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B.P.O.V

I unzipped my raincoat and walked into the living room. I slouched into the arm chair, while Charlie was lounging across the sofa watching TV. I was suspiciously quiet as I thought about what I had seen.

I was still in pain but it hurt a little less to know that he was still alive. I thought a little deeper about it. Thinking to myself, all these years I thought he was dead when he was actually alive.

I tried to picture it again in my head, see if I could make out what he actually looked like. I thought hard about it and then eventually I could picture him properly. He looked the same. The same vampire that I loved. The same vampire that left me.

I jumped at the thought of it. I quickly changed the subject in my head and tried to get interested in the TV. I thought hard about what was on the TV but, how could I get interested in one of Charlie's match's that he watch's? So I stood up, slowly, and ran up the stairs.

I slid into my room and hopped towards the radio on my window sill. I tuned it in and opened my window for some air. I soon switched the radio back off because all the songs playing were just too depressing.

I lay down on my bed and threw the pillow over my head, hoping to fall to sleep soon and I did.

I woke up by the grey light shining through my window. I quickly stood up and slipped into some clothes that were randomly under my bed. Then I skipped downstairs, on my way to get some breakfast, hoping that today would be better than yesterday.

I slurped the leftover milk from my breakfast and then quickly got all my toiletries and made my way to the bathroom.

I dragged myself outside and into my truck. As I sat there, I thought, it's just a regular Sunday morning. The worst and longest day. I drove out the driveway on my way to our meadow, hoping to see him, on my way.

I didn't see him on my way, but I still drove to our meadow. Even if he weren't there on the way, he might be there though.

I wondered through the meadow, getting deeper and deeper into it. I didn't get anywhere, but I found a safe place to sit and think.

I thought about him again. I tried my best not to but I just couldn't help but think about all the good memories we had together in this meadow. I was there for a long period of time, thinking, I didn't care about the time though, I just needed to think about him now I knew he was alive.