Does anyone else see the advertisement for Tonight Alives new album on the home page of this site?! I knew I loved for a reason ;)

Anyway, I'm trying to update all stories today. So, I'll do all oneshots first then the rest. This romance stuff was hard to right, as I don't feel in a 'Love in wonderful mood' - But I tried. Enjoy!

I hoped Demi –aka Guitar God – would join the band. I mean, she seemed really cool so she would have to get along with the rest of the band.

We had; Jenna as the lead vocalist. She was Australian, an awesome lyric writer and hot... What? She is, just because she's my band member doesn't mean I can't look.

Julia, the lead guitarist. She had jet black hair, and a nice sounding voice that was the perfect for the background of Jenna. She and our former guitarist Taylor fought all the time, because Taylor was a klutz and missed a lot of chords, which was a very amateur mistake. Hot.

Jess, our Bassist. This chick was awesome. She was also Australian, and she had a twin called Lisa who was our Merch girl. She could play with only one hand, and had statement blonde hair. Hot.

I was the drummer, and I never stopped practising. We were all within the age of 16-18, me being 18, Jess and Jenna being 17 and Julia being 16, soon enough 17.

I feel like if we had Demi on our side, we would be perfect. Alex and Demi...sounded awesome. Oh and the rest of the guys too I guess.

Over the next couple of days I waited for her to call, to say yes to my offer of her being in the band. I mean, what was stopping her? Nothing.

It was a Friday night and practiced was changed to Saturday evening. I was sitting stalking bands on YouTube, and arguing with bitches on 'Female fronted band confessions' when my phone rang. I looked at the phone, secretly praying it was Demi.

'Hello?'

'Hi Band girl, it's Demi. The girl at the skate shop. You told me to call you when I decided?'

'Eh hi! Yeah, I did. Soooo?'

She giggled at my straight forward approach before answering, 'Yeah I'll be in your band. That'd be awesome, and I'd get to meet new people on the music scene.'

I silently fist pumped. 'Cool! Okay, practice is at the garage tomorrow at 7. A friend of ours owns it, and lets us play there as long as we clean up afterwards'

'Okay bandgirl. What garage?'

'It's actually called The Garage, believe it or not'

'I'll be there. See you then' then she hung up, how cute was she?

Practice rolled over quite quick, and I told the girls I had found an awesome guitarist. Some sly comments were made like

Ohhh, Alex's new girlfriend!

Have you fucked her yet?

I bet she's into kinky shit

I have no idea how they got that stuff from the simple, 'I finally found an awesome guitarist, she's coming here soon'

The funniest comment I heard though was from Jenna, 'If she's with you, I BET she's coming soon. Isn't that right Alex?'

Of course Demi had to walk in half way through my blush session. I introduced her to the rest of the girls, and she talked casually away to them about where she was from, who she normally hung around, her favourite bands, and how we met. After we got to know her a bit better, we started off on our first song. Demi sat in a chair beside Julia, intently listening and paying attention to chords. After we had done about 4 songs – and Demi applauded after each one – we tried to get Demi involved. She said she tuned her guitar before she came here, to save time. She opened her case, and took out a 'les Paul Black Beauty' and Julia looked like she had an orgasm. It was so beautiful, and suited her perfectly.

Over time and practice, Demi was definitely a good addition to our band. She and Julia killed songs with new chords, of which she could play effortlessly. I admired her every practice from my drum set, and she smiled at me every time. She had excellent stage presence, she associated with Julia, and then with Jess, would go back to back with Jenna and bend over my set while playing chords. The struggle of trying not to check her out during this was impossible, and I nearly messed up my rhythm once or twice, but she knew that, of course she did.

As a band we grew more comfortable, and more confident with each other. We had also finally decided on a name: Shameful Whispering

We started playing more venues, each time growing in size and we grew in popularity. Our YouTube views were going through the roof, and we didn't get a lot of hate. We matured more as a group, and so did my feelings for Demi.

She was practically everything I wanted in another, dark hair, enchanting eyes, good attitude, killer guitar skills, a good heart and nice smile. I was probably her biggest fan, even out of our fan base.

It wasn't too long, maybe a little over 2 years, before we got signed by a label company. We were all so excited, and it was all our first time in the studio. In the band, I, Jenna and Demi were the best lyric writers, and also had the best connection in the group. I loved everyone, and they were all similar to me. For our first album ,we were inspired by other bands which occurred at the time: Such as Sleeping with the Sirens, Kiss, Black Veil Brides, Pierce the veil, All Time Low, Rise Against, Foo Fighters, Goo goo Dolls, Evanescence, Cherri Bomb – the list goes on.

We released our first album, and the reaction was...amazing.

Our small town band blew up within a matter of months. We appeared on Kerrang and Rolling stones magazines a countless number of times. What made our band different from every other was that ALL the members were recognised. It wasn't just 'Jenna from Shameful Whispering' it was 'Alex, Demi, Jess, Jenna and Julia of Shameful whispering'. We were a massive inspiration to other small female fronted bands, but mostly to all female bands. We were the first band of our kind, with no male, and the public loved that. We went on tour and met thousands of fans.

On a day of rest we were in the tour bus, talking about random shit like normal. Before I had begun checking gotten tweets, one caught my eye:

'I love your band, and you inspire me! I love you and Demi, Alex. You two are my favourite, and I totally ship you two in fanfics! Ha-ha! I know you will never see this so, um, bye.'

I replied to the tweet, still curious before searching what these 'Ships in fanfics' was. I entered the website, and it must have been an online writing kind of thing. I narrowed my search to our bands in the TV section, as we appeared on Sonny with a chance with Mitchie and appeared in Camp Rock, before I looked for mine and Demis name. Results came up, and over 2,000 stories have appeared – I read through a lot, curious.

They were about how I and Demi got together as a couple, in secret. I was sort of shocked as it was our fans writing this, how could they know about my crush? I wasn't that obvious was I?

That made things awkward between me and Demi, and I tried to avoid her at all costs. It got easier, or so I thought. She never told me, but Demi was hurt. We were the two closest in the band, we were best friends. It got so bad, our fans noticed us. Reporters kept questioning what was wrong with me, but I never answered.

I isolated myself from the band; I mean I only was the drummer. Not an overly big part of the band, or so I thought.

Demi got down, and normally she was happy. I didn't like to see her hurt, it killed me. So, I pushed my issues aside and walked over to her bunk to talk to her.

Demi, what's wrong?

Oh, so NOW you talk to me?

What?

You know what Alex, all you do is ignore me now

I...Demi I have to

Alex, did I do something?

No it wasn't you, it was me

You do realise girls don't like that cliché shit. Just tell me, I still think we're best friends. You tell me everything

I looked at Demi, and heard the sincerity in her voice.

I..uh..a fan tweeted me this link thing..and I checked out the website..they write about how they want..uh...us to date and I thought it was awkward and stuff

Oh, you mean ?

Yeah, how did you?

I read the tweet the fan gave you, the stories they write are actually quite cute. Do you not think so?

I guess, if you like it

Why wouldn't I like the idea of dating you?

My head snapped up to her, and she was looking at me straight in the eyes

I'd love to date you. I have liked you since we first met, Alex.

At this stage I could not talk, I was in shock.

I like you too Demi

Well, why don't we make those 'stories' a bit more true, what ya say?

Then Demi kissed me, and my lips sparked. The feeling of finally kissing her, made me dizzy on the bed. It was an electric feeling; it felt like my first kiss again. Even better.

After a few kisses we sat, enjoying the silence between us. Before she spoke again.

'One thing about our fans? They write amazing sex scenes'

'Demi, wait, what did you say?'

She just laughed.

'Forever, Bandgirl'

'Forever and beyond, Demi'

Soooo, good or terrible?