EPOV
Breaking Bella's heart was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
And when my family didn't want to leave, I couldn't day We had to leave, because I had just taken away a part of the family.
So I just told everyone to stay clear of Bella.
After she left for a month, it felt like she was truly gone from me and I would never see her again.
So when I heard her beauitful laugh again, I thought I had died and gone to were ever vampires go when that die.
But then I saw her.
She looked like Bella, But at the same time she looked nothing like Bella.
She had make-up on just a little but still, brand name clothes on.
And she looked so happy.
It made me have a horied pain in my dead heart, like she didn't miss me.
Then I felt saddness because I was being selfish and wanting her to miss me which would not be good I wanted her to have a normal life, not be torn up keeping secrets.
Then I felt a little joy, Joy because she was happy joy because she was laughing.
I'll never forget when I saw her at school that day after I left her in the wood's
*Flash back*
I had broken Bella, I didn't want to, but I had to let her go, she needed a normal life, and I didn't want this for her changing her would be so selfish of me and would deprive her of so meny thing's.
So I did it I broke her, I left her in the wood's and went to her house, and took all the things I gave her, but I could not take then with me it felt like I had to leave something about me with her, so I but the things in the floor bored's and left.
I talked to my family and they didn't want to leave so I just told them to STAY away from Bella, Alice was not happy, she almost took my head off.
When we went to school the next day I saw her pull up in her truck,
She had red puffy eye's like she had been crying all night and her hair was a mess, she was wearing jeans that where ripped all over and a baggie t-shirt that had seen better days,
She looked like a mess and I had caused it, I felt so guilty and helpless that I couldn't walk over to her and hold her.
And on top of that I had to pull Alice away, kicking and screeming..
*end flashback*
I was pulled out my thoughts when I saw a girl with Bella,
And I almost screemed at what she was thinking.
Stupid SOB breaking MY best friend, HOW could someone use people like that, I cant be leave he is still in the town let alone alive, I need to find a shovel and a good hiding spot.
But she was right I was a stupid SOB.
The Bell rang saying it was time for trig.
lucky I had been taking this class forever so I wont really need to think.
I took my seat just before the teacher came in.
She had just stared the lesson when the door opened,
I heard a gasp
And looked up.
There was Bella, DAMN it I had asked that we NOT be in the same classes to make it easier on her, and me.
And of course there was only one seat left.
Right next to me.
The demon in me did a small happy dance that I would get to sit next to Bella everyday.
Bit I knew this was wrong I had to stay away from Bella.
I quickly made plans to try and go change my classes around and hoped I could.
I have to stay away.
I have to stay away.
I have to stay away.
I told my self over and over.
AN
So this is a little in Edward mind and yes I used stuff from the really book,
Its not very good but Im sick and its midnight so I might change it l8er I don't know yet.