They were all staring, eyes judging. I have to act this way though, because they can't know. Everyone thinks I'm stupid, but like everything else in my life, its fake. I love my nieces and nephews, but sometimes they make it hard. Like today. I was sitting in the world meeting, and, like usual, I was trying to annoy England. Because lets face it, no matter how old you are, you like to have fun. And that was fun. Germany stood up, and called to start the meeting. The first one up was China, and he started in about the debt I owed him. The others started chiming in about what I owed them, or the problems they think that I need to fix right away. The thing that really topped it though, they started talking about me personally. About how I was fat, or ugly, or anything that could possibly be wrong with me. That's when I went out of character, instead of just taking it and smiling through it, I broke. I rose calmly, and slowly, but no one noticed. Once I was standing at my full height, I slammed my fist down on the table, and a hairline fracture snaked through the table. Instantly the room was silent, "You have no right to be judging me," I said quietly, "We all have out faults, problems, and debts. But that doesn't mean you get to judge me for mine. Do you know how many times that I've gave aid to you when you needed it? I provided soldiers, supplies, and anything else you needed! I don't mind helping you, in fact I love it. But, what I don't love is how once you get what you want, you toss me aside, make fun of me, and disrespect me.
"You may think you know me, but you don't... I'll tell you a little fact, I've help most of you in here. I've helped some of you become independent countries, or I've made it so you stayed a country. What thanks do I get? What have any of you ever done for me, other then disrespect me and make fun of me. No matter what you say, you can't change me. I'm my own person, and I am sick and tired of all you trying to change that. I know for a fact that I'm smarter than all of you. You wonder why I do what I do? Why I never seem to be paying attention when I really am? That's because smiles, and laughter, and happiness is all you have in the end. If you don't enjoy life and make the best of it, one day you'll realize that your miserable. Why do you think I like to smile and laugh? You don't know what I've been through, and you don't know me. None of you, no matter what you say, we are not real friends. Ally's, maybe, but not true friends! How many of you can tell me what my favorite food is? Color? Hell, even where I live?" At that no one spoke a single word.
I laugh sadly, "That's what I thought. No matter how much you say you know me, you don't. One thing I've learned in my life is that you never judge someone on how you think you know them. You shouldn't judge at all actually." I tell them harshly," I'm done here. I don't care if we just started the meeting, but I can't stand to be around all of you right now. Don't bother me unless its an emergency. Mattie knows my number, so ask him for it." With that I walked out the door calmly, and headed back to America.
Okay I know its short, but I wanted to make it longer! I swear! I haven't had much time to write though... so I'll try to make the next chapter longer... but no promises! Oh! and if you find and spelling of grammar mistakes, just tell me! I tried to edit it to the best of my possibility's, but some things, most likely, got past me. I'll be more than happy to correct it. Again, I'll try to make the next one longer, and I'll try updating more.
Always be awesome,
Bookwormgirl216