WARNING: Mature content ahead. Read at your own risk.
The sun is just starting to rise from the horizon making the sky clad in orange with a blend of red. The birds are chirping dejectedly in the branches of trees.
A soft lick in my cheeks made my eyes flutter. I blink my eyes many times as my mind register the surrounding I am in. I sit up slowly as I lean my back on a trunk of tree. A low growl made me snap out of sleepy daze. My hands reach out to touch the white soft fur blend with black stripe patterns, to calm the big kitty cat.
"I'm fine, Shiro..", the white tiger roar gently as an answer. I smile gently as I pet the tiger. "Can you get my pants, please?"
Shiro turn back and grab my things scattered on the ground using his mouth and went back to me and drop it on my lap.
"Thank you.", I muttered.
Shiro lay down on the ground as I put my pants on and waited for me. I move slowly and carefully so my wounds won't reopen from last night's activity. When I finished, I called Shiro to accompany me in walking back in the cottage. She obeyed willingly and rubs her head in my thigh. A soft smile curves in my lips as I pet her in the head.
We reach my house in a matter of minutes. I let Shiro inside and I gave her some meat to eat. She roar gently as a thanks and feast on her meal. I left her in the living room and went to my room to shower.
I strip my clothes and went to the bathroom. I open the shower and bath on the warm water that made my muscles relax.
I feel dirty and use. I'm a man myself yet I was rape by another man. Yet, I don't feel any resentment to the man who did it. I can't get myself angry. Someone told me before that everything happen for a reason. Means, the man has a reason for his action. But even if I don't hate the man, I still feel dirty. Impure.
A sob escape my mouth as I fall on my naked butt on the cold tiles of the bathroom. My long blonde wet hair sticking up in the floor and my body. I hug my knees and hide my face in it, my tears flowing continuously.
"S-someone...help me.."
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I lay on Shiro's belly as we rest outside on my home's deck, enjoying the morning cold breeze. We both stare on the bright blue sky, admiring how blue and vast it is. Shiro growls softly, indicating that she like our current position. I chuckle and touch her fur making her purr in delight.
Soon, a swarm of sparrows lay on us and chirp happily making me happy and somehow forget the sorrow I feel.
Although humans loathe me for some reasons I don't know, animals love me. They gave me the love that my own village refuses to gave me. But despite that, I hold no resentment on the village I grew up. But I'm wishing that someday, they will learn to accept me. And another thing, I can understand animals rather than a person.
Shiro roar and the sparrows flew as a loud knock can be heard in the huge wooden gates. Shiro look at me with a question mark on her face, then growl, asking me if I knew I have a visitor today. I shook my head as an answer.
"Maybe, its Tsunade-baa-chan..?", I muttered as I stand up and leave the deck. "Let's go, Shiro.."
Shiro followed me behind. When we reach the gate and on act of opening it, I halt. I remember that Oruchimaru-jii-chan said that I should confirm who is in the other side before opening it.
"Uhmm, w-who's there?", I ask lowly but enough to be heard. I put my hands on my chest and clutch my shirt when no one responds. I bit my lip as I open the small sill on the gate and take a peek outside. My eyes search any signs of someone being there but see none.
My hand reaches the lock and opens it. I step outside and glance in any direction.
"I'm imagining things...", I utter. Nah. Maybe it's the wind playing tricks on my ears. I went back inside and close the gate to continue resting with Shiro.
"Shiro...", I called when I didn't see her in the gates. Maybe she went back.
I heard a noise from behind but even before I could look back, something hit the nape of my neck.
Then I pass out.
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A groan escapes my mouth as I flutter my eyelids. My head feels heavy and my body feels cold. I was about to touch my head using my hands but failed when it stay above my head.
My eyes widen in realization that I am tied in my bed, inside my room, and naked.
"Shiro!", I shout in panic. "Shiro! Shiroooo!", somehow, I feel more worry on Shiro than myself. If I'm tied here and Shiro is nowhere to be seen, then who..
My question is answered when the door on my bedroom open and revealed the most handsome man I saw in my lifetime. He has a deep midnight hair which looks like tied in his back in a pony, a pale but flawless skin and a dark coal eyes that are darker than abyss. The man stood there and stares the same way I'm staring at him. That's when I realize that I'm staring too much. I turn my head to avoid his gaze then I heard him chuckle.
'That way of chuckling...he's the man from last night!'
The said man walks on my direction and as he descends, my heart started to beat in a fast rhythm. I felt him sit down on the bed and lift my chin to make me face his direction.
"Didn't I tell you that I'm going back for you..", my breath hitched as I heard his deep manly tone.
Wait. It's not time for me to feel weird. Shiro.
"S-shiro...w-where is she?", I ask with a trembling voice.
"I tied your tiger to keep it behave. It's still alive.", the man replied.
I sigh in relief. At least Shiro's fine.
"How come you care for it and not yourself?"
I stare at the man with a questioning look but didn't bother to answer.
"Hn."
"W-why? Why are you doing this? W-what did I do?", I asked. There are many questions I wanna ask but I can only voice out a few of it.
"Because...", the man pause . "I want to soil you then make you mine. I want to have every inch of you and make you submit to me even if I have to force you.", he pause then stare intensely in my eyes. He leans down, our faces inches apart. "I've been watching you for so long. I admire your pureness and innocence. Your beauty that put any women in shame. Your perfectness.", then he kiss the tip of my nose
I search the lies that hidden beneath those compliments on his eyes but see none. In my lifetime, no one told me that I'm neither beautiful nor perfect. No one but this man who violated me.
"B-but why d-do this? I-i'm not beautiful nor perfect...", I muttered.
Instead of answering, the man catches my lips and kisses me truly. A whimper escapes my mouth as he nibbles my lower lip and moves his lips against my own. My eyes slowly close as I feel the intensity of the man's kiss.
"Naruto...", the man groan. My eyes open widely as I realize what is about to happen, again. I accidentally bit his lip that made him back off. A taste of metallic lingers on my lips.
"Shit.", the man cussed.
"No! Stop this! Let me go...don't do this..", pleading is the only I can do since I'm all tied up on my bed. "Please, I don't want this...isn't what you did last night enough..."
Instead of an answer, the man slaps me hard on my face.
"Submit. Or I'll have to discipline you.", the man command as he hovered above me and strip his clothes, leaving him on his naked glory. Embarrass from our awkward situation, I shut my eyes tightly.
Never been in my life I've seen someone naked or see me naked. My face and my body started to heat up in our bare skin contact.
"Open your eyes.", and I didn't.
The man growled by my disobedience. His hand touches my face gently then glides down to my neck then stop on my chest. His finger pinch my nubs that made my eyes snap open and a moan escape on my lips.
"I've been rough to you last night, today I'm going to prepare you thoroughly if you behave, don't make me mad.", he said in a dark tone.
I nod, afraid of the man's wrath. Pain is the last thing I want and I don't want him to vent his anger on Shiro.
The man lean down and again, kiss me. He played on my swollen lips as he lick and nibble it. He's hands are still roaming in my body. His left arm playing with my chest and the right one gliding down to my stomach then reach between my navel. My breath hitch and a loud moan passed my swollen lips, but only vibrated on the man's mouth, as he palmed me. He took that chance to slide his own tongue inside my mouth. I can feel him pushing my tounge and another moan erupted on me. The man growled and pushes his lips harder on mine. He's tongue explore every millimeter of my orafice as his lips started moving against mine.
His right hand holding me started to pump faster but gently making my back arch. He cut off the kiss and started to kiss my cheeks, his wet lips glide down to my neck and started to nip and lick there. I can't help but moan loudly from the weird feeling he's giving to my naive body. I never knew that this kind of feelings exists. I never had someone kiss me nor touch me the way this man does. Another moan erupted on my mouth when he bit and lick a spot on my neck. His lips descend further down and a warm feeling enveloped my right nub.
"Ahhh...a-aahh..ha..n-no more!", I felt him smirk while lavishing my now perky nub.
I pant continuously as his mouth goes further down my stomach then my navel. A loud gasp escapes my lips when a warm and wet feeling surrounded my throbbing member.
"N-no...Can't! Stop! I-i feel w-weird!"
The man didn't listen and continue. I shut my eyes tightly but that didn't help to cover the pleasure I'm feeling from his sucking and licking. My back arch as he suck hard on me that made me reach my limit and came hard on the man's mouth. I pant from the immense pleasure. My head started to get dizzy and my eyesight blurring.
"Not yet.", the man said in a commanding tone.
My eyes widen and tears rolled down my cheeks when I felt something enter me. A whimper went out my mouth as the thing, which turns out his finger, move inside me. The man doesn't seem satisfied from that and added another. My face twinges in pain from the intrusion of another finger. It felt weird and painful but I have to bear with it since I don't want him to hit me again. The fingers stretch me and move inside me. I feel so uncomfortable but refuse to speak so I bit my lip to stop any sound from erupting. Then the man added the third finger and moves it gently inside pushing deeper within the heated walls.
And suddenly, a loud moan escapes my lips as the man hit something inside me that made me see stars. I hold my breath as I gasp from the weird feeling of having something inside me. But soon, the man took out his fingers making my insides felt empty.
The man spread my legs and I felt something huge nudge against me. The man slowly pushes in but stops when I scream.
"Hush, Naruto...I'll be gentle..I promise..", the man whisper in my ear. He said my name, but I don't know his. I have this feeling that I want to truly know the man who snatch away my chastity.
"Sasuke…that is my name, Naruto, say my name.."
"S-sasuke!", I pant as I said his name.
The man smirk and continue to push in making my eyes roll back and hold my breath as a sob passed my lips, my tears continue flowing. He pushes his length up to the hilt that made me so full. And for the second time, I reached my orgasm. Sasuke stop and sloppily kiss me as he gave me time to adjust.
Pleasure and Pain. The mix of the two made my mind blank and unable to think anything but the man above me. Sasuke piston his hips slowly as he kiss my neck and face. My tied hands clench tightly turning my knuckles white. Gasp and moans escape my lips as Sasuke quicken his pace and started to move deep.
"S-sasukeee! N-no more! S-top...I'm feeling weird again!"
"Naruto...don't clench too tight..", Sasuke groaned as he thrust faster.
Sasuke hit something inside me that made me see stars and such. My voice is now hoarse from moaning and screaming. Another thrust and I reach another orgasm but Sasuke continue and didn't stop.
Rather, his pace is quicker than before, his thrust deep and hard making my back arch and my mouth scream in pleasure. I don't know how long Sasuke is moving inside me. I also can't count how many times I came. But between those, I felt him untied me and put my arm around his neck.
I felt a knot on my stomach as Sasuke kiss me again. Arching my back as I release my pent up seed on my stomach and screams Sasuke's name. My walls tighten around Sasuke's making him groan, but nonetheless continue thrusting deeper as he release deep inside me, at last. He drops his body over mine but didn't pull out.
My exhausted body went limp and my eyelids flutter. My head feels heavy and somehow I just wanna close my eyes and fall asleep.
Soon, I fell unconscious on my own bed, with Sasuke still inside me and lying above me, his cheeks lying in my heaving chest.
Sasuke.
Why does this man wants me when everyone loathes me?
At least, someone wants me, for now.