A/N: 'Bella Incubo' stands for 'Beautiful Nightmare'. Enjoy the first chapter. Also if you're hoping for a happy story you've come to the wrong place. The main characters of this story are a blood thirsty vampire with a slightly off hinged mind and a sadistic vampire who can't really feel much of anything. Abandon all hope 'ye who enter.
Chapter 1- Sangria Daydreams
If you're the chosen one,
How does it feel to be loved by no one?
If you're the number 1,
Where do you run to, can you hide behind the sun?
And you hide there with your demons and you wait for night to come
-Wolf Gang;; Dancing with the Devil
From the moment my heart stopped and my eyes opened my life consisted of only the most basic of urges. Violence, rage, lust, hate, and blood; always blood. A monster had been created the moment the human I had once been died. My throat was always in constant pain for the one thing that I could never have enough of. Blood, blood, and more blood. Unlike the rest of my 'family' I went for the humans. I had no control and if they dare try to keep me from human blood they would be sorry.
We couldn't find out if I had any powers or not because my mind could not focus on anything longer than a few seconds if it did not involve blood. They tried to teach me restraint but I would not listen. Why would I listen to them? They had abandoned me when I was a weak human. Now that I was no longer weak I had no use for them but they would not let me go. They would gaze at me with disappointment and regret in their eyes when I was in their proximity. I did not care, they were fools. Why deny yourself what you truly desire. They wanted the beautiful blood too; it was in their gaze when I would come home drenched in the only thing that truly mattered anymore. Their eyes would darken and they would look at me with obvious hunger. I tried to tempt them, to get them to join me in the slaughter of innocents but alas they would not. They were stuffy and no fun; becoming a monster was the best thing that had happened to me.
I would get caught up in staring at the beauty of those around me. Everything was now beautiful and I wanted it all. When I was not allowed to have the blood I would day dream about it. Create an illusion of what my ideal world would look like. I wanted a forest painted with blood, a crimson sky, rain made from O negative. No rules, just passion. Only the basic laws of survival need apply. Then violence and rage would come out suddenly and I couldn't understand why. I bit off Alice's hand when she tried to take me away from the blood once and no one ever dared to try again.
Too fast to comprehend, beauty unimaginable, extreme strength; I loathed myself. I was verging on insanity and wished to be ugly, to have my inside show on the outside. It would make the chase more fun if the humans weren't stunned by my looks. I wanted their fear and I wanted their desperation but it was hard to get. I would kill all in my path, gorging myself on their blood until I could barely move. The Cullen's feared me and yet they were envious of me. They wanted the blood but were too scared to go and get it. They were the weak ones now and I enjoyed reminding them of that.
Change happens eventually though and I had finally pushed them to their breaking point. Change happened on a day that started like any other. No one tried to talk with me these days, they were all too scared. So it was a bit of surprise when I heard my name being called.
"Bella" I turned around and saw Edward standing by the door to my room. I was currently on the floor staring at my granite skin wishing for blood. I could smell it because my clothes were caked in dried blood and it made me lust for it even though I had fed but a few hours ago.
My cold ruby eyes stared into his gold ones before he looked away, longing and hate radiating from him. He longed for the blood and hated me for making him want things that he shouldn't. I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, nor did I care about anyone else. I didn't have the emotions; all I had was instinct, self preservation and a fascination with blood. I went back to staring at my blood caked hands, the hands of a monster. I smiled thinking about warm wetness sliding down my throat. I looked back up and noticed Edward was still here. That was odd; I wanted him to leave so I snarled at him, telling him without words to take the hint. He didn't leave and rage clouded my vision so I decided that I would make him leave. I sprung up from the floor and raced towards him, locking my hands around his throat. All of a sudden a lust of a different kind over took me and I crushed my lips to his hungrily. He kissed me back and I could feel the anger in him. Then suddenly the lust was gone and my mind was back to blood. I ripped my lips away from his and growled long and low.
"Leave me be." The words were distorted because my mind was focused on other things and I was still snarling.
"Bella, what have you become? You're a monster." was his sad reply.
I glared at him before tightening my hold on his neck, watching the granite skin crack underneath my fingers. Since I couldn't have blood at this moment I would distract myself by beheading my first vampire. With a quick squeeze and then a fast pull his head was off. The metallic keening was loud and then they were all in my room; crowding my space. I hissed at them and dropped Edwards head where it landed in a rapidly spreading pool of venom. His body twitched and jerked as I watched in amusement before once again glancing at the others.
They all wore looks of disgust and horror on their faces as I gleefully danced around his body keeping his head out of reach from his hands.
"Monster I may be, but it's more fun this way. Everyday something new." I sang as I twirled.
"Bella that is enough." The voice was Carlisle.
I stopped my dancing and turned my eyes to glare at him before leaving the room deciding that it was time for some blood after all. They were all no fun; they did not even congratulate my fighting skills. I had made a work of art and they had been disgusted.
I stayed away from the house for a few days, preferring the outdoors anyways. There was always blood here. I decided it was time to go home when my clothes were torn to pieces. I had too much blood on me to notice the scents of the others in the house. It was a shock when there was a whole group of unknown vampires waiting for me on my return.
"So this is Bella." A man with long dark hair spoke as soon as he saw me.
These new vampires had red eyes as well although mine were by far the brightest.
"Yes Aro that is Bella." Carlisle spoke to the man.
I watched them with narrowed eyes, growling when the man moved closer to me.
"Ahh I see you are right old friend. She is completely unstable, look at her. Does she always look like that?" Aro said.
I focused my attention else where looking at the others here. A girl with long blonde hair was gazing at me in distaste and I smirked at her. Suddenly she smiled at me and then it became one of frustration and finally her expression turned to unbridled hate. Beside her was a tall male whose size reminded me of Emmett and beside him was a vampire with short black hair in a severe bob. This last one reminded me of Victoria even though they had no physical similarities she had a wildness about her that was a lot like dear Vickies. I leaped at her intending to take off her head when I was stopped mid leap by the large man. I bit him and pulled taking off his arm up to the elbow. Then when he howled in pain I smashed my elbow into his face causing him to fly back as I leapt onto a book shelf.
All hell broke loose after that. These new vampires all scrambled to grab a hold of me except for the one called Aro. The Cullens also tried to get me as well. I was pumped full of human blood though so I didn't go down without a fight. I bit off limbs and tore at my captors. The only reason they succeeded in bringing me down was because of Jasper. His training from his past came in handy and he's the one who finally pinned me down and then the others were all over me. Once I was successfully restrained the vampire Aro approached me. He reached out and touched me before pulling back with a puzzled look on his face. 'Interesting' was all he muttered . I grinned at him before trying to break free. I was hungry again. I stopped paying attention to the surrounding world and turned my thoughts to blood. I was so lost in myself that I didn't notice the Raven Head approaching. I felt her touch me and then my world went black.
