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A/N 1 well seeing as I was unrealistic for only my first real tragedy story I'm revealing chapter 2 to you a day early because I am so nice hope you all enjoy guys

Chapter 2- a sister's love

Haruka quickly got out of her pyjamas and changed into a tank top tracksuit bottoms and a hoodie, She ran downstairs grabbed her car keys and ran out of the house in a gust of wind stunning a barely awake Setsuna into sudden awareness she made her way up to the girls room and knocked on the door "come in" was heard.

Setsuna walked into the bedroom. Michiru smiled, "she finally called her" Michiru said Setsuna breathed a sigh of relief "thank Kami, Haruka has been to quiet the last 4 weeks I never thought Mako-chan losing Nephrite would put Haruka in that state." Setsuna said

Michiru gave a sad smile "what affected her more was Makoto shutting herself away from everyone but yes I agree. The poor girl doesn't deserve it they lost their parents so young and now Makoto has lost her soulmate and husband. Ziarre has lost her daddy and Haruka has lost the only other man other than Jadeite she was starting to count as her family." She said.

Setsuna nodded "come with me." She said taking Michirus hand. Michiru followed her friend nervously they went to a part of the house that wasn't used by the other outers when Setsuna undid the door with a key Michirus eyes went wide the unused part of the house had been converted into a very large master bedroom with an en-suite and there was a sliding door Michiru walked in and opened the door it had been converted into a beautiful nursery

"Who's moving in?" Michiru said even though she had a feeling she knew who would be moving into the outer manor

Setsuna gave a small chuckle and then smiled sadly "Makoto isn't going to be able to cope with Ziarre on her own the strain is already getting to her when I was at the time gates last night I was keeping a close eye on her and even though she's grieving for Nephrite she is still trying to clean, cook and do everything she did before she fell pregnant with Ziarre let's just say the amount of times I thought I was going to have to drag her backside to the hospital because she kept doubling over in pain is worrying." Setsuna said

"But she will be out of pain after she is born though Sets" Michiru observed.

"Yes she will be out of pain physically but emotionally she is heading for a breakdown the poor girl has lost her only love" Setsuna said

"Saturn would have been able to save him if the distress signal got to us quicker. Luna and Artemis really need to get the new communicators sorted these ones have about had it." Michiru said

"They are working on them." Setsuna said.

Back at Makotos apartment

I hear the lock to my apartment door open knowing who it was as she was the only one with a spare key other than my princess I remained in my bed. "Mako?" I hear her voice "Bedroom" I call back even though my voice sounded as weak as a puppy's

She came into my bedroom with wide eyes she looked so damn innocent but I knew that was her fear about me.

She then looked at me as if she was going to tell me off "Makoto why is this place so damn clean?" she said with a raised eyebrow I felt my cheeks flame "you know how much I hate mess 'Ruka I couldn't leave it no matter how much I am grieving" I protested

"You're an idiot" she said.

"Am not Haruka" I said childishly pouting.

She smirked "you know you are 'Koto but it's one of the qualities we love about you." She said

I look up to my elder sister and my eyes sting with tears

"It hurts 'Ruka" my voice breaks as I begin to cry again I'm sick of this

I feel my body being wrapped up in a hug and I begin to sob in my sisters shoulders while my sister strokes my brunette curls my body begins to shake "ssshh I'm here" she murmurs into my hair and then kisses my forehead.

I sob harder the tears now coming hot and fast down my face as my sister tries to settle me down.

"Why did he have to die? He was meant to be an immortal like us" I sob

"I know 'Koto I know" she says I bury my head into her neck her jumper is all wet from my sobs but I don't think she cares.

Haruka POV

As my little sister sobs Michirus voice comes into my head "Ruka love knock her out and bring her here she can't be alone anymore" I narrow my eyes "she's super sensitive how am the heck am I going to knock her out without resorting to violence? and then she go into early labour with Ziarre" I retort back "pressure point back of her neck count to 3 and she will be unconscious Kunzite is on his way because even though your strong you cannot carry a heavily pregnant unconscious woman" Setsunas voice said.

I move my hand up her back while she's sobbing and manipulate the right spot on the back of her neck I count to three and I feel her go limp in my arms perfect she is going wake up with a stinking headache I remember Michiru doing it to me once when we were battling pharaoh 90 and I woke up with one burning headache.

I see a flash of silver and then Kunzite arrives into the bedroom with the same expression I probably had when I saw the place was so clean gods if I were to ever lose Michi there is no way I would have been able to keep the place tidy like she had.

I laid her on the bed and Kunzite picked her up with ease I have the overwhelming urge to protect her as he picks her up but I focus on getting her things together.

We go down the lift and into the parking lot I unlock my car and open the door for Kunzite to put my baby sister in the car he thanks me I realise he will have to come with me they had been back in the girls lives for five years but I was still learning to trust them.

"Don't worry I'm not going to pester you for a lift I will meet you at the Manor" he murmured. I feel myself smirk gods the grief was getting him as well "get in. But if you try anything you will get a world shaking so far up your ass" I said in warning he smirked "as if I would try anything Haruka-san I'm married to the most gorgeous girl on this planet who gives the most amazing..." I twist his ear "I don't want to know of your sex life with my soldier sister thank you very much." I near growled in warning as I started the car we drove off in a relatively comfortable silence me checking my rear mirror every so often to make sure she was ok.

A/N 2 okay here's chapter 2 a little bit of light heart after the tense chapter, the next chapter is ready but I want at least 5 new reviews and some more followers Arigatou minna ja ne for now...

'The moonlight is a messenger of love