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Flashback :

" Come on Bella we're going to be late! " Ashley screamed . But I would never argue with her. She's been my friend since the first grade, and we were now in ninth. Ashley hated being late for parties. Which is why she was screaming at me. Ashley was planning to take me to a college party. Where of course will have college boys.

I checked my hair in the mirror one last time before running down stairs. I was wearing a red dress just above my knees. " Come on Bella!!!!!!" I ran down the stairs almost falling but I caught myself this time. Ashley was right in front of the door. " Tough you long enough." She muttered with a smile on her face. " Wow you look hot Bella!" I slapped her and she started laughing again. We got in her car. But it wasn't really hers it was her brothers. She said she knew how to drive so I wasn't freaking out about it.. "So you nerves.?" She asked. I looked at her.

" No why would I be?" I was never afraid of parties maybe my self consciences but not scared. The party thought place in a huge house maybe even a mansion. We rang the door bell and some guy opened it for us. He was tall and very cute. But I then I saw how he was looking at me. Almost like he wanted to do me then anything.(AN: meaning he wanted to sleep with her.)

I ran to Ashley's side. She kept walking to the food table. She grabbed a drink making sure it was punch before she drank it. No one paid any attention to use. I felt invisible. Then I felt someone's eyes on me I turned to see who it was and it surprised me. James was staring right at me. He walked up to me. I turned to see if Ashley was still behind me but she wasn't. I looked around searching for her.

" Hey there looking for someone?" I turned to see who was talking. It was James. I was suddenly confused. James was a hot junior why was he talking to a stupid freshmen.

" I wasn't looking for anyone." I answered softly just in case my eyes were playing a trick on me and no one was really talking to me.

" I want to show you something." He said grabbing my hand. I followed him uncertain if I should go or not. He lead me to the back where there was an old shed I took me behind it. He softly started stroking my cheek making me blush. Then he started stroking my arm leaving goose bump behind.

He tilted my head to look at him. He was very cute gorgeous even. Then he kissed me. He kissed me hard. Then he pushed me to the ground and started kissing me all over. I wanted him to stop but I couldn't even open my mouth. His hand went up my thigh. This made me scream. I screamed so loud the world could have heard it but I heard nothing. He placed a hand on my mouth and he finished doing what he wanted to.

He left me there and went back to the party. Once I knew he was gone I ran I ran straight to Ashley's car. She left the door unlocked so I went in and felt like I wanted to die. Why had I followed him in the first place. Stupid Stupid Stupid. I wanted to scream as loud as I could to try and heal what I was going through . But I kept it in. It felt like an eternity when Ashley finally came in the car.

" Hey I was looking all over for you. Where did you go?" Then she saw the look on my face and got loud. Ashley hated seeing me hurt like this. " What happened Bella.?" She looked really concerned.

" Nothing I just feel awful. Like I'm getting sick or something." I lied

" You do look awful. Let me get you home." She dropped me of at my house. And insisted on bring me inside. " I now your lying to me Bella please tell me what's really on your mind." Since my parents weren't home for a while she kept asking me the same question over and over again.

Eventually she stopped. She knew I would talk to her when I was ready. But she was wrong I've only gotten worse. I haven't talked since. And the worst part is that I dream of him.

End of flashback

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