As I walked to school on Friday morning, I started to think about what happened when Finn told Quinn he was leaving her for me. Maybe she was so angry at him that she yelled at him for hours, or maybe she was so upset that she ran away crying. I know this sounds kind of cruel but I couldn't help but be exited at the thought of Quinn Fabray being pissed off. It's just so perfect; Finn and I have made a connection through music that Quinn and his' can't even compare too. I was rather exited about seeing Finn again, the last time we were together he had really opened up to me. At the thought of seeing Finn again I fastened my pace, the sooner I get to school, the sooner I see him again.

As I walked to my locker I saw Quinn, but she didn't look sad like I had expected, and didn't give me a particularly angry look...well no more than usual. I guess she was trying to suppress her anger. I mean it must have been pretty embarrassing to be dumped by someone for me. What I mean by that is she's Miss popular and I'm... well, I'm the Glee Club loser. As she looked at me with her usual snarly expression, I smirked at her, which I think seemed to confuse her.

I didn't see Finn today, and I know for a fact that he was at school (I checked the school rosters at lunch time to). To say the least, this worried me. Was it possible that Finn never broke up with her, or that he wasn't into me anymore? I wasn't quite sure but it kept me up thinking about it all night.

The next morning, before I had changed out of my night dress my dad knocked on my door. He poked his head into my room and told me that that was a "handsome young gentlemen waiting downstairs" for me. He didn't need to say anymore I knew exactly who he was talking about, and I wasn't entirely sure I felt like seeing Finn right now. I was mad at him, which I know doesn't make sense considering it's not like he was really ignoring me... it was only one day that I hadn't seen him. But I knew that he had been avoiding me.

"I think he said his name was Phil or Finn, something along those lines, he was mumbling so I couldn't quite hear him" my dad told me. "Oh... okay, um you can send him up. I don't think he'll be staying long." I replied.

"Oh that's okay sweetie, just make sure you get some work done today, your father and I are going off to a work function now and I don't think we'll be home till late tonight so don't wait up for us. Bye sweetie." And he gave me a kiss on my forehead.

I was nervous; my night dress was something out of a Victoria Secret fashion show, and amongst other things, I didn't want Finn to think I had dressed up for him.

As Finn opened my door, I heard my dad's shut the front door behind them as they left. Finn walked into my room, he was wearing a nicely shaped blue sweater and jeans, and he looked so hot. It was impossible not to fall head over heels every time I saw him. "Hey" he said, I managed to spurt out something that sounded like a mixture of 'hi' and 'hello'. I noticed him look me up and down; I was so embarrassed I must look awful in this outfit. But he smiled at me and said "You look really pretty Rach."

My heart started racing, it was beating so hard that I swear he could hear it. At the same time I had butterflies. I mean I wasn't quite sure what was going on with us right now or why he was here. Perhaps I had just been jumping to conclusions, and everything was just the way it had been the last time we were together. "Whatsup?" I stupidly asked. Finn pulled this expression on his face that looked like he wasn't quite sure how to say something.

He spoke softly as he asked; "Rach is it okay if you just don't say anything and let me say what I need to say, and then you can say whatever you want after?" I nodded my head.

"As soon as I left you on Thursday I went and spoke to Quinn, just like I said I would, but she had something she had to tell me first..." He paused for a moment and closed his eyes as if he was thinking of a bad memory. I wondered what it was that she had to tell him, what could she have possibly told him that made him feel like this?

He continued; "She told me she loved me, she's never said that to me before. I couldn't do it to her Rachel. I couldn't break up with her right after she told me she loved me."

I think I wanted to cry.

"I'm sorry Rach." he added, "Not as sorry as I am." I replied. I turned my back on him and put my hands over my face. I could feel the tears swelling up in my eyes, and I was about to cry when I felt Finn's warm arms wrap around my waist and he whispered into my ear, "Hey. You didn't let me finish" he paused, and then continued "I tried to avoid you at school yesterday, because I didn't want you to know how weak I had been. I went to Quinn's house last night and I told her, I told her everything"

I turned around so that I was now facing him. His arms were still around me and I had tears running down my face. He brushed his hand across my cheek, and rubbed my tears away. Without thinking I threw my arms around him and crushed my lips against his with more passion than ever before. As we continued to kiss he moved his hands down my legs and lifted me up so that my legs were wrapped around his hips. His hands were now at the top of my thighs almost thrusting me hips into his body.

We fell back onto my bed. With Finn on top of me and my legs still wrapped around him we continued to kiss, but with even more passion now. Finn's body was thrusting into mine and his hands were moving all over my body. I moved my hands to the bottom of his sweater and managed to pull it off him. Finn moved his hands to my back and pulled my dress up. We stopped kissing for a moment so Finn could pull off my dress. Finn moved his lips back to mine and ran his hands across my face and through my hair (which was clean as I had just washed it the night before). His soft skin felt so warm against mine, and I had never felt so turned on in my life. Finn paused for a moment and whispered something into my ear. It was a question.

I made love for the first time that day.