem for Loki, he couldn't." Sigyn muttered, wincing when Thor suddenly fell into her arms, holding onto her tightly.
She glanced over and saw Sif nodding at her, before leaving her with the crying Thor. It was hard, to see such a man cry. Thor was strong and courageous , the epitome of what a warrior had to be in Asgard, but he had emotions and he loved strongly. Just like Loki.
She sat on the edge of the bed and just held Thor, allowing her own tears to cascade down her cheeks.
Where was Loki? Where had he gone? Why had he kept her away?
Sigyn stops eating, not feeling hungry anymore. She goes back to her old room, unable to go to the room she shared with Loki.
Sif is quiet, she just sits on Sigyn's bed, book in her hands.
Nothing is said between them and Sigyn thinks she understands why.
She has heard the rumors of this Doctor Jane. She has heard Thor himself sob about seeing Jane.
It is a month after Sigyn has come back, that she gathers her courage.
She sits next to Sif and takes her book away, throwing it on the ground; she then takes Sif's face in her hands.
"Thor like Loki, love strongly though differently. Loki loves strongly, hiding it inside of himself, only letting love in when he is sure. Thor on the other hand loves openly, easily finding kindness and beauty in things. They do not love everyone, but a certain few that get stuck in their hearts, who they keep coming back to. You are one of the Sif, take comfort in that."
Sif responds by pushing Sigyn onto her back and kissing her.
Sigyn has daily sessions with Thor. He lays his head on her lap and she runs her fingers through his hair, listening calmly.
She gives him the support that others cannot concerning losing a loved one and losing the same loved one.
He lost Loki and Jane, and to Sigyn, Loki was also her Jane.
He takes her hand in his when they walk into banquets. Sif joins them, walking on his other side.
It does not come as a surprise and it almost seems normal, as if it was what followed between them.
Thor caresses he cheek and presses a soft kiss on her forehead, before walking back to his room.
The kisses become more heated as the days passes, until Thor is pining her against the door of her room.
She is pushes unto her bed, clothes are ripped from her body and she loves it.
He is quick and rough, as if he had been wanting to do this for a while now, afriad she'll disappear in his
arms.
Hands bruise her hips, mouth plunges into her bringing her close to edge, only to stop.
He teases her, touches her until she has calmed before slamming completely into her. She holds onto him, unable to think and comprehend the things around her, except for the pleasure.
It is six months since Loki has been gone.
Sigyn and Sif curled against Thor's side, content.
"I do not think Loki is dead."
Sigyn finally voices her feelings. She feels the other two tense, their heads turning to look at her.
Sigyn stands up, not shy anymore over her nude body.
"I can feel the softess caress of his magic, sometimes there but sometimes disappearing, like a twinkling star." Sigyn muttered, looking nervously at the other two.
"How long have you felt this?" Thor asked, sitting up, Sif following.
"Since I arrived here, but I felt that it was my wishful thinking." Sigyn sighed.
Thor and Sif share a look before looking back at her.
"You were gone from Asgard through everything that happened here and yet you were able to come back afterwards, how?" Sif asked, standing up and picking up their clothes.
"I was with Angrboda."
Sigyn saw Sif scowled at the mention of the name. Sigyn had told the two of her relationship with
Angrboda, and Sif's jealousy had reared its ugly head. Sigyn tried to explain that Angrboda was not that bad, just like Thor tried to explain to Sif how Jane was not that bad.
They had no success. Sif would remain stubborn until she personally interacted with them for more than just an hour, in Jane's case at least.
"there are this magic portals that you have to clearly be searching for in order to use them." Sigyn said, also getting her clothes.
"Then it is settled, we will search for my brother in Midgard."
Sigyn laughs the moment that Sif meets Angrboda, because she can see the slight hunger in Sif's eyes.
Sif was open with her sexuality, and had had many numbers, Sigyn knows that.
However, ever since they had gotten into this relationship they had, Sif had stayed faithful to them.
It is not until Sigyn steps up to greet Angrobda and kisses her on the lips, that makes it easier for Sif to appraise Angrboda.
They are not there for a get together and Angrboda understands. She tells them some things about Midgar as she drives them to a city nearby.
They do not know how they are going to find Loki, but now it is four of them instead of just three.
Sigyn is glad to have Angrboda with them, because even though she had been with her for only one week, she got used to her.
Sif and Thor were still getting comfortable with her, and Sigyn was glad how much they had changed from when she had just met them.
They had all changed from they had all been young and foolish.
They were still foolish, but this was different.
Angrboda told them about how she had been living in Midgar for a year now, for Loki brought her there, saying it was safer.
Angrboda admitted that so far, she felt definitely more relaxed. She had on a bracelet that Loki gave her, to change her color from blue to a soft brown in order for her to fit in. Her height was also reduced to Thor's size.
It was with her help that they found the information on Jane Foster.