I can't wait to start HollyWood Arts. I'm scared don't get me wrong, but I really can't wait. Ever since the big showcase, Beck has gotten me to sing and dance at every possible opportunity. I must admit it's very liberating and actually quite fun, especially when we dance together. He makes me feel so alive and happy, I know I was before but this is different, this is more than just being content with life, this is real, genuine, almost tangible, metaphorically speaking of course. I am not sure if we are in a relationship, I don't know how he feels but I know that I feel something, definitely. I don't know what's going to happen when I start at the same school with him and his ex girlfriend, I have heard a lot about her, and frankly I am scared. I guarantee she's not going to be too happy about me and Beck , even if we are just friends.

"What are you thinking about Tor?" Beck asked while handing me a bottle of water.

"Thanks and nothing" I gladly take a drink, so I don't have to say anything else.

"Come on, you obviously were, your nose was all scrunched up in the cute way you do when you think hard about something." He came and sat next to me and held my hand, I was blushing furiously.

"It doesn't matter, honestly" I squeezed his hand to reassure him.

"Tell me or I will have to tickle you, and we both know how much you hate that!" He smirked and winked, knowing he had me.

"Okay, fine, I was just wondering what's going to happen when I move to your school, where it's going to leave us, what Jade is going to do and all that stuff, I am just worried."

"You don't need to be worried, Jade she is bound to say something but she will never physically hurt you. Tori I know we haven't spoken about this but I do like you a lot and nothing she does is going to change that. What do you want to do, tell everyone you are my girlfriend or keep it to ourselves? It's up to you, I am happy with either way, as long as I am with you."

Girlfriend? Was all I could think, he called me his girlfriend! I guess I know about our relationship now.

"I like you a lot too, I have since we met and got to know you. Believe me I want everyone to know that I am your girlfriend! But I also think we should keep it on the down low for a while in case anyone says anything. I am really confused Beck!" I put my head in my hands trying to stop the tears

"No baby, don't cry," He wrapped his arms around my shoulder and kissed my temple, "it's going to be alright, we will tell people, but we will keep it down low, how about that, so we don't rub it in others faces, Tori look at me, I mean it, I will do anything you want, you mean so much to me, even though we haven't know each other that long, you have grown into something that is so important to me." I looked up at him with wide eyes, tears in them but not through sadness. I lean closer to him and kiss him, portraying all my emotions for him at once they all jumble up mix together, forming one big wave of emotion, about to crash onto us, surely to destroy me, except I won't let it. He kisses me back for all that he's worth, our hands tangling around each other, in each others hair. Moving together slowly, in sync, I become breathless, far too soon for my liking, I could kiss him for the rest of my life and gladly would, if he let me. This has clearly moved on for me now, it's gone from, a crush, to infatuation and now maybe... Love. Who knows?

I pull away and drag some air into my lungs.

"wow!" I gasped.

"Wow indeed, that was... Amazing." Beck was struggling for breath too as he untangled himself from me, we were all arms and legs at the minute.

"I think we should stop now, before we go too far" He said, his breathing slowing.

"Don't you want to?" I sadden a little at that thought.

"No, no, of course I do! I just think we should wait until it's right and we are not out in the open, even though we are in our place. Tori I want this to be special, and not because we couldn't control ourselves, let alone our hormones."

"Oh okay, sure." I can't help feel disappointed, I know what he is saying is true and it's just the hormones talking but I kind of wanted to. I wanted to a lot actually.

"Tor?" He tapped my nose and kissed my cheek.

"Hmmm?" I looked up into his warm eyes.

"Are you okay? You look distracted still."

"Yeah, I am good, just disappointed." I smile a little.

"Why?" He smirked, knowing full well why.

"You know why."

"Yeah I do baby, I am too but we should wait"

"Yeah I know, but I don't want to wait, I..."

"You...? What?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Yeah it does, tell me."

"No"

"Come on Tor, tell me, you know you want to."

"Hmmm... Nope I don't" I say popping the 'p' for extra emphasis.

"Please tell me." He asked pouting. No please don't pout, please don't , I can't.

"Fine..."

"Go ahead" I sighed loudly, stalling to mentally prepare myself.

"I think I am falling Beck." I burry my head in my hands for the second time today.

"Falling for what baby?" He was playing games with me now, he so knows.

"For you Beck, I think I am falling for you." He blushed slightly, causing me to smile.

"Tori, I am falling for you too, so hard, so fast. I didn't think I could yet but you proved me wrong and I am glad you did because I love you Tori, all of you." My jaw dropped, I was honestly shocked by his admission, I was expecting him to tell me he was not ready for this.

"I love you Beck." Tears escaped my eyes and I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. This time we didn't stop, we kept going. I love him. I really really do and I proved that to him and want to every day from now on.

I know fairly quick with the admissions and the sexy time, but I feel they had a connection right from the pilot episode and I always imagined that if they were an item their relationship would be really passionate and fast moving. Thanks for reading, I will update again soon. Review please! xx