AN: Sorry if you are disappointed in this chapter because it took me forever to type the first chapter, I made it all as I went. If you don't like this chapter then just pretend that it ends with Bella dying and then everyone's sad. R&R.

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight…-sniff sniff-

EPOV:

"No! Bella, no! What did you do to her! BELLA!!"I yelled frantically.

Carlisle came running in.

"Carlisle change her! Change her now!!" I really didn't want to loose her, not again.

"Edward…"

"Just do it! Please just try! I can't loose her, not again."

He could hear the desperateness in my voice I knew it, because he called for all the doctors and nurses to leave quickly because he was going to try something that they might not want to see.

Once they were gone, he rushed to her bedside. "Edward I'm warning you now…she might be to far gone…"

"It's okay, just…just please try…"I really wanted her to be alive, but most of all I want her back…

He leaned down and bit her neck, I cringed at the thought of my Bella becoming a vampire but it was for her own well being right now…why did I ever leave?

"Her heart was not beating, but yet her blood still had a little bit of a flow so it might spread through her body but I am not certain. Now all we can do is bring her body back to our place and wait." He said as he picked her up in his arms.

"Come on." He handed me her helpless body. I hope this works.

We walked out of the hospital room and down the hall to the waiting room. Everyone got up as we walked through.

"What happened, we were just about to leave when there was an emergency call from her-" Charlie was the one talking. He stopped when he saw my emotionless face holding the "dead" body of Bella.

"Charlie…she's…she's gone…" I said trying so hard to not break down into dry sobs.

Even though I knew there might be a possibility that she makes it I was still very shaken up.

"But how? She was doing perfectly fine! We saw her, she…she was fine…" He fell to his knees crying. Renee was comforted by her new husband Phil and the others were hugging one another. Esme ran to Carlisle's arms and Alice was in Jaspers, Rosalie was being held by Emmett but the only one who seemed to be really sad of the two was Emmett. She was like a little sister to all, well most of them.

"Well, you see, I think she was having some sort of dream that was really real for her and she wouldn't calm down…the doctors gave her a sedative and I think she was allergic to it or something because seconds after they gave it to her…her heart stopped." Carlisle said still holding Esme in his arms; her face was buried into his neck as she dry sobbed. My family still doesn't know that Carlisle bit her and she might make it but we can't tell them till we get home.

"I thought it would be okay if we took her back to my place so we could get her ready for her funeral-" I then cut him off.

"She wants to be cremated." I said out of no were.

"What, when did she tell you that?" Charlie asked very confused.

"The last time she was fatally in the hospital. When she…fell. I was with her and she told me that if she didn't make it then she wanted to be cremated. Then for her ashes to be spread onto our meadow…" She really did tell me that, but I never told anyone, I just told her to stop thinking like that and focus on getting better.

"Okay well then I'll take her body there, after Alice dresses her up. Then what day should it be held?"

This time it was Alice's turn to say something.

"Friday…Fridays were her favourit day of the week…" Then she laid her head back down on Jaspers shoulder closing he eyes and letting out a big sigh. If this didn't work then our lives would be completely different.

With that we all departed. And we took Bella with us.

We aren't really going to burn her are we?" Alice asked as she held Bella's body in her arms.

"No, Alice, we aren't. It's probably going to be an animal's carcass or something that we put in a special box and pretend." I said and they were all confused. Alice was about to say something but Carlisle interrupted.

"And…there's something we haven't told you yet…" All eyes turned to him.

"Well, In the hospital room, right after she died Edward asked me to try and change her, so I don't know if it will work, but we will just have to see in three days."

"So you mean that Bella might still be alive?!" Alice asked hopefully.

"No, Alice, we don't know, but please don't get your hopes up." She nodded and then sighed. There seemed to be a lot of that lately.

"I wonder why I didn't see it." Alice asked.

"Probably because you were too depressed." Carlisle suggested.

Two days later…

Friday

"Okay everyone, come on! Time to go to the funeral. Esme, Edward you're with me, Rosalie and Emmett in Rosalie's car, and Alice and Jasper in Edward's." Carlisle said carrying a small gold box with Bella's name and a small saying on it. It was "her" cremated body but really it was an animal's body we got cremated, saying it was our pet that had died.

Later we all drove to the meadow in a precession. Carlisle's Mercedes first followed by Rosalie's BMW, and then by my Volvo, after that was Charlie's cruiser and Renee's Volkswagen. This was a private, family only funeral so none of her friends were here.

"We are gathered here to morn the death of Isabella Marie Swan" The priestess began. "If there are any people who would like to share some words about her, now is the time."

Charlie was the first one up.

"Bella was a sweet, beautiful, caring girl. She had just turned 18 this year and was well loved by all. I still cannot believe that the little girl I used to know…is gone…All of us have our thoughts of her but here our mine." He took a deep breath then continued.

"She was always concerned for others around her, over the many times she was in the hospital she had always asked if the thing or person involved were okay…never herself. She was a quiet, gentle little thing, never to hyper for people around her. I miss her dearly" He began to cry. "I'm sorry, it's just really hard to loose my one and only daughter…the only thing in the world that mattered" Then everyone was crying again or at least the ones that could.

Next up was Renee and Phil, and then it was our turn. We decided since we all had our memories of Bella that we all combined it into one thing, and that it was my job to read it.

"Bella was a very special person, to me and my whole family. To a lot of us she was a little sister, or a daughter, but to me she was more. She never complained, and was constantly saying she never deserved us.

"She was a big part in our everyday lives and we all loved her so much…the day Bella woke up I asked her to marry me and I hope that where she is she is as happy as I hoped to make her.

"I loved her more then anything in life and no one will ever…ever replace her in my heart. All of us Cullen's have many memories of Bella, many times when we had to pick her up after tripping.

"Or if it was just plain having fun, but they were all special enough to last a life time."

"Now is the time that we can spread the ashes on the place desired." The priest said so we all took turns spreading some around the meadow.

"This place will forever be ours, my love…forever…" I said as I spread them onto the middle of the field where we laid the first time we came here. I was getting into this and for a moment actually believed that these ashes were Bella's.

"If its okay I would like a little time by myself, I just…just, need to think…" Before I left to go check on the real Bella, Charlie came over to me and hugged me.

"I'm sorry I never really treated you fairly, but after hearing those words you said about her, I truly believe now that you loved her and I cant even begin to tell you how sorry I feel. It's hard on me and I'm sure it's even harder for you." Then he hugged me again before walking off.

I got into my own car and drove home, I'm sure Alice and Jasper can get a ride back with Esme and Carlisle. I just need to see my Bella's face again, dead or alive…to make sure this all wasn't a dreadful dream.

When I got home I ran to my room where Bella lay on the couch. I picked her up and put her in my arms.

"Bella…sweetie, you heard me before, now I need you to listen to me again…I love you, you know that, and I need you, please listen to me, just make it through this! Bella…" I began to dry sob. "This is all my fault…I'm sorry"

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Throughout the night I sat there by her side whispering that I was sorry. I finally got into a numb stage, almost like sleeping again.

Then I awoke to hearing a big breath of air being taken in, it was too big for an already breathing person. It almost sounded like a breath being taken to bring back life. Bella!!

I opened my eyes and there she was, as beautiful as ever, lying in front of me looking up at the ceiling. Then she noticed me staring at her and looked my way.

"Edward…" She whispered then smiled.

"Bella!" I said. "It worked! Oh Bella it worked!"

She looked at me almost sadly. "Charlie and the others…I feel so bad…"

"What happened Bella? Why did you suddenly die like that?" I really wanted to know this; did the doctors give her the wrong sedative?

"Well from what I remember, I was having this dream that every one was dead and you had left me…then as I was walking towards the washroom to wash my hands and I saw all these dead bodies, covered in blood." She shivered and I pulled her into my lap. "Then when I got into the washroom, the lights went out and Victoria started attacking me and I started screaming and crying. She was trying to kill me; she said she wanted to see how you would deal living the rest of eternity with out me. Then right before she killed me I woke up for real still screaming and you were there. Then the doctors gave me some kind of sedative to relax and you know I hate needles. But this time, I think I was allergic to that sedative. So when it entered my blood stream I could feel myself dying…"

I didn't know what to say other then this, "Oh Bella you don't know how happy I am to have you back" I loved her, now I can truly show her how much I really did without having to worry about killing her.

"Edward…" She said quietly. "Kiss me, please"

I smiled at her. "Of course…" Then I leaned in and kissed her fully on the mouth. It was probably the most passionate kiss we have ever shared, how I truly truly loved her. My little angel…

We just kissed, neither of us needing to breath. I never wanted to stop; I wanted to have this kind of moment with her forever.

She smiled then broke apart. "Were getting married!!" She squealed then kissed me again on the lips and got up.

"Edward come here…" I got up and walked over to the door where she stood.

"What is it?" I asked her.

"Lets play a little joke on the family…just go along on what I tell you to do…" Tell me to do…what did she mean? Then I heard and angel's voice in my head.

"Edward, you scream and then I'll hide behind the door, when they come up and ask you what's wrong you say I'm missing, that when you 'fell asleep' and woke up I was gone. Then you shut the door and I'll be there!"

"Bella are you talking to me…in my head?!"

"Why yes Edward I am, I figured it out when I was being changed, now let's get on with it!"

Okay, I guess we'll talk about it later; right now me and my fiancé are going to have a little fun with the family.

"CARLISLE!!" I screamed, and in a second he was in the room. I pushed the door open so it was hiding Bella behind it.

"Edward, what's wrong?" He asked concerned.

"Bella's missing…I went into this sleep like state then when I woke up she was gone!" By now the rest of the family was filing into the room. All except Alice…where was she. Just then I heard a squeal and then she came flying into the room and into my arms.

"Yeah!! Edward Bella's alive!!!" then the door slammed shut to show a pissed of Bella.

"Get. Off. My. Fiancé." I smiled but Alice unwrapped her arms from around my neck and backed away slowly. Then Alice's face had a huge smile on it and the two girls went running to each others open arms, both dry crying from joy.

"Alice, I missed you so much!"

"Me too! I thought I would never see you again!"

"I love you" They said in unison together then started to laugh. Suddenly everyone else clued in on what had just happened and realized that Bella was not missing and that the transformation had worked. Esme squeaked with joy and ran over to her and by all of our surprise Rosalie burst into dry sobs and ran over to Bella as well embracing her in a hug.

"Bella, I'm sorry I haven't really ever been a sisterly figure but I am truly sorry and I hope we can start over, I really do love you and I am very happy you are back!" Bella hugged Rosalie back and said,

"I forgive you Rosalie, and I always thought you as a sister, I love you too." Everyone was happy, but I think I was the most because Bella and I were together forever…

(AN: Add the song Heaven by DJ Sammy here... lol I thought it was fitting!!)

"I love you Bella, my angel, forever and always…"

"I love you Edward, my Greek god, forever and for always."

"I now pronounce you husband and wife… you may kiss the bride!"

AN: I hope you like the second chapter! That's it people it's done!! Sorry it's so short. It was supposed to be a one shot, but once I posted it I had another idea for it so I continued!! HEHE:D Sorry if it's kinda weird!!

Vampiregal22

Xoxo