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Jasper,
Time has stopped now your gone, and I am truly left thinking what to do. Emmett and Edward have tried to cheer me up but father hasn't helped all to much, you know what he thought of you Jaz and that was so wrong of him, thinking you do not deserve me is so wrong, I don't even want to think about it. There have been so many fights in the house since you left, Mother and Emmett blaming father for you departure. I am sorry if this was the case. You know I will always love you. Mother is on my side, just as the others are but I have told them nothing will work, believe me Jaz I have tried to get them to move but its just not happening, I am so glad that you are writing to me and you must never think I would not reply or want you to stop, its something I would never do. But if you decide that you want me to, you can also tell me. I want to hear everything about there, Do you like it, whats good, whats bad, Just think of me as an obsessive girlfriend who needs to know everything about her boyfriend 24/7. Laughing without you is different and I can feel the tears threatening to shred as I write this. I miss you so much Jasper that I could well and truly die. Is that wrong of me? I really don't care. Jaz I need you back, no wait. I can cope. That's what I want to tell you but
I just cant, I miss you and don't ever think that I am not thinking of you, That's all I do. Not much
has changed since you left and I fear it is becoming a problem as everything reminds me of you. I just wish the world would start again. I must stop here as I want it to arrive tomorrow and I must go to bed now, I love you Jasper ,and tell Rosalie that even if she wanted me to, I would never stop loving her either.
Alice xx