Hey,

I got one review on the poll. Which was SUPER cool! I have to admit I was so nervous about this fic that I went into my story stats to see if you guys have been reading it and I was surprised how many actually gave it a shot. So... I made a choice because I need a break from time to time from my Cissamione fic A time We Can Never Be, and I will continue this little story, sporadically mind you. Will it be come something big, or will it be super short? I dont know but lets see where it goes together. Thanks for the kind words. I also have to admit that my Kara seems a little OC hope this is alright.

Happy Reading

~Snow

I am back in the city, spent and exhausted. I did exactly as I felt and punched a hole through a mountain. If they wanted a direct route to Midvale via train they now had one, all the humans of this world had to do was level out the rock for the cars to make it through. In my anger I did human kind a favor. I made it to my mother, my earth mother's, home and collapsed at her feet. She was so wonderful, so beautiful in her love and judgement. She simply cradled me in my super suit, and shushed my cries. It wasn't until later that night she asked why I was so broken. I smiled at her choice of words. Broken… how many levels could that describe me. Emotionally… Broken. Physically… broken due to the mountain. Mentally… Broken. I was spent. I was done. I wanted to go back to when I wasn't Supergirl. I wanted to shuck the responsibilities of a superhero, and simply be Kara Danvers. I wanted Lena. I closed my eyes once more trying to answer her question. I wanted to be human with her. I finally turned to Eliza.

"I fell in love. It healed me then it broke me," I whispered from the sofa as she sat in the armchair. I watched as she stood and went to the kitchen. I listened to the clinks and clanks and she came back with two glasses and three bottles of wine, one of them was alien mead. I raised an eye brown and she smiled and waved a hand.

"Clark… Kal," She supplied and I nodded with an empty smirk. She poured a heathy amount of red wine into my glass and mixed it with the mead, then a small amount for herself. Again I raised an eyebrow. Shit, I might as well be imitating Lena. Then I grimaced.

"I can't keep up with your metabolism even with alien mead Kara. So talk to me," she said as she tucked her feet under her and leaned on the arm rest relaxed holding the glass of wine all her attention on me. I hated it.

"I hate that your attention is on me," I paused and looked her in her eyes, "Alex needs your attention too," I sipped my mixed wine and sighed. Yes, strong enough.

"I…" Eliza began but looked into her glass, "She is as Alex will be."

"Yes but you push too much onto her. At least free her of her obligation to care for me and be my babysitter. She only does it because you asked her to do so many years ago."

"I…I didn't realize that but she need to look out for you. You are a Kryptonian. Not of this earth. You are…"

"A WOMAN!" my anger flared and I sipped my drink. "I am sorry but she just wants your love, acceptance and approval. Oh and for the love of Rao tell her to stop handling me. It's not her job any longer." I watched your smile.

"Alex is your older sister, and she accepts that and this, to her, is the only way she can be a part of your world. She loves you Kara," Eliza said but I only nodded.

"Please have a conversation with her. Take the pressure off of her," I stopped talking. I stood and zipped to my room, changed into a pair of sweats and then came back to Eliza in a matter of moments. I mirrored her posture. I tucked my feet under me, leaned on the arm of the sofa, and then sipped my mix.

"I fell in love with a woman," I looked to my earth mother and saw nothing but a smile, "I fell in love with Lena Luthor." I looked to my earth mother and then saw a flash. Confusion, hatred, disdain, or wonderment. I was not sure. I took another sip feeling the burn of the mead on my senses. It hit me faster than those who drank it and I looked to Eliza, and she smirked knowing.

"You love a Luthor, so what," she said and I looked at my drink and then to her.

"Am I drugged? You said you don't care about me loving a Luthor. You argued against her at one point if I recall," I scrapped my tongue on the roof of my mouth. Damn alien mead. She refilled my glass and then reached for the mead and I shook my head. Eliza smiled and put a cork on the bottle.

"I love her. Not her name, not her title, not her money. I love her aura, Mother," Eliza gasped. I had not called her that often and it ignited a reaction in her and I suppose it was one of supreme affection.

"If she hurts you Kara, I will destroy her, if it is the last things I do," Eliza vowed and I turned my head toward her. Yes you would wouldn't you, I thought.

"Do you approve or disapprove?" I asked and you sat there with a thoughtful look on your face.

"Have you told her yet?" You asked and I flinched, "Oh daughter..."

"I began to… then all hell broke loose then when she woke up she called another's name. Not mine, not Supergirl's, but another's. I was heartbroken that I was not in the forefront in her thoughts."

"Oh Kara, she was trying to save a friend, then got kicked out of that friends mind, how do you think she would react?"

I looked at Eliza, "How do you know this?"

"Alex called me as soon as you left DEO. She told me to expect you. You always come here when you need help, especially with human emotions."

Kara leaned back and thought. Sister told mom, Mom knew of her issues, mom got her tipsy but not drunk. What does she want?

"What do I want?" I ask out loud. I hear a chuckle and I turn towards the most beautiful smile I have known besides Lena's. It was like sunlight, where Lena's was like moonlight.

"I believe you want the girl," she paused and moved toward me and clasped my cheeks in her hands, "You will do what you must and I will be proud of you no matter what."

I nodded and stood with my mother on her knees. I walked to my room and slept. I could hear her as she called Alex and told Alex she was safe and they needed to talk. She will make her way to National City soon. I smiled. Finally Alex can get closure. Finally I will not be handled or feel like someone's job or obligation. I fell asleep to dreams of Lena saying yes, asking why, saying she knew, but she needed to ask. I woke from a shit sleep and made my way to National City… spent and exhausted.