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Well about 3 or 4 years ago

"I was singing in front of my bathroom mirror now the only person that's ever heard me sing is my mom but so I was singing when she comes barging in" I stopped glanced at Edward then continued "Bella, honey look she said dragging me downstairs and to the computer she showed me that American Idol was coming to Phoenix and of course at first when she asked if I wanted to try out I said no but somehow she talked me into it so a few days later we were in the big place that they where holding auditions and well as you saw I made it onto the show. But I guess America didn't like me so I was one of the top 10 to be voted off and I have just forgotten and ignored it ever since."

Everyone stared at me like I had three eyes when Emmett finally spoke up "What about tours and stuff like that Bella? Did you go on any?" "Nope" I said as a materafactly "I went on one then just quit or whatever you want to call it"

No one said anything else after that they new I didn't want to talk about it.

"Oh my is that M-Mike Newton" Alice said when a sixteen year old mike Newton walked on stage.

"That's why he looked so familiar when I moved here" I said

We turned our attention back towards the T.V.

"And what's your name?" Simon asked

"Mike Newton" Mike replied

"And what are you going to sing for us today?"

"Paralyzer by finger eleven"

"Ok then" was all Simon said

"Hit it" Mike said as music started to play

"I hold on so nervously
to me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
but so far, has not been good"

"Wow He's actually not too bad" Jasper admitted

"Oh my gosh" I said "Now I remember him"

"It's been shitty
and I feel awkward, as I should
this club has got to be"

All of the sudden the music stopped but Mikes lips where still moving.

His eyes grew wide and he ran out the door. Crying along the way.

Everyone one at the Cullen house hold was rolling on the ground laughing.

"OMC" Emmett said "I knew there was something wrong, Mike Newton is a FRAUD"

After a while we finally composed are self's the fit of laughing made me very tired all of the sudden.

The next thing I could remember where stone arms lifting me up then I fell back into unconsciousness.

The next morning a little bit of sun flittered through into the room at looked out the glass walling to see new snow that covered every part of the back yard "noo" I groaned. Having the feeling of going back to bed that instant but Edward was no where in site so first I have to find him say good morning then go back to bed.

After looking through almost the entire house I found him and all the Cullen's minus Esme and Carlisle gathered around Alice's laptop "She's not going to like this Alice" I heard Edward whisper. As I walked up to him "Like what" I said glancing up at him then Alice.

"Bella guess what!" Alice said excitedly which worried me "What" I said slowly with caution "AMERICAN IDOL is coming to Seattle soon and I signed us all up for it"

I just glared at her with my "If only looks could kill look"

"Are you trying to be funny Alice" I Half yelled "I've already done it and got my heart crushed I'm Not and let me repeat NOT going to do it again" I said then stormed off.

Alice stood there shocked about my little performance when Edward spoke up "I'll go find her" he said quietly before leaving "I thought she would L-like it" Alice's lip quivered…

I sat on Edward's bed crying I knew it was foolish of me but it was I guess a touchy subject for me getting so far and yet not reaching the finish line. I knew I shouldn't have blown up like that but sometimes I'm sick of Alice doing all of these things with out my permission…

I felt two stone arms wrap themselves around me "Oh Edward" I said turning around and throwing my arms around him "I'm such an idiot" "Shh shh no honey your not I know how you must feel" he said trying to comfort me "But I yelled at Alice, about some stupid thing" "Bella, Sweetie I know she'll forgive you she just you might like doing it again she didn't want to try and cause you pain" Edward said soothingly "Your right" I said "Maybe it wont be to bad and I got you guys to be there" Edward smiled his crocked smile then kissed me….

I walked into Alice's room slowly just to find her there with a grim expression "Alice" I whispered "I'm so sorry" "No Bella I shouldn't have surprised you with it I'm sorry" "So…" I said "And when are the tryouts" I said casually.

Her face lit up and she smiled a huge smile "Really! Bella!" she said enthusiastically.
"Sure why not" I said "YAY!" she squealed then threw her arms around me. When she finally let go after who knows how long she said "Okay so Next Saturday at noon we are driving to Seattle and we wont get there till about 2 so once we get there we'll shop for a while then at 5 is our auditions" Okay I thought American Idol I'm coming back…