hey hey ho! second chapter.... this is gonna be a long chapter..

chapter summary:

Hotaru and Ruka, together with their other friends, planned to make Mikan and Natsume 'get back'. They placed them in one room. Will it work out? Will they be friends or lovers again? Maybe yes or no? Will Natsume realize his mistake to Mikan?


Well here I am at the Central Town looking for a guitar hmm where can I buy it? I've been here a thousand times but I still can't find that darn shop! Wait it's here. Wow! There's a piano, violin, drum, and a guitar! Wow it's so beautiful! Wonder how much it cost? Wait who is that at outside? N-natsume ww-with L-luna? WTF!? They're kissing in public? What? Why am I crying? Ugh.-sniff sniff- Natsume please stop it, it hurts. What the? -slaps herself- Stop crying! I'm in Central Town! Well where is that guitar? Here miss, I'll take this. Here's the rabbits. What's the time now? Almost lunch time!? Gotta go now!

-After Lunch-

Hmm.. I haven't greeted Natsume yet. Guess I should greet him now.. Where could be Natsume? I think he's under the Sakura Tree..

-At the Sakura Tree-

Natsume! Oh he's there, reading manga again. He never change. Well here it goes.. 'Ohayo Natsume! Did you eat your lunch? Is that your new manga?' "Shut up. Don't go near me. My girlfriend might get jealous." I heard Natsume told me.. 'I-is that Luna?' "None of your business. Go! I don't wanna see your ugly face!" Here I am running away from him.. I wanna die now.. I wanna die now.. Natsume why? Finally, I reached my room. Natsume.. where's my guitar.. I wanna compose a new song now. Yeah, I'll compose in the Northern Forest.. Yeah in the lake there.

-At the Lake in Northern Forest-

Natsume, why? And so I started singing..

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

What I want and I need

And everything that we should be

She looked at the sky

I'll bet she's beautiful,

That girl he talks about

And she's got everything

That I have to live without

Drew talks to me

I laugh coz it's just so funny

I can't even see

Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love

He finally got it right

I wonder if he knows

He's all I think about at night

Mikan started to cry..

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

Mikan remembered the time they ate fluff puffs together and when they're tickling each other..

Drew walks by me

Can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes so perfectly

The kind flawless I wish I could be

When they hug each other, and the necklace Natsume gave her on her birthday

She better hold him tight

Give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes

And know she's lucky cause

Mikan cried harder..

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

She also remembered the time when Natsume comforted her when she received the news that her grandfather died, when they cutted classes, the last dance, the kiss they shared..

So I drive home alone

As I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down

And maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops n my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never up

And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

Wow! I didn't know I could write something like that! So I'm still crying? Mikan stop crying! Oh yeah! I forgot about Hotaru! We have an appointment today!

-At Hotaru's lab-

What's happening? Why is Nonoko, Anna, Misaki and Sumire here? Oh and even Ruka? Oh yeah, he's your boyfriend..

"Mikan, we're helping you!" They all said in unison

Help with what?! "We're helping you with Natsume!" Anna and Nonoko said while hugging Mikan "Really? Thanks! Even Ruka?" "You see Mikan, Hotaru blackmailed Ruka again. If Ruka didn't help, Hotaru will break up with him." Nonoko said while patting Ruka on the back who looks sad now. Thank you guys!!! I love you so much! So when will we do it? Can we do it now? "Yes." Hotaru and Ruka said in unison. Ok.. "All of you, come over here. I'll tell you the details..." Hotaru said while bringing out one of her inventions.... Ok I get it! Thank you!

In Ruka's room..

"Ruka, where's Natsume?" Hotaru said while fixing her invention.. again "He said he's on the way now Hotaru." Mikan entered the room then Hotaru, Ruka and the others left. After waiting for 20 minutes, Natsume entered Ruka's room. 'WTF! Why is Mikan here? Don't tell me, Ruka planned this?' Natsume thought while he examined the room. "Natsume, why are yu here?" Mikan asked as if nothing happened betwee her and the others.

Flashback

"Mikan, all you'll have to do is simple. I will lock you two here in Ruka's here. Then tell him how you feel. Simple." How I feel? "Yes. Tell him how much you love him and tell him you want to be friends with him again. That's all." But Hota- "No buts Mikan. It's now or never. Besides what if he loves you too? Aren't you happy with that?" Ok Hotaru! Don't worry guys, I won't fail you!

End of flashback.

Natsu- "Don't talk! I'm going." But the door's lock! I watched Natsume as he tried to open the door. He can't burn it either; it's fireproof. "Darn!" I heard him say. Natsume please. Come on! Don't you know that I love you! That I want to be close to you! Natsume, why won't you notice me! "No use. I won't talk to you anymore. Didn't I told you that before?" Natsume, face me! Tell me you hate me! Look into my eyes!? Oh no! What am I saying now? "Mikan." Did I just heard him say my name? "Look, I don't hate you but, it's for my good and also for your own good. Sorry." Sorry, sorry is all that can you say?! Natsume please, what do you mean for our good, please tell me! "No." Again, he tried to open the door but this time the door open and so he left. He left me crying. What does he mean?

Natsume's P.O.V

I can't see anything right now. All I see is becoming blurred. I'm crying? I just exited the dorm and I'm heading towards the Sakura Tree now. Mikan, I'm sorry. I have a good reason for this. Hope you're ok now even though I can't see you. Please stop loving me now.

Back to Mikan

As soon as I entered my room, I locked my door and ran to my bed still crying. I tried to smile but I really can't. He don't hate me. It made me happy but he still ignores me. Aww, the truth sucks. The truth that he will never talk to me again. -sigh- How many times did I rolled in my bed? Natsume.. if you could only notice me, I promise, I won't make you lonely. I'm still crying. I bet you I'm gonna cry a sea. I'm gonna take a sleep for now. Goodnight Hotaru, goodnight Natsume.


ya this chappie sucks.. well if this stoy sucks, my life sucks. thx for the reviewers!!! well the guy is my c____. pity me.. well this is my bday gift to myself.. june 3 is my bday.. don't forget to review! reviews are highly appreciated!! love ya guyz!!!