A/N: Just to make sure you aren't confused, this chapter will be referring to Link and not Dark Link. So when I say you, I mean Link in this Chapter
What Are These Feelings?
You trudge out of the Water Temple cold, damp and, once again, traumatized by that Goddess-Damned shadow. To be honest with yourself, it wouldn't be as bad as it is, if 'Dark' didn't look like you. But he does. Damn. You thought you saw the last of him when you were nine, when he raped you, and then confessed to raping your mother and then killing her. Slowly. You practically growl at the memory. Furious hate, and something else you can't identify, are just swimming below the thin barrier that is your skin, ready to burst out at any moment. You don't understand, you've never had to deal with this much rage, this much hate, before, and it's kind of frightening what your emotions can do. Navi flies out, you try to bat her away with your hand, you're definitely not in the mood to deal with her high-pitched, annoying voice right now. She dodges your hand, not taking the hint that you don't want to be talked to right now, especially by her. "Hey Link, what's wrong?" Your searing anger finally explodes. "What's wrong!? You have the nerve to ask me that when you saw me nearly get raped! AGAIN!" Navi tries to interrupt to apologise, but you continue your furios rant on the unfairness of it all. "If he didn't look like me, it wouldn't be as bad as it is! He's practically me! That's self cest!" By the end of your tirade, tears were streaming down your face. Navi didn't know what to do. Yes she had seen what had happened, but still, she didn't know what to do, it was absurd! "Look" You say in quiet and sad voice, "It's not your fault that I'm angry. It's that shadow! He thinks he can rape me once, and then nearly do it again, and then have the nerve to say that I belong to him!"
'Then why do I feel like this, this unfamiliar ache in my chest?' You muse, then it clicks, 'No! That can't be possible! It's just wrong, it's illegal!' You don't realise you said it aloud until Navi asks, "What's illegal, Link?" You clamp you hand over your mouth to stop yourself from spilling the beans, so to speak. Instead you flippantly dismiss her, saying that it was nothing to worry about. 'Pretty hypocritical when I think about it. Heck, I'm over-worrying about it! But who wouldn't worry when they find out that they lo- have a crush on the person who raped them!'
You thank the Goddesses that you dismissed Navi earlier, because your mind is such a fucking mess that you don't know if you're saying things out loud, or inside you're head. The memories come back to you in a flash, your first taste of sinful sexual pleasure, the harsh sucks upon your overly sensitive arousal. You groan out loud, a tightening feeling gracing the area between your legs. You duck behind a bank on the shore of Lake Hylia and undo the belt of you tunic and swiftly pull your leggings down, revealing your throbbing manhood. You hesitantly wrap your hand around the base of you cock and start to pump your hand slowly, picking up speed as the pleasure starts to increase. You thumb the tip, and gasp at the feeling, it was fucking wonderful! You start to pant at the sensations, moaning occasionally. "Ahhh... Oh! DARK!" You shout as the evidence of your activities starts to cool on your thighs and hands. You grab an old piece of cloth out of your pouch and clean yourself off. You don't realise the shadow within the tree was moving, in particular, it was pleasuring itself. "Ahhh... Link..."