Crushed
First Teenwolf Fan Fic! Hope you like please review and give me your feedback! :) I don't own any rights to TeenWolf! Pure FanFiction :)
The smoke is suffocating me and I can't see through the gray fog that surrounds me. "MOM! DADDY! HELP ME! PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU?! I yell at the top of my lungs. I scramble around the back seat trying to find the door handle. When I finally find the handle I pull it but the door won't budge. My heart starts to race and I realize I am going to die in this car. I try and make my way to the front seat of the car and see that my parents aren't there I'm alone. I start to cough erratically and start to feel light headed I feel the world around me start to disappear all I can register is how excruciatingly hot it has become. As I start to loss conciseness I hear a loud menacing growl and screams and I can't help but hope it's my parents trying to save me. I hear the screech of metal being pulled apart and then arms lift me up and I see my Godfather Peter. "Booboo!" I say right before I pass out.
I shoot straight up in my bed full of sweat and panting because I can still feel the smoke in my lungs suffocating me. I place my head in my hands and start to cry uncontrollably. I am startled when my door shoots open and Derek comes in with a worried panicky look on his face. I can't help but notice that he doesn't have a shirt on and is only wearing pajama pants. I can't help but notice how much Derek looks more like a man than a boy these days. I guess being seventeen year old places you closer to adulthood than I fourteen soon to be in a week fifteen year old girl, who has a major crush on this amazingly beautiful guy who only sees me as his best friend. Curse you friend zone! He sees the tears streaming down my face and rushes to my side.
"Lacey are you okay?" he says with worry and takes me into his arms and whispers reassuring words.
This was a nightly routine for us when I first moved into the Hale house. My godfather Peter Hale aka "Booboo", Derek's uncle took me in when my parents were killed by the hunters. He rescued me from the burning car I was left to die in. My parents were killed the "proper" way seeing as they were already wolfs and I was only ten and hadn't hit puberty so I hadn't completed the change. They still didn't want to let me live knowing all too well I would eventually become an "abomination". I was scared every night after that for a whole year. Derek being my best friend since birth took it upon himself to take care of me. Every night for that first year he slept with me and held me when my nightmares would terrorize me. After that first year I slowly started to get on with my life I went to Beacon Hills Elementary where I made friends and had a seemingly normal life until last year when I completed my change at the tender age of thirteen. Before the change I was normal looking middle school girl no curves or breasts but the night of my first full moon after I turned thirteen that all changed. I became the target of every girl's jealousy and every boy's desire. I became a "young woman" as Booboo put it.
It has almost been two years since I became a werewolf and in these past two years the nightmares have returned. At first they were frequent and now they are nonexistent or so I thought. I didn't tell anyone the nightmares returned because I didn't want them to see me as a fragile little girl I was when I first came here. I had grown up a lot since then and had grown a great amount of respect from everyone in the house when I decided and learned how to control and defend myself. Even helping Derek with his control and never once was I scared he would hurt me. Peter says that I'm a survivor and therefore makes me fearless and that is why I learned fast to control myself on full moon. So when the dreams started up I kept them a secret but Derek caught on right away because he heard me shriek in and cry in my sleep. Since then every time he hears me cry or bolt out of bed he comes running in and puts me back to sleep.
"I hadn't had that dream in months. I thought my mind was through torturing me." I say with tears in my eyes.
"Lacey you need to stop doing this to yourself. What happened to your parents was not your fault. It was the hunters!" he says as he takes my hands in his face so I can look into his eyes. "I will stay here with you till you fall asleep. I promise you I will always keep you safe."
I feel my heart race and hope that Derek thinks my heart is beating so fast because of my nightmare and not because of how his eyes make my knees go weak.
He lifts the covers and makes his way into my bed. He pulls me into his arms and my head is on his bare chest listening to his heartbeat. It's then I realize that I am only in a tank top and panties. My cheeks flush a bright red and I bury my face deeper into his chest and try to calm my racing heart so I can get sleep.
Derek lifts my chin with his finger so I can look at him and he looks at me with a look in his eyes I've never seen before and it makes my heart skip a beat. He then places his index finger and middle finger to his lips and places a kiss on them and brings them to my lips.
"Goodnight." He says and closes his eyes.
I close my eyes feeling my heart swell. It wasn't a real kiss but it was a kiss none the less. I close my eyes and listen to Derek's steady heartbeat that puts me to goodnights sleep.
I wake up to the sound of beeping and realize it is my alarm going off and today is my first day of Beacon Hills High School. I turn to my night stand to turn the beeping noise when I hear a groan and realize its Derek. I suddenly remember last night and feel my face flush. I turn the beeping off and decide to get up and get ready for my first day of school. I slowly get out of bed and walk towards my restroom when I hear a growl come behind me and see that it's Derek and he is still sleeping. I chuckle at the thought that Derek is probably dreaming of something yummy to eat.
When I come back into the room fully clothed and pretty for school Derek isn't in my room anymore. He must be getting ready too. I walk straight to my mirror and glance over my outfit and realize this is the kind of outfit that makes all the boys stare. I'm wearing a purple strapless dress that falls two inches from the knee and accents all the right curves in my body, my leather jacket with my black ankle high heeled boots. My hair is down in its usually dark auburn waves and I am actually wearing makeup nothing extreme just mascara to bring out my hazel eyes and lip gloss. I smile at my reflection and hope that it catches Derek's attention.
I walk out of my room and go down the stairs and into the kitchen where I am greeted by Julian and Carol. They both look at me and smile.
"Don't you look all dolled up for your first day of high school?" Julian says in a sing song voice. Carol swats his arm and says "Don't pay him any attention he is just teasing you. You look absolutely beautiful." She hugs me tight.
"Mom! Where's my leather…" Derek sees me and growls, "Tell me you're NOT going to wear that to school!" he is looking at me and taking deep breaths trying to control his anger.
"Yes! I can wear whatever I want!"
"I'm telling Uncle Peter!"
"He is the one who helped me pick out this outfit yesterday!"
"Mom! She can't go to school dressed like that! Tell her!"
Carol looks at Derek and smiles. "Honey she looks beautiful."
"Ugh! DAD please help me out here! She can't go to school dressed like that!"
"Derek if your uncle Peter is okay with her wearing that I am too. Plus she does really look quite beautiful don't you think." Julian says while he cocks his head to the side and wiggles his eye brows.
"Get over it! I am going to school dressed however I want! Anyway all the girls you go out with are dressed with way less clothing than I have on." I say as I cross my arms.
That is exactly why I am wearing this outfit. I need to get his attention because all those girls he goes out with are skanks and I need him to notice but not show off too much. I think it is working rather nicely to because I get a hint of jealousy coming off of him.
"So what! They aren't you! You're like my sister and I don't want to hear all the guys in school talk about how hot you look! It's gross!" he shouts while his eyes turn yellow.
I'm stunned by what he just said. I'm like his sister and even thinking I'm hot is gross. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my body because I am no longer in the "friend zone". I am worse "FAMILY ZONED"! I feel my eyes start to well with tears and I force them to stay in. I start to feel my angry at myself to think that Derek would actually find me attractive. I took all this time and for nothing because the one person I won't to notice me doesn't even see me more than a sister.
"You're unbelievable Derek Hale!" I say as I stomp off and bump into Peter.
"Booboo can I have ride to school?" I ask looking at the ground.
"Why do you look so sad sweetheart? You were so excited yesterday when we went shopping for today." He lifts me face up with his hands and says "My nephew giving you a hard time." It was a statement more than a question.
I just look up into his eyes pleading for him to just take me to school.
"I'm going to kill that kid! Come one lets go." He says as I grab my purse and backpack from the downstairs closet.
We walk out the front door and to his SUV when Derek comes stalking out of the house.
"Hey! Aren't you going to get a ride with me?!" I just look at him roll my eyes and get into the vehicle with Peter.
Derek POV
Damn that beeping noise is annoying the hell out of me! I wish it would stop because she feels so soft especially her legs they are like silk. I feel her move and turn the alarm off and start to get up I open my eyes to see Oh GOD! Look at her ass! Lacey is getting up from the bed and her body it is amazing! Before I can stop myself I let out a growl and I close my eyes pretend I'm asleep because I don't want her to know I was looking at her. When I hear her close the door to the restroom I open my eyes and let out a loud sigh. What the fuck just happened I growled at Lacey because I wanted her body. What the fuck is wrong with me! Lacey is like my sister! She's my best friend for god sakes! I get up from the bed and walk down the hall to the restroom me and my two dumbass cousins' share. I shove Luke out of the way and close the door in his face.
"HEY! I was here first! Derek! What the hell?!" Luke screams while he bangs on the door.
I ignore him get in the shower and try to reason with myself. I need to stop myself from having these feelings and thoughts of my little Lacey. Wasn't that long ago that she came to live with us and I took care of her made her feel safe and loved. I reminded her every day that she didn't lose everyone she loved. I took her to the park, movies, and even let her help me get ready every full moon when I was learning to control myself. I was reluctant to leather help but my dad and Uncle Peter said they would help her help me and keep her safe. She has been my whole life for the past five years. It's been five years and she has grown right in front of my eyes and I'm starting to like how she is coming into her body. I walk out of the restroom towel around my mid drift and glance at Luke.
"All yours bro." I say with a smirk.
"Yah after about twenty minutes! Thanks a lot for making me late to my first day of school." He says as he growls and his eyes turn yellow.
"I'll give you a ride to school and all the girls will be curious to know who that guy that showed up to school with the HOTTEST senior." I say as I slap his back.
His faced perks up and he smiles and huge smile. "Thanks Derek! Give me ten minutes." He slams the door.
I walk into my room and throw on black shirt dark jeans and pull on my boots. I wonder what Lacey is going to wear to school. Knowing my Lacey she will be dressed like me black fitted shirt dark jeans her boots and signature leather jacket. Wait did I just call her "my" Lacey? What is wrong with me? I need to stop. Damn it where is my leather jacket? I run down stairs and to the kitchen to see if my mother knows where it is.
"Mom! Where's my leather…" but I'm caught mid-sentence when I see Lacey looking unbelievably gorgeous in a purple short dress her signature leather jacket and her beautiful auburn hair cascading in waves down her back. My lust for her turns immediately to anger because I realize if I am looking at her like this and I'm like a big brother type imagine all the boys at school.
"Tell me you're NOT going to wear that to school!" I say with a growl. I start to take deep breathes because I can feel myself losing control.
"Yes! I can wear whatever I want!"
"I'm telling Uncle Peter!" he will take my side he wouldn't want any boys gawking at his little princess.
"He is the one who helped me pick out this outfit yesterday!"
That traitor! Does he not know what all those stupid hormonal boys will be lusting over her. I turn to my mother out of desperation.
"Mom! She can't go to school dressed like that! Tell her!"
"Honey she looks beautiful." I then look at my dad hoping he can see the pleading in my eyes to not let her go out there like that. I don't think I can handle this. No one is supposed to look at her. She's mine! Oh crap! What did I just say!
"Ugh! DAD please help me out here! She can't go to school dressed like that!"
"Derek if your uncle Peter is okay with her wearing that I am too. Plus she does really look quite beautiful don't you think." He says while he cocks his head to the side and wiggles his eye brows. Oh my father can tell this is killing me and he thinks it is hilarious!
Then I look at Lacey about to open my mouth to plead with her when she yells.
"Get over it! I am going to school dressed however I want! Anyway all the girls you go out with are dressed with way less clothing than I have on." She says as she crosses her arms.
Then it hits me! She is trying to get my attention! Oh no! My hunch was wrong it isn't a crush she is in love with me.
I got the idea a year ago when I started to notice that her heart would race when I would smile at her, or when I would touch her hand or arm by accident, and then there was the time I could practically smell her lusting over my ass. Then there was the incident that made me realize she really did have a crush on me. She had just learned to control her from going wolf and had asked me if we could go out for a run with her. She was so excited because running without shifting was a big accomplishment for her. I told her I would but then forgot I had a date and had to cancel our run. Her eyes welled up and it looked like I had plunged a knife in her heart. I felt so bad and realized I need to put distance between us. I stopped hanging around her and started dating more. I thought that seeing me date would make her realize I was too old for her and not interested. I made sure every girl I went out with was my age or older to show her I only had eyes for older women. I thought all of the space and dating other girls would do it but then she started having her nightmares again and I couldn't leave her alone. This little statement confirmed she didn't just didn't have a crush on me she was in love with me. Oh and the fact that I could smell the jealousy radiate off of her.
I decide I have to say the only thing that would make her realize I don't think of her that way! The only statement that's worse than the friend zone.
"So what! They aren't you! You're like my sister and I don't want to hear all the guys in school talk about how hot you look! It's gross!" I shout and can feel my anger rise because I know I just hurt her with what I have just said.
What is wrong with you? You know you feel something for her.
My mind decides to state when I see her face is stunned and tears are welling up in her eyes but then I see a flash of electric blue and I can smell the anger coming off of her.
I love when her eyes turn that color.
What is wrong with me? I just put her in the "Family zone" and here I am pining over her gorgeous electric blue eyes her wolf brings out.
"You're unbelievable Derek Hale!" she says as she stomps off.
I hang my head down and my shoulders slump.
"Honey, why did you ruin her morning of her first day of school? You know she was really looking forward to this day. She rambled on and on about how cool it was going to be being in the same campus with you." My mother says as she places her hand on my shoulder.
"I know I'm a jerk."
"You know if you just continue to fight it. It's only going to get harder to resist." My father says.
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean." He simply states and walks out of the kitchen.
I look at my mom with a confused expression on my face. She simply shakes her head with a playful smirk on her face.
"Your jacket is in the downstairs hall closet. I love you have a great day and apologize to Lacey." She says as she kisses my cheek.
As I grab my jacket I yell for Kyle to hurry his ass up because I am leaving in less than a minute with or without him.
I notice that Lacey's things are gone and wonder where she is. I start to panic and rush outside and see her getting into my Uncle Peters SUV.
"Hey! Aren't you going to get a ride with me?!" I yell after her.
She gives me her glare of death rolls her and gets into Uncle Peters car. I stand there and watch as her and my uncle drive away.
"Damn! That was a scary look. You're in the dog house!" Luke says with a chuckle. "Get it? Dog because you're a….and she's…uhhh never mind." he says as I glare at him.