Hopeless – she wanted death. Terra couldn't deal with this anymore, forced to watch Beast Boy's pain, unable to laugh at his jokes. But that didn't mean she didn't love to hear them – and when BB occasionally did an elaborate joke, one that took time, then she would become fascinated with the joke, wrapping her mind around it and losing herself like it was a good stories. He and his jokes were the only thing she had left that was valuble – the only thing that eased her mind – and that day when she first heard his voice she let her imagination fly as she had so often done before. Which explains why she was caught so off guard when the mysterious energy had surrounded her. She now heard all the Titans talking and then silence, she could feel them waiting. She knew what was going on. Terra began to shake as a result of her fear, and did all she could to stop this magic from freeing her. She couldn't face them – she thought she could, she kept telling herself she could, but now she realized she couldn't, and she had to stop whatever was happening to her. But alas, Terra's weakness from being trapped for 3 months had finally caught up with her, and suddenly she felt air for the first time in what seemed like forever. Despite being clothed she felt exposed, first staring wide eyed at all of her former friends looking at her, and then staring at the floor, tears coming to her eyes as she fell.