"Then he said 'I won't give up on us' and he sounded so hurt, Rachel!" Kurt says with his mouth full of chocolate, one hand holding his round belly and the other trying invalidly to clean the tears streaming his face. Since Rachel entered the front door, she tried her best to stop her friend from crying, but it was of no use.
"Kurt, you know what I think. But I'm gonna repeat it, maybe if I do you see some light, right?!" Kurt had her speech decorated, but wouldn't stop her because everything he needed now was her annoying reasoning, that was why he always called her. "I think you should talk to him, stop this madness. You're not doing fine and for what I've seen, Sebastian isn't as well. Kurt, stop being so insecure about him! I think you should get over Blaine or get over Blaine's cheating." Rachel said in breath of air.
"I don't need to get over Blaine" – Kurt needed Sebastian, but needed him only for himself – "Blaine has nothing to do with me and Bas, my problem now is finding a way to hide my pregnancy from Sebastian and I need your help."
Rachel almost declared game over, she loved Kurt like she hadn't loved any friend before, but he was stubborn and that was Rachel Berry talking! She kept silent watching Kurt eat his chocolate with a hunger she hadn't realized he had, how could someone hide a six months pregnancy? That wasn't even possible! She seriously thought Kurt was the crazy one between them, and his pregnancy only proved it. She did the only thing she thought was right.
"I love you, Kurt Hummel. That's why I won't help you with this craziness."
"What?" Kurt tried to yell whilst he got up from bed for the first time that day. Rachel knew Kurt wanted to look threatening; instead he looked like an angry bitchy momma, or was it the same? "You're that heartless, Rachel Berry? So heartless you can't help your best friend?"
For a minute Rachel gaped at him, she did everything to stop her laugh from coming, but was so red her heart started beating hard against her chest and her breathing fastened. She let out a loud laughter. "Drama queen!" She abruptly stopped laughing, her face changed to a worried aspect. "I'm not going to leave you alone in this, Kurt. But how am I supposed to cooperate here? Maybe if I get him to go to some strip cl–"
"You may stop right there!"
"I don't understand you!" – Rachel let a harsh breath free itself from her lungs – "You keep saying you don't want him to look for you any longer, but when I try to do some good you yell at me?" Kurt had a guilty look on his face, Rachel wanted nothing more than to erase it but she couldn't, Kurt had to hear every bit of her outflow. So she kept talking.
"You're unhappy, pregnant, in love and sexually flustered." At the simple mention of something related to sex, Kurt's cheeks turned rapidly red as his eyes widened. "Your baby's father doesn't know he's about to be a daddy. Tell me, Kurt… Do you think it is right?" – She asked but didn't give time for answers – "Sebastian truly seems to love you, can't you see that? You're being a bitch to him."
"Bitch?"
"Yes." Rachel had the guts to tell him the truth; after all she was just tired of all the drama.
"You're the one being a bitch here." Kurt reasoned.
"I'm being your friend for the first time since this shit started!" They started to discuss about the small things of their friendship, Rachel's snoring while asleep and Kurt's mood in his months of pregnancy. Their argument was so loud that when they heard a knocking on Kurt's front door, they weren't even surprised. "I'll answer the door." Rachel stated angrily.
When Rachel exited, Kurt marched right behind her. Soon enough she reached the front door and opened it unceremoniously, Kurt almost fell back in his hurry to find something to hide behind. There stand Sebastian Smythe in all of his glor– with his hormones out of his control, Kurt nearly cried when he saw Sebastian's state. His clothes rumpled, his hair all messed and he had dark bags under his eyes. He almost forgot he was hiding behind the sofa and ran to Sebastian's arms, because he knew he looked the same.
Sebastian waited patiently at the door; his vague eyes measured the room in front of him, when he saw Kurt standing there something came out of his soul, something he couldn't describe, relief maybe. After all the time he had spent alone searching for Kurt, what he wanted most in that moment was pull Kurt into his embrace and never let him go again, but as he stepped inside the apartment to run for Kurt, Rachel quickly blocked his vision with her face.
"Oh, Bas!" She put her arms around his neck and hugged him hard, he returned with a squeeze on her waist, but his eyes burned deep looking at his love, preventing Kurt from running. "I miss you, boy! How is it going?" Rachel Berry could be an actress, but if there was something she was terribly in real life was lying, she started to blink rapidly and her heart was swelling in her chest.
"Fine" – Sebastian couldn't bring himself to ask if she was okay, he wanted to know if Kurt was doing fine, not Rachel Berry – "Rachel, I have to talk to Kurt… Can we talk later?" He tried his best to be polite, but sincerely his patience wasn't something he was proud of.
"Kurt?" Rachel thought of saying he was sleeping, but when she turned around there was Kurt, looking astonished at Sebastian whilst trying to hide his belly. "He's sick, Bas. I think you should come for a visit another time; you would be in real danger next to him right now. You should get going, don't you think?" She said trying to keep Sebastian away from Kurt with a big smile bonded to her face.
"Let go, Rachel!" Sebastian said lowly, getting his hands off of her hold. Kurt's silence scared him. He needed to know what was going on, why Kurt was almost kneeling on the floor. "Kurt, talk to me."
Kurt kept looking at them like Rachel was Whitney Houston and Sebastian was Lady Gaga, he didn't look with admiration, no, it was a strong crave to find some way of escape. "Bas, go away…" He whispered quietly, his eyes were staring at his beautiful sofa.
When he was a little boy, Sebastian's father told him to 'get out' of his office because he was working. He understood. When he was sixteen, his grandma died and at her funeral his older brother said 'Seb, go away'. He understood. But when he turned twenty and his roommate said "Go away" because there was a girl with him, he punched his face so hard he got a black eye.
"I won't" When Kurt said 'Go away', the only feeling he had was passion.
"Please" Kurt knew if Sebastian stayed any longer, he'd do something stupid. At that moment, Rachel decided it was best if she shut her mouth.
Sebastian started to walk in Kurt's direction slowly, like he could hurt Kurt with a breath. Desperate, Kurt took hold of a cushion to place in front of him. That was when Sebastian saw something was wrong with his beloved, so he fastened his pace and reached Kurt in a few seconds. "What are you so afraid of telling me?"
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