Ok, here's my next update. Just to clear, Breaking Dawn didn't happen in this, and Edward had Bella before Joanne. Bella is dead. Sorry. Updates might get slower now, because I'm juggling this with my other fic ('The Taste of My Blood'). I know, I'm stupid; I couldn't just wait until I'd finished the other one to start this. But that's just me. Anyway, enjoy!

Disclaimer: Twilight still isn't mine. What a surprise. Jacob (shockingly) isn't mine either. Wow. You'd never have guessed.

Sorry about that, I'm bursting with sarcasm today!

I'm babbling aren't I?

I really should just get to the point.

Chapter Two – Fire

Jacob's POV

What do you get when you cross a social loser with an animal?

Oh yeah, I remember. Me.

That's right, roll up and come see the lonely werewolf, live.

Things were pretty crap for me back then

The only girl I had ever loved was dead. Killed by that bitch of a bloodsucker, Victoria. She didn't deserve a name. Bella was out of the picture. And she'd never even been mine. Bella had belonged to that stupid leech.

After Bella had gone, I never looked twice at anybody.

The whole 'love at first sight' thing wasn't working for me.

What made this so much worse was that most of my friends were all paired up, happy as ever.

And Paul, being with my sister seemed like my worst nightmare.

So yeah, my situation really sucked back then, but I guess it only got worse after what happened. Even though to me, it seemed like the happiest days of my life.

I really was an idiot after what happened. It could've been anybody else, there are plenty more fish in the sea. But right then it seemed essential, no matter what I was. I guess it was essential, because everybody kept telling me how there was only one person for you, so they were going against there own words in the end. It didn't really matter.

Nobody would ever except me after what I did. But that was just one small price to pay for what I got to have. Even if I never saw my friends again, even if no one ever wanted to talk to me, and even if I had to give up everything I'd ever had, it still didn't matter. She was all that would ever matter.

Ok so I know that the first two chapters are really short, but these are sort of prologues for my main characters, so bare with me! Oh yeah, and please review! It would be highly appreciated!