Hey guys, I didn't plan to make this a two shot or to write this as the following chapter but I hope you like this piece anyway. Let me know what you think. -M
"I liked her." Chloe said will taking a sip of her drink.
"I'm worried she doesn't have the right intentions." Beca said taking a seat on the couch next to Chloe.
"Why do you think that Bug?" Aubrey asked taking the vacant spot on the other side of Beca.
"I have no real reason to doubt Ashley's intensions; I just don't want Katie to go through what I went through. I don't want her to be judged." Beca said staring off into nothing.
"Chloe nuzzled into Beca's neck. "You never did tell us much about your school life before Barden." Chloe mentioned but not prying. Allowing Beca the opportunity to share but not pressing the matter too much.
Aubrey placed her hand on Beca's thigh in an attempt to encourage the brunette to open up.
"Okay, but don't stop me okay. I don't think I can stop and start again like that."
Both of the girls nodded agreeing with the brunette's request.
"I went to a private Christian school in Texas until I was 16. I didn't come out but many rumors constantly circled the school about my sexuality. I didn't have many friends. I was labeled as a freak in junior high and the label stuck throughout high school. When I walked down the halls I heard their words. We were required to wear uniforms which in hindsight were a good thing. On the days when we were allowed to wear normal clothes were some of the worst. At the time I was still finding myself. I didn't wear the type of clothes that most of the others girls wore. Most of the older boys laughed at me when I walked down the halls. They would spread rumors that I wanted to be a boy or that I thought I was a boy. Do you know what it feels like to know that you were just the topic of a conversation? You enter a room and hear the end of what they were saying and know that you were the main character in their dark comedy.
Some teachers got to know the real me. But most teachers listened to the rumors and the popular kids of the class. Life at school was a living hell. Life at home wasn't much better. I only found solace in music. I would lock myself in my room for hours and just let the words and the melodies sooth the pain. Music was the only medicine to take off the sting.
When I was 15 I met a girl. Her name was Kelly. She became my friend and I became close to her. After I had known her for about six months she asked me for some advice. She came to me and told me she needed help. She said she was having feelings for her other friend who was a girl and it scared her. She asked me if I had ever felt the same thing. I trusted her so I answered truthfully and gave her advice on how to deal with the situation.
I thought everything was fine until a couple weeks later everything changed. When I would sit down at lunch people would get up and go to another table. People would laugh at me when I walked by. I would be waiting after school for my mom to pick me up and kids would start yelling 'Beca's a lesbian!" Girls I had known since I was ten wouldn't look me in the eye.
I had had enough one summer. I broke down and wrote a will. My plan of suicide was to go to a lake which was by my house and drown myself. Water always soothed me, like music, I always felt calm with it. I run to the lake every night and stare at it. Most of the nights I cried myself to sleep. Before I could go through with my plan my parents found my will. They sent me to a therapist to try to help me. I hate therapist. I asked my parents if we could move and we did. I finished my high school in Georgia. That was better and obviously I didn't kill myself. So happy ending, yeah."
Beca said trying to not show how vulnerable she was now. Aubrey and Chloe were silent, wiping tears from their cheeks.
"I'm so sorry baby." Chloe said taking Beca's hand into her.
Beca shook her head. "It's no big deal."
Aubrey turned Beca's head to face hers.
"It is a big deal. Those jerks made you feel less that the amazing person you are. You an amazing woman Beca and Chloe and I love you and wouldn't wish you to be anyone but Beca."
Beca broke down and finally let the tears that she had been holding back finally go.
Chloe moved and knelt infront of Beca.
"If anyone treats our daughter any other way than the way that's shes meant to be treated. I'll kick their ass and Aubrey will sue their parents." Chole said through a smirk.
Beca laughed lightly.
They heard the front door knob twist open.
"Bye Ashley."
They heard their daughter say before closing the door.
Chloe and Aubrey looked at Beca and silently asked if she was okay. Beca waved them off.
"Hey sweetie, how was it?" Chloe asked their daughter.
Ashley smiled. "Great, we're going out for a second date next weekend."
"She didn't break any of the appropriate touching rules I gave you did she?" Aubrey asked.
"Shh Aub, Katie's a big girl and plus she takes after me remember, she's got this." Beca said winking at their daughter.
"That's exactly why I'm worried." Aubrey said receiving a playful shove from Beca.
"Hey Katie, are you planning on going public with your relationship?" Chloe asked
"Um I haven't really thought about it, but if things go well I don't see why not."
"And are people cool with members of the LGBT community at your school?" Aubrey asked.
"Yeah, but theirs ignorance everywhere moms; but I don't want you to worry about me because I have some pretty cool moms who I know have my back. "
