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Chapter two : Haruhi's Decision

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As per usual in her life she got up, washed and dressed. After cooking breakfast for both herself and her father she left for school. Today was anything but the usual for Haruhi . She was sore all over . The training at the Dojo got out of hand immensely last night. The top fighter challenged Haruhi to a match. In the end he won but marginally. Both parties left with large bruising over their bodies.

Training was turning into one of the few indulgences in life she had now. Those in the host club rarely saw her as she was . She was in any case on the cusp of full womanhood. At 17 she knew the others thought of her as a girl who cared less about appearance but that was partially true. She was envious of other females , they could be feminine. She ion the other hand knew little about that. Sure she had her father at times being feminine in all ways possible but she needed her mother guidance in the area.

Haruhi could not be a lady in any way because she lack the knowledge. The longer she stayed as a male in the host club the further her hope of being able to have a chance of being a girl seemed.

Thoughts swarming her mind yet again she put her ipod headphones in and made the long trek through Ouran halls. So many of the students had already arrived on the premisise and began to make their way to class. Haruhi's melodic voice rose as she sang in time with her ipod. Females sopped at the sound and swooned at the sight of the natural host singing. Haruhi despite her obliviousness to the world felt the fast approaching threat behind her.

Mitsukuni had practically ran from Takashi's side as he spotted the female host in the school hallway. Since yesterday he'd wanted to thank her for her birthday gifts. The cakes she had made were far better than any that Kyoya has ordered for him during hosting hours. Despite him calling her name numerous times she never turned to see him. As he got close enough to touch her shoulder he got the shock of his life. Haruhi had actually flipped him over her shoulder and onto the ground in one swift but powerful move.

Looking down on her attacker she felt guilt well up in her chest . She hadn't meant to hurt Hunny like that. His eyes held nothing but shock. Before a single word could bubble in her throat she was forcefully pinned down to the floor . Not even Hunny could see the fiercely protective Mori appear. The weight of his body on her was crushing. She struggled to breath, faintly hearing Hunny scream at Mori to let 'Haru – chan' go. Hunny had gotten Mori of Haruhi but not before the damage had been done. He pained whimper as she pulled herself of the ground proved that.

Taking on look at her senpei's she knew she had fucked up royally. As it was she could do nothing right in a school full of rich snobs and socialites but actually harming the seemingly innocent Hunny – senpei was inexcusable in any of their eyes. She could feel the tears gather in her eyes,before anyone could see them she took off down the hallway and out of site.' god their only going to hate me more if I go back now. All I have to do is to never go back to the host club'. With only the thought of their hatred of her and what she was going to do now running trough her head she went home for the one day.

A week since the event Haruhi had chosen to put herself in isolation. Headmaster Suoh had allowed her the small office adjacent to his desk for her private studying. Ever since she had joined the host club he could see the effect in her school work. On her own though it seemed she excelled phenomenology. Haruhi had no contact with any of the hosts except Kyoya and that was only once to put money in his hand for the debt. She missed them a lot but thought that this new arrangement was in the best interest of every one. Between school, work, and home life she had very little time as it was without bothering the host and former friends.

It was only on Saturdays that she gave herself any type of time to herself. Fortunately for her place of work she chose to train at the Dojo. Walking down the road to the Dojo in her tight black shorts and tank top she encountered both Yasuchika and Satoshi younger brothers to Hunny and Mori

" Haru – chan" Satoshi all but screamed, from beside a very agitated Chika, before sprinting to where she stood out side the Dojo " why are you going into Kenji – sans Dojo?" he curiously inquired of his senior. Chika took his time in casually strolling to stand next to Satoshi, nodding his greetings to her.

"um..hi. I kind of work and train here" she offered shyly. She tried to hide her obvious mirth at their mirrored image of shock. Opening the Dojo doors she walked slightly in looking back at the two boys."you can come in if you want " she offered. The two nodded dumbly as the followed through the twists and turns of the halls.

For three hours they watch her train intensely . Marvelling slightly at her skill for a female in this field.

"Chika – kun she's good … like really good"

"perfect compliment to both our strengths and weaknesses" Chika supplied. They continued to watch her transfixed as she worked her katana's around.

" lets offer tot rain with us as a three man team" Satoshi whispered.

" for once I'm inclined to agree with you Satoshi" he all but sighed as they walked towards Haruhi.

Haruhi stopped using the katana's as the boys approached her. She was extremely wary of the suspicious gleam in both boy's eyes.

" why do I fell like a lamb being served to a lion?" she muttered under her breath.

"Haruhi" Chika began in a formal tone " it would be an honour if Satoshi and myself had the pleasure to train with you as members of a team."

"please!" Satoshi begged with puppy eyes.

Haruhi not one to say no to such a look sighed and conceded to defeat by nodding to their request. This was only to be the start of a very deep sibling relationship that would form for the three.

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