I started to cry that day it was November 15 and I didn't stop crying until Valentine's Day I stood there looking in the mirror at my huge belly.

I am going to have to do this alone and what made it harder was I could've had Edwards help but not now, he hated me.

I was stuck in that haze for another 3 and a half months missing Edward so bad I couldn't breathe and then our baby was born mine and Edwards it was a beautiful baby boy.

I named him Edward Anthony Cullen jr. because he looked just like his daddy beautiful dimples and green eyes, auburn hair and I cried again because I made him leave even if it was for his own good and now he would never know that he had a son and that I have never been with anyone else and never will because he owned my heart and always will.

I thought after I get settled down that I would go find him and show him his son. He finished college I know that because his parents had an announcement in the paper and a party for him of course I didn't go I had hurt him beyond words and I didn't know if I could I would make it right by him.

Let him know what he meant to me and that I lied and hope that he could still love me.

They released us from the hospital and we went home I was at the grocery store when I finally heard the news he had been offered a job ad would be leaving tomorrow. I was out of time I had to go to him I left everything there and I drove as fast as my old truck would go.

When I pulled up his car was the only one there and I wrapped the baby in his blanket made sure he had his hat and mittens on before I wrapped him in my arms and ran to the house I knocked he didn't answer so I tried the door and it was open when I walked in I felt like home I could feel Edward's presence there.

I walked up the stairs and called his name "Bella?" He sounded confused but he rushed to me anyway. I walked over to his room and I laid the baby down on the bed he was sleeping and then I turned to him and I said "Edward I'm sorry" he smiled at me and it took my breath away.

I looked down he said"you look good how are you"? I said "fine I just got out of the hospital two days ago". I reminded him; he asked is Jacob here with you?

In a callus tone I said Edward there is no me and Jacob he looked relieved then angry how he could leave you and his baby what kind of man is he when I find him I am going to rip his heart out.

Then he was soft again "Bella is that why you are here do you need me to take care of you"? I know I am not him but I will do the best that I can.

I will always love you Bella. He wrapped his arms around me and I said Edward I lied to you. He pulled back "you are with Jacob? I'm sorry I just thought"…

I lied when I told you that I didn't love you and I lied when I told you that I had been with Jacob and that it was his baby it is not I have never been with anyone but you, I couldn't ever be with anyone but you. He looked at me and he said I have a child? I nodded yes.

Bella do you still love me? Will you be my wife and we can raise our child together as we were always meant to? I cried I was so happy "Edward you are my life you and Jr". What who's Jr. and then the biggest smile swept across his face he said you named him after me?

I said of course I did, he looks just like you. He grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the bed and he said can I see him? I said of course as I pulled him up from the bed and placed him in Edward's arms.

We cried but for a different reason this time we cried because we were happy, our little family was finally whole Edward had Jr. in one arm and me in the other and he couldn't stop kissing either of us.