Lloyd comes to me.
"Colette, I know that you want to go there. We should go.
-Lloyd, Raine told us to stay in class. I don't want to be punished. I hate it when she punishes me.
-Where do you want to go? I don't want to go to the church. I want to have fun."
The two of them look at me with big eyes. May be there is something on my face. Or my hair is crazy. I decide to move before their heart beat returns. I go outside. Everything is quiet. Nobody around. What is happening? Everybody should be cheering because the oracle has come. Why is that the village is empty? Lloyd and Genis follow me outside. They see the same loneliness I've seen. My dad comes to us. He tells us that the Desians have come here and now they're heading for the church. Lloyd can't believe that. The Desians shouldn't be attacking us. We have a treaty with them. Lloyd wants to go to the church so he can se me receiving the oracle and beat some Desians.
"Why not go on the opposite way and begin a travel around the world? I suggest."
Lloyd is not sure if what I said is right. I thought that maybe he would have been on my side. I understand why Genis, he is the little genie. But Lloyd?
"Why don't you want to go to the church? I thought that you wanted to save everyone that you loved. You don't want to become an angel?
-Listen, I will tell you this one time and that's it. You need to follow me in my foolishness if you want to know the truth about this world or else you won't know by me and you'll may be accuse of kidnapping me.
-Why are you saying that Colette, says Genis?"
I'm tired of Genis. I want to be alone with Lloyd. I know! I will use my chakram to knock him down. It's done. Now Lloyd can think by himself. I wish that he accepts it and come with me. He wants to know everything and go all around the world. He can't refuse such a thing, can he?
"You're acting strange lately. I thought that it was because of the stress you had, but now, I'm not sure at all. I wish to follow you, but then again, what will happen to this world? You need to save it!
-You don't know anything about it. If you knew, you wouldn't accept what I need to do. Even my father knows it, and he doesn't do a thing about it. I don't want to do it. I want to stay with you Lloyd. You're my life. Because of you, I can smile everyday. Because of you, I have a reason to live."
Here I thought I wouldn't cry. I'm a crybaby and klutz. I need to change but I don't know how.
"I'm sorry. I'm all confused about what to do. I want to live my life to the fullest before I die. And I want to do it now. You understand Lloyd, right?"
He is looking at me. He is such a bishie when he thinks. I love him. He is kind, has a big heart, always there to help anybody, although he doesn't remember about his father. He is the perfect guy.
"I understand your feelings, Colette, says Lloyd. But I don't know. Maybe...