As soon as Bella was buried and her tombstone was up, I realized something, I can't live without her. I will go to the Volturi…soon. Later that day, after all the mourning, Alice told me that Tanya was going to come by to apologize. Right when Alice said that, I thought of killing Tanya again. It was a horrible thought, but I had the urge to. ~
The doorbell rang, I knew exactly who it was. I opened the door slowly and stepped outside.
"Hello Tany-," she quickly interrupted me, to say, "Edward! Oh Edward, I am so incredibly sorry! I have no idea what had gotten into me! Please, please forgive me!"
She waited while I tried to think of something to say. "Well Tanya, I don't know if I can forgive you after what you have done. You killed the love of my life. Now I have no reason to live, so I have decided to go to the Volturi. If Bella," it was hard to say her name, "is dead then I am going to die, also. Goodbye Tanya." I didn't give her a chance to say anything else. I just shut the door and headed for my room.
I thought about going to the Volturi, and when I should go. They would probley reject me and want me to join their clan. Maybe I should just find another way…
Thinking about Bella made me want to destroy something, but I couldn't do that. Instead I decided to compose a piano song about Bella. But, that just made me sad again. I kept playing anyway.