BOTDF -part 2 of story

The lanky man with the short black and red hair, lightly tanned complexion and almond shaped intense violet eyes walked around, his chest and stomach exposed, showing his tattoo's and the lightly toned body. He wore a leather studded jacket and a pair of ripped leather pants and black combat boots, while he stalked around looking for his best friend, the man who stole his heart though he doesn't know it.

"Dahvie!" The screams of the fan girls made his ears practically bleed but they were was made the band so he couldn't complain, though it did make his heart ache watching the shorter, longer haired man signing the women's breasts and flirting shamelessly with them. He didn't know what was up with this man. One day he's gay for Jeffree Star the next he wants a chick to blow him.

He walked over to the man and wrapped his arms around his waist, something he'd grown accustom to doing, and unlike other times, Dahvie tensed as he ceased talking to look at Jayy from the corner of his eye. He gave him a smile before looking to the girl who was flirting with Dahvie. Her expression was a mix between fan girl lust and hate for interrupting them.

He honestly didn't care what she thought at that moment because the feel of Dahvie's perfectly shaped body, the way his hips were slightly rounded and his stomach was muscled and yet also held a little bit of softness that made him Dahvie. Jayy smiled as he gave a small squeeze then let him go.

"Sally wants us back at the tour bus, so c'mon Dahvie-kins!" He looked into the melted chocolate brown eyes and saw…he was upset? Jayy actually took a step back at the intensity of the slight glare he received and he felt his eyes water slightly when he backed up and stuttered an apology.

He shuffled away into the tour bus, tears threatening to over flow as he made it into his bunk and sat down, finally letting the tears cascade down his cheeks as he rolled his head over to the right and found a picture of himself and Dahvie, the latter hanging off him with a wide grin as Jayy planted a kiss on his cheek. It made more tears come to his eyes as he looked at the fond memory and he laid back.

"What did I do to make him angry? Do I hang off him too much?" Jayy thought, his eyebrows knitting in worry as his thoughts progressed. "Does he realize my feelings? Oh I hope not, I don't want our friendship to be over because of that! I would literally die without him!" He heard someone come onto the bus and flipped over, grabbing the blankets and acting like he was sleeping.

If it was Dahvie, hopefully he wouldn't start tearing up again but Jayy knew that he probably would anyhow. He heard soft footsteps and tensed when they came towards his bed. When the bed dipped under someone's weight he recognized it as not Dahvie, but as Sally and he turned his head to see her smiling sadly at him.

"What do you want?" He was surprised at the hoarseness of his voice as he spoke but he kept his stare trained on Sally as she pondered over what she was going to say and when she did speak, his eyes widened dramatically.

"Become a porn star." She said and his jaw dropped as he stuttered over his words but she cut him off, explaining herself. "What I mean is, if you do you'll get your mind off Dahvie, you'll make him jealous by not being by his side and hanging off of him and you can look good and get paid doing it!"

Sally had known that Jayy loved Dahvie since before Jayy even knew! In his heart, he knew Sally was just trying to help and while he did enjoy a good lay and some moolah rolling in, he felt like he'd be betraying Dahvie in the process.

"Look Sally, I don't think I'll be making him jealous, I'm pretty sure the man hates me!" Sally sighed as she gave him a hug, knowing he needed to be comforted at the moment. Jayy was sort of thinking about it and thought, if Dahvie could fuck girls and guys, he could be a porn star and fuck men!

A few weeks passed by him and before he knew it he was already a pretty big porn star. He was well known and his mind was barely on Dahvie. Except for today, he had passed by Dahvie on his way to work and the agonized look in his loves eyes made his heart clench and his subconscious to wonder why he looked like that.

He was in on set in a romantic room, the heart shaped bed covered with rose petals, lit with large yellow candles and a trail of rose petals lead from the door of the house to the bed. The scene was supposed to be that Jayy was the best friend of the man coming home, they were roommates and he wanted to let him know his true feelings. So he was going to 'confess his feelings' to his coworker whom he had to meet on set because they had no time for rehearsal, the guy he was supposed to bang for the set got sick and the dead line for the porno was tonight at 8 so.

So as he changed into a pair of short shorts, with no shirt he began thinking how much this resembled what had been going on with him and Dahvie and for a moment he wished this was real and it was Dahvie who was going to be walking through the set doors. But he knew it wouldn't happen so he stopped wishing for it. The director suddenly yelled,

"Okay, we're good to go and…scene!" So he stood in the shadows, waiting for the man to walk through the doors for the sex to start.

He saw the door open and a figure walk in, and he stalked him over to the bed, flipping him over before straddling him and staring at him in the face. What he saw made him stutter and his mind to go blank. It was Dahvie, and the man below him was staring up at him mirroring his own shock and the director called a cut when he realized they weren't going to move.

"Alright, what's the problem here men?" The director yelled at the two and he came bounding over. "I got together the two most attractive men I could and you freeze up?" He threw his arms up as Sally came running over with a tray of three coffees, a double double for her, a caramel latte for myself…and a French vanilla for Dahvie?

"You knew about this didn't you?" Jayy blurted as the pieces fell in place, of course why didn't he see it! It reminded him of Dahvie and him because it was about them! Sally planned this to get him and Dahvie together but he knew the man was straight, and was probably told a woman with giant titties was going to be here and he was going to fuck her brains out! Damn why Sally?

Tears began welling up in his eyes when he looked to Dahvie, the sheer shock and horror written on his face made his heart crush painfully against his rib cage, as if trying to jump out. He excused himself, running off to the bathroom, needing a moment to gather himself. He was being paid $600.00 for this which was over the rate of a newbie porno actor but hey, he had his ways. He knew he needed the money since BOTDF was being put on hold because of this thing between him and Dahvie.

He splashed some water on his face to help him think better as he gazed at his reflection. Yeah he was a pretty damn good looking man but…it wasn't good enough for the sexy man out there, he knew it and though most of his fans would practically kill his ears telling him all the reasons why that statement is wrong. But he knew it in his heart he would never be good enough for his Dahvie-kins. He let a last tear slip out before he angrily wiped it away and stalked out, feeling the stares of both men and women staring at his back as he walked towards the set.

Jayy found Dahvie talking to the producer and the director and he knew he wanted a different partner for this set and when the two boss' shook their heads an audible sigh escaped his plump lips as he walked off to his spot. The taller man finally took in what the other was wearing, a pair of skin tight leather pants, knee high black combat boots and a matching skin tight stark white shirt. He could see every dip and curve of his skin with those clothes and he felt the need to rip it off and take him then and there.

He heaved a great sigh as he knew negotiating with the producer and director would not get him anywhere so he took up his position, the time ticking by ever so slowly while Dahvie started his walk over to the bed. Jayy stalked over to him again and wrapped his arms around his mid-section, the feeling of Dahvie beneath his touch made him feel like the world was perfect, and he ghosted his breath over his neck. Taking it as slow as he could before he had to get to the intimate stuff, as he bit down and ground his teeth lightly, on the others ear lobe.

When he took his time on that he slowly turned him around, and locked his eyes with Dahvie, feeling the growing uneasiness settling in his stomach as he leaned forward and slowly pressed his lips to the others fuller and plumper lips, feeling him stiffen against him before slowly getting into the kiss. Though his heart leapt with joy he knew it was only for the camera. As he began backing the other up, he could almost feel the tension and the anxiousness in the air, from Dahvie to leave this.

Jayy rubbed his hands up and down the others body, feeling his erratic heart beat and the way his breath hitched when he curled his fingers softly against his hips and ass curve. He almost gave a feral grin seeing his secret love below him but his heart matched the others pace, because he was so worried about what he was supposed to do. But he soon forgot about that as he began seducing him.

[Because I took so long I promised hardcore, at least as best as I can do, for my wifey ~Sar5ahPWNS so if you don't like or are too young for it, skip this part til you see the next thing of bolded letters!]

He straddled him on the bed, tracing his jaw line with his tongue and lips, giving off soft groans then lower to his neck giving soft kisses and nips at the man's throat while soft whimpers and gasps escaped his throat. Jayy grabbed the bottom of Dahvie's shit and quickly disposed of it, tossing it wherever. When he could see and feel the flesh which was Dahvie he couldn't help but feel up his entire torso with his tongue and hands, remembering every dip and curve of the perfect body laid out for him.

He trailed lower towards his waist line, dipping his tongue and swirling it around in the others navel, the sounds of Dahvie's sweet moans made his cock hard, straining against his suddenly-too-tight-pants,feeling him squirm and arch into the touches while he slowly took the pants off the other, caressing his hips, thighs and legs as he discarded that piece of clothing as well. When he saw Dahvie's length it took all his willpower to not take it and make him feel the most absolute pleasure he'd ever feel. Slowly he, with a feather light tough, felt up and down the shaft before gripping the base and giving a measured stroke, hearing the strangled grunt coming from the sexy man.

His breath ghosted over the cock as he gave an experimental lick from the base to the head, before looking up at Dahvie and engulfing his cock in his mouth, flicking his tongue against the veins, and the tip. He relaxed his throat muscles before taking his length all the way, he was a large man in his nether regions and Jayy just barely fit the whole thing in his mouth but be managed, the taste of Dahvie engulfing his senses. He loved the salty yet sweet taste that was completely Dahvie that took over his senses when he pressed his tongue against the others wonderful cock.

Because he was 100% certain Dahvie was a virgin when it came to homosexual sex he decided to take it slowly. Dahvie was looking down at him with lidded lust filled eyes, and his breath hitched at the sight of the fully exposed God in front of him. As he sucked off Dahvie he slipped out of his own clothing, tossing it anywhere as he pulled back from his cock with a pop and a soft groan came from Dahvie as Jayy reached over and grabbed a bottle of candy flavoured lube from the table beside them and coated his fingers generously, before looking at the man on the bed. His legs were opened slightly and his elbows propped him up, his cock straining against his stomach as his half lidded eyes stared up at Jayy. To distract him, he leaned forward and softly kissed him. Tracing the seam of his lips with his tongue for a moment before the other responded with a needy kiss just as Jayy slipped in the first finger.

He knew that it would feel uncomfortable so with the hand holding his hip, he trailed it to Dahvie's cock and slowly pumped him when he entered a second finger, slowly scissoring him, seeing him squirm but only slightly but when the third finger entered and began stretching him, a gasp escaped him as he tried getting used to it, he tried to distract him some more as he engulfed his cock and tweaked his nipples, flicking his tongue against the tip, receiving a harsh groan from Dahvie. It took him a few moments but when he did, Jayy coated his cock with the lubricant, before slowly, painfully slowly for Jayy, entered the hot tight cavern which was Dahvie's soft, round ass.

Tears welled up and rolled over the others eyes when he entered and Jayy leaned down to kiss his tears away as his hand began pumping his dick again, the other hand on his hip to keep him steady and he began the process which made Jayy's heart fill with sadness knowing this was not making love, but making a porno. The taller man kissed his way to the other's lips, giving him soft, loving kisses but when Dahvie began thrusting his hips back and kissed him harder it shocked him but he wasn't complaining as he met him thrust for thrust, harsh kiss for harsh kiss.

Dahvie was soon moaning and panting his name softly though he wasn't supposed to and he wasn't complaining about that either but it did make him question Dahivie for the moment, but he just whispered Dahvie repeatedly as he came closer to his climax, the tightness of Dahvie making him come just as faster. They came almost at the exact same time, calling out each-others name as white strands of seamen squirted onto Jayy and Dahvie's stomachs and Jayy shot his hot messy load into Dahvie on a loud groan.

He gently laid down beside him, gazing up into Dahvie's eyes while he licked his hand clean of the others delicious come, flicking his gaze from the ceiling to the crew and finally to Dahvie's cock and ass, realizing that he just fucked the man he loves and he took a few deep breaths. I just fucked him, might as well tell him the truth…and it'll go good with the setting and the scene so.

"…I love you." Jayy said, looking up into the other's eyes which had widened at the confession before they dimmed dramatically and he looked away, his heart, of course, breaking as he crawled off the bed and made his way to the dressing room, stark naked as he knew the scene was over, the beginning of it being shot with just Dahvie and the Narrator.

He cleaned up, going for a few minute showers before getting out, drying off and dressing into anything he could grab. A pair of tight ripped black jeans, a pair of Jack Skeleton converse and a black wife beater top, putting on a pair of sunglasses and his keys and he was out the door, heading to the 2011 Ford Dodge Charger R/T. He was about to get into the sleek red car when he heard a nervous 'Ahem' behind him and he slowly turned around.

Surprisingly it was Dahvie, his clothing on, a pair of bright blue jeans, converse with mix-matched laces, a grey hello kitty top and his hair still messy like …Jayy had made it. The other didn't meet his eyes while he opened his mouth, closed it then opened it again like trying to find something to say to him. Finally he just stepped forward and brought his eyes up to Jayy's. They held such sorrow and angst.

"Jayy. I don't know what happened a while back…why you pretty much quit BOTDF and why you've been avoiding me. It hurt me Jayy…really bad here." He put his hand over his heart as he gave the other the most heart breaking and adorable face Jayy had ever seen him make. When he finally heard what he said the look dropped.

"Wait what are you talking about? I hugged you like normal and you glared at me! You were pissed off and I couldn't believe you!" His eyes narrowed as he watched Dahvie's eyes widen in realization and he began laughing! Of all things, laughing! Jayy felt tears well up in his eyes as he covered his face with his hair.

"If you're too busy I suppose I'll be leaving then." He got into his car and was about to shut the door when Dahvie slid in onto his lap and kissed him long and hard, making a certain part of his body rouse and harden slowly. He almost whimpered, the feeling of Dahvie's full plump lips hugging his own made him feel like the other could share his feelings but he knew it was false. Though when Dahvie began grinding his cock against him it took his all of Jayy's willpower not to fuck him then and there and those soft moans he was making, damn.

"Jayy." He breathed out, between kisses and soft pants. "I didn't mean to glare at you, it was the fan girl who made me angry. You looked so sexy and I tried so hard not to jump you but she was still there so I couldn't make my move. I wanted to tell you for so long, I love you Jayy and being with you in the porno scene made me sad because I knew a God like you wouldn't love me but I have to try. Tell me your feelings Jayy-Jayy."

His heart swell up with love as his cock stirred slightly, and he leaned forward to plant a hard, needy kiss on Dahvie's mouth, pushing his hips down against his own and grinding against the hard, large cock confined in Dahvie's jeans. A loud moan erupted from the others mouth as he arched his back slightly before hissing out softly.

"Either you drive us home or I'm-a fuck your brains out here!" Dahvie gasped as Jayy quickly shuffled Dahvie into the passenger seat and drove home, trying to sort his brain as he drove through the back roads, his heart thumping wildly as he realized the one he loves…loves him back!

In a matter of exactly 25 minutes they made it to the driveway of their home, and damn it felt good to be back for Jayy. He dragged his ass out of the vehicle, around the Dahvie's side and picked him up, slamming the door shut and kissing him fiercely as he fumbled to unlock the door. He groaned loudly when Dahvie ground his erection against his own, making his legs wobble slightly— and they haven't touched yet.

He finally got them through the door and headed straight for the bedroom, kissing, nipping and licking Dahvie's lips and neck and earlobes. He made it to the bed and made quick work of taking off the others clothing, practically shredding it off of him as he worked on his own as well. Though he's already seen and fucked the man, the sight of hi gorgeous, perfect body laid out in front of him made his heart ache with love and his cock twitch.

He could ravish him all night but the throbbing of his cock made him change his mind as he leaned down and tweaked his nipples, licking his way down his body to his navel, dipping his tongue in and swirling it around as he massaged his hips. He knew it was foreplay, and he was driving them both insane but he wanted to make it last—thought Dahvie thought otherwise as he hissed out a command,

"Fuck me, Jayy! Don't wait!" He moaned out as he slowly guided his cock to the others entrance and he had to restrain his selfish needs from full-on fucking the man into the bed. Though they just fucked in the porno, Dahvie was still as tight as a virgin. He knew that his ass was going to be hurting later so he took it slow.

He ground his teeth as he thrust slowly in, opening his eyes to find Dahvie's skin glistening and flushed. His eyes were half lidded and his mouth was ajar, panting softly. His heart jumped at the sight as his cock stirred, seeming to almost harden more.

Jayy grabbed his hips as he leaned down to kiss his lips, then trailing down to his jawline, to his ear shell, licking and kissing. As the man under him moaned and squirmed he gave soft kisses to his neck, playing with his nipples after a moment of terrorizing his neck before going back to his plump lips.

"Dahvs, I can't wait anymore!" He ground out as he shot his load into the others ass, filling him up as a string of hot, white cum splattered against their stomachs and chests. He collapsed beside the other with an arm around his waist while they caught their breath.

[So, it's the ending of the yaoi and the story is coming to a close ;w; Till next time, have fun with the yaoi ;)]

Jayy looked up to Dahvie's eyes and his breath caught in his throat at the intense gaze he received. There was nothing but pure, raw love, adoration and lust gleaming through his eyes and Jayy couldn't help but lean forward and capture those lips in a sweet, lingering kiss.

"I don't know how I survived without you during this time. I never want to let you go Jayy!" Dahvie told him when the kiss was broken off. "I just want to know one thing…Do you want our relationship secret or…because I would …rather not have a secret relationship but if it's the only way to be with you than I'm up for anything you want."

Jayy couldn't believe what Dahvie was saying, he thought that he'd want to hide their relationship? The hell he would! He's wanted this for too long to hide it just for other people to think better of them. If anyone had anything to say, they best say it to his face and watch how fast their minds get changed about being degrading.

He leaned forward and hugged him tightly, kissing his lip softly as he whispered out, "If anyone ever wanted to keep their relationship with you a secret, they're an idiot." Which made the other man blush fiercely and to hide his face in Jayy;'s shoulder.

"Thank you, Jayy." He spoke softly and, though they've kissed so many times that night, his eyes still widened when Jayy gave him the softest, sweetest kiss ever. They fell asleep a while after, long after they spoke, and laughed. Their feelings for each other, if possible, intensified by a dozen that night.

The last thing that was said before the darkness of sleep overtook them, was a chorus of

"I love you"

Made by Andrina Tait

Date of Completion 12/28/2011