me: hey hey there after reading the last chapter I have decided to make them longer seeing as it was so short. want to thank vampire from hell for being my first reader and reviewer and to oiseaulune-moon-bird and all the others who read it.

Seras:beru chan does not own hellsing or its characters she wishes she did.

Me: you damm right I did.

CHAPTER 2 HEART BROKEN

Normal pov

"Mina" breathed alucard as he looked at the woman before him.

"Alucard my sweet. I have missed you since our last meeting you see the other day I awakened in side a coffin which I thought was very strange as I looked about our house could see no one and it looked dusty so I set out looking for answers and eventually I found my self here and I found out that I'm a vampire can you believe it ,and your one too. She said softly with her eyes shinning and a bright smile decorating her pale for once took off his glasses and hat to show him with pure love in his eyes and a soft facial expression causing both seras and Integra to gasp. The no life king crossed over towards the lady and pulled her into an embrace "my Mina it's been along time I've missed you so much you're still the only one in my heart."he said.

Me: wow alucard is soft well * shrugs* it's my story.

Alucard: wtf you made the great no life king a mushy marshmallow like Edward Cullen. * pulls out jackle and cascul* I'll kill you.

Me: *cowering behind desk* you're still power full just some times soft don't kill me the show must go on.

seras pov

'Only one in my heart. What the fuck I thought you loved me alucard you bastard ' I screamed at him through our mind link as he let go of mina . My anger had reached 100% 'how could he do this to me fuck me make me think he loved me and , then drop me like shit ' I thought angrily as my black/red flames came out and my blue orbs changed to red "seras Victoria! control your whatever and go to your room " shouted Integra ."With pleasure sir I would not want to stay here in this room any longer." I hissed as I stormed out the room.

Integra pov

I watched as seras stormed out of the room slamming my door hard . 'What has gotten into that girl to make her so angry' then my gaze paused over alucard 'of course it's him what did he do this time to the poor girl to make this mad ' I thought." Any way I believe you will be staying here with alucard of course" I inquired looking at mina. "Yes I am if that's not a trouble "she said softly. "Okay then I'll tell Walter to send extra blood packs to the room" you may go Mina and alucard but you *points to alucard* come right back" I said sternly to the tall vampire.~ moments later~ I had just. Lit a cigar as Alucard came back " what is it my master l he said giving a little bow . "What have you done to seras this time to get her so angry alucard" " Well I slept with her and because I've been nice I guess she thought I loved her and with what I said she snapped." He said . I pulled out my gun and shot him four times in the head then he reformed "why the boody hell did you do that for . You should have told her a bout mina heck you should not have slept with her you fool!" I screamed at him " just go to you coffin and don't go near her until I say got it "I sighed yes my master " and with that he was gone.

Seras pov

I was currently lying ing my coffin blood tears streaming down my cheeks I had all ready lost all anger and now there was nothing but sadness and sorrow left in my un beating heart I decided to listen to music on my IPod the first song was 'skyscraper by demi lovato' it seemed like it could relate to me at the time so I press play and it starts with earplugs in.

sky's are crying , I am watching catching tear drops in my hands.

Only silence has its ending like we never had a chance.

Do you have to make me feel like there nothing left of me

You can take everything I have,

You can break everything I have , like I'm made of glass,

Like I'm made of paper.

At that point I had cleaned my face and walked out of the bedroom and was slowly walk down the hallway as the music continues start picking up pace faster and faster.

go on and try to tear me down I will keep rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper.

Like a skyscraper.

Eyes are so clear I weaken and untangle you from me,

Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed.

I ran pass Walter and a few maids untill I burst out of a set of back doors on to the cool expanse of grass stopping to take unnecessary breaths . I thought of going on top of the tall building and lying on atop the roof but that thought was quickly in abandoned as I scenced the bastard and he's bitch up there all ready. So I carried on into the forest.

all my Windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet,

You can take everything I have ,you can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down I will keep rising from the ground ,

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper.

faster and faster deeper and deeper I ran forwards throwing glances back until they disappeared completely.I put up my mental shield so he could not hear me 'why did I ever fall for this jerk gosh I was so stupid at times like this I wished I could go to 'that place' right then and there but you can only go on certain times.' I I slowed down near a broke and sat on a rock.

go run run run I'm gonna stay right here watch you disappear,

Yeah ahh

Go run run run yeah it's a long way down,

But I am closer to the clouds up here.

You can take every thing I have, you can break everything I am ,

Like I'm made of glass , like made of paper

Oohh oohhh go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground like a

Skyscraper.

Like a skyscraper.

( Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper,

Like a skyscraper.

the song ended and for awhile I remained silent while thinking of what to do from here on out. I the end I decided to avoid them as much as possible .

~time skip one week~

Still seras pov

It's been a week since Mina came and she and alucard are around each other a lot and when I'm near it pangs me it's sadness and I hardly ever talk to my "master " any more my mind shield is up almost 24/7 so my thoughts are to myself.I was in the act of devouring my fourth blogs pack and ever since two weeks ago I have had a craving for human food which I know I can't eat , 'that places ' food which is out of reach ,at the moment keep drinking blood and that something I didn't like to do but now here I am drinking the stuff happily.I fly the empty packet across the room making it land in the bin, and decide to go in the training room to shoot some targets.

~time skip *training room* 30 minutes~

as it shot the last target I sighed deeply.'although I resent master I still love him and it breaks my heart every time I'm around him and he's all lovey dovey with mina.*internally groans* why does my stomach hurt so much all the time is like there's something in me!' Right then and there while clutching my stomach it dawned on me that I could be ... pregnant! But how it's impossible (1) I'm undead a vampire (2) I don't even get that any more and finally (3) IT WAS ONLY ONE TIME! But taking into account the weird stuff I have been feeling I may very we be pregnant.

~normal pov~

The little strawberry blonde vampire ran out of the training room like a whirling tornado until she had found her self at Integras office door she could sense the woman was alone so she lightly raped at the door and waited until a clear voice told her to come in.

"Oh seras what is it that you want ?" Asked Integra.

"Sir I wanted to tell you for the past few weeks I have had stomach pain and weird cravings and things and it just dawns on me that I might be ... pregnant."Seras said as she whispered the last part.

" WHAT! YOU THINK YOU'RE djdjxjdvszj "seras put he hand light over integras mouth to stop her from shouting out the last word.

"Yes I think I am pregnant and I don't want alucard to know because I don't want to get in the way of him and mina." She said cool and calmly which surprised Integra seeing as it did not sound like seras but like a might ruling princess( AN: I'm kinda hinting about seras here.)of a foreign country.

"Okay I get it seras but what will you do when your bump starts showing how are you you going to hid it from him then?" She asked.

"If you don't mind sir that I take leave from the manor and live somewhere relatively close and continue doing missions until I can do them no longer of course they will be solo missions."

" hmmm" mused Integra "well okay you may stay in the hellsing family summer house until you give birth to your child . I will provide you with anything you will need so don't worry about blood. Now you are dismissed I will tell you when preparations for your move are complete." She said

"Yes sir Integra" said seras happily. As she disappeared out of the office and to her room her room were she suddenly felt another life energy inside her womb which she quickly hid 'I guess I really am pregnant.' She thought.

Me : yay long chapter (for me anyway) I gave nice little hint in the future of the book and seras' past.

Seras: well done beru chan .

Alucard: were is my pov I mean you have Integra, seras and normal pov but were is mine.

Me: oh can it ya moaning Minnie I'll give you one if I want to got it.

Alucard: *pulls out guns * now what did you just say .

Me: n n nothing just you will get your pov in the next chapter * shaking while hiding behind desk*

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