Chapter 2

Chad felt that his world was falling down. He couldn't do anything to get her alive and it was all his fault.

He sat on his knees, looking blankly on the wall. His mind was empty, he felt tired of thinking, praying to God for a miracle. But still, he wanted to hear her voice, see her smile like she used to give him, touch her arm and whisper to her ear comforting words when she was upset. Now she was laying there without a sign of life.

Chad had the last chance to see her before they will take her away.

He managed to go to the place, he didn't see in a long time. When he passed the front door, bright sun beams blinded his unused eyes. His face was pale and he lost a lot of weight. He felt weak but he had to bid good-bye.

Chad arrived to the place 20 minutes later and walked straight to the room she was staying in. When he saw her, his heart broke into million pieces once again. What has he done. He ruined her life, he should pay for it. Guilt and love blinded him completely.

Chad sat next to her and touched her cheek with hesitation. It was warm and soft. All the wounds has healed already. Tears fell down his face on her neck.

"You're not dead. You can't die" He couldn't do this, it was too painful to know that this is the last time.

Chad leaned down to her face, still massaging her cheek. He closed his eyes and touched her forehead with his own.

"I will always love you" he whispered and then kissed her red lips gently. He pulled away and looked at her calm face

"Please forgive me" he then got up and rushed from the room to his car, to his empty house, not looking back. He wanted to die so bad.

Sonny's P.O.V.

I remember when I saw blinding light coming in my way and then... people screaming, talking and doing something in rush. I didn't see them though. All this have happened in seconds. I don't remember much. I know I then woke up after a long dream, at least it felt this way, standing in a white place. No way to go.

Am I dead? I kept asking myself but I was surprisingly calmed.

"You're not dead." I heard a voice and tried to find the person but I never saw him.

"You can't die" he spoke once again and I realized it was him. Chad. I felt his presence but I couldn't see him. I knew he was broken, I felt it.

Tears fell down my cheeks. I wanted to hug him so much and stay with him.

"I will always love you. Please forgive me" I was in a trap. What could I possibly do now.

Suddenly I was in a place, dark and empty. I went through the hall to the big room with a piano and I saw a picture. A picture of mine. I heard the door open. I stood there and watched as he came inside the room, sobbing hard. He fell on his knees and I broke into crying. He was so upset. I knew I couldn't even touch him, he wouldn't feel me, he wouldn't hear my voice. It broke my heart. The view I saw.

He cried into his hands, then he looked up and saw his reflection in the mirror.

"I hate you!" Chad screamed and hit the glass, making it fall on the floor in pieces. It hurted me as much as it hurted him.

He rushed outside and I followed him. When I came he was kneeling with a knife in his hands.

"No!" I screamed and tried to run but I was stopped in a place. He was taken away.

"He can't do this! Please!" I begged.

I was in a white room again.. I collapsed on the floor and cried. Soon I felt a hand on my shoulder and then I saw her.