A/N: Another one! Plz review!
Story 2: Emotions – Near's POV
Emotions are a weakness.
They take control of one's actions, one's decisions.
Emotions, when expressed, are nuisances that distract oneself.
That is what I formerly believed until I met Mello.
Emotions weren't all disturbances or obstacles.
They could be strength.
They made up who he was.
They were his power.
They kindled his recklessness and sudden, but necessary actions.
I cannot do anything, I cannot react fast enough.
I cannot take actions, to make choices once they are needed.
But Mello can.
No.
Mello could.
Because he's dead.
Killed.
Gone. Never coming back.
It hurts.
He left me.
It hurts.
This is the first time I've ever felt this way about someone.
I'm all alone now.
Mello -
Did I ever love you?