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{Chapter 2}
It was late that night when we got back, Sollux was waiting inside to meet Karkat. "Where did you go? I was worried when I came back, you left the door unlocked, there was blood on the floor." He got up and embraced Karkat for a long while. I stood by the door, half-sober. "Get over here you big idiot." Karkat yells. I join he hug. "I'm sorry I yelled at you earlier, it's just you're always drinking or hitting the bong or something. You're my best friend, all I ask of you is to try and clean up your act." Karkat doesn't realize that over the years since I met him in school that my schizophrenia has gotten bad. Then it was little hallucinations like a dog that wasn't there, or a friendly voice. Now it's voices roaring at me, telling me to do bad things, telling me to kill myself. Always screaming, always something, never motherfucking ending! I just want to splatter the walls with my brains to get them to stop. I've pleaded to them to stop; they don't listen. I pull away from the hug and go to the kitchen. I look around and see the knife Karkat left on the counter I grab it. Right at that moment Karkat turns around and runs towards me, "GAMZEE NO! DON'T DO IT! Please, don't. We can get you help! Just…." He starts crying "Please, don't do it. You're my best fucking friend; I can't lose you. When I lost my brother Kankri I thought of doing the same thing to join him. If you kill yourself, I may just join you." Sollux comes up and takes the knife from me and sets it back on the counter. "What about Equius, what about Nepeta, what about Aradia? What do you think they would do if you offed yourself? What about your friends?" Sollux looks down and shuffles, Karkat looks at him. "We've got to do it, he can't." Karkat and Sollux leave the room to the hallway to talk. I hear a few points of the conversation "We'll have to take him to the hospital."
"He can't stay here"
"It's for his own good"
You know what they're doing; they're sending you to Red River. Finally your motherfucking gone! AHAHA! You get to deal with us within the white padded walls. Kurloz would know what to do. I pull out my phone and text my brother. "Kurl, they want to send me away. What do I do?" I hit send and wait. I go back in the kitchen, I happen to look at the clock. It's almost eleven; we were at the hospital for almost 6 hours. My phone vibrates in my pocket, it flashes "1 new message" I flip it open, It's not Kurloz, it's Nepeta. "Hey furriend, I heard about the hospital. Are you okay?" I reply with a simple yes and go back into the living room and turn on the tv. GAMZEE, why didn't you go through with it? You should have, just listen to us we know what's best. Oh look, Karkat is coming in here. He's just going to tell you he's sending you away. AHAHA! FUCK YOU GAMZEE! Karkat sits on the couch next to me and puts his arm over my back. "You know you've been going off the handle lately right? We know you don't mean to but we've been thinking we may ask Rose and Kanaya to come over and try and help. If that doesn't they Red River will be the last resort. Do you understand? We do this because we care, not because we hate you. I get up and go to my room. I grab the bong off my desk and the grinder on my dresser and load up a bowl. The first hit is always the sweetest, the best of all. I hear the voices starting to soften, the high coming on. I take another hit and it's cashed. I lay back on my bed and enjoy this buzz.