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Italics are flashbacks.

The shrill ringing of his alarm clock ripped through the silence in Tony's apartment at 0630 on Friday morning. Groggily, he swung his legs round the side of the bed and made his way towards the bathroom. He had woken every half and hour throughout the night, the conversation from the previous evening replaying itself on a constant loop in his mind. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes with one hand he removed his sweatpants with the other and stepped into the shower, hoping that the hot water would help to clear his mind for the day ahead.

However, as he emerged from the bathroom 10 minutes later it was clear that it had not. He made his coffee with little concentration and as he was not paying attention, some of the boiling liquid spilled onto his hand.

"Crap." He hissed, running over to the nearest tap to place it under a cold stream of water. He was already running late so he had no time to address his wound any further. Grabbing his keys off the counter he dashed through the front door, heading for what he knew would be a painfully slow day.

Alex Canning woke to the usual sounds of a fight between her mother and her current boyfriend. This relationship had lasted surprisingly long – she had even been at his birthday party last week – and her mom's past with men was not a good one. Therefore it was bound to go downhill at some point.

"I GUESS WE'RE DONE THEN." She heard Tom yell, followed by the sound of the front door slamming – a sound that was painfully familiar to her. Flinging the covers off, somewhat over dramatically, she exited her room to the sight of her mom bent over in a kitchen chair.

"You ok?" Alex asked, hating these situations even though she knew them well.

"What do you think, Alex? No I'm not ok. Tom's gone. Why can't I just keep one for once?" Melissa said, he voice rising as she spat the words out.

"Sorry, I know you liked him" Alex did too. He wasn't as obnoxious as the others usually were and he never went out of his way to be rude to her. Everything had seemed ok recently, what had Mom done to screw this one up?

"Thanks for that Alex, that's really helpful. I feel so much better now. Thank you." The words were harsh and sarcastic, but this didn't bother Alex. Not any more anyway.

"Not my fault you're unbearable to be around" Alex muttered to herself as she poured her cereal.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing Mom." She sighed and dug her spoon into her cereal, knowing the week ahead was going to be rough. Her mind began replaying her mother's previous relationships. There were the short ones – two to three weeks, which usually did not require much damage control. These ones were usually flings with wealthy businessmen or significantly younger men. Then there were a few long ones every couple of years. These could sometimes last up to four months – before Melissa screwed it up in one way or another. Alex always thought her father would have been one of her mother's special relationships, one that had lasted more than seven days. However, she had discovered, rather painfully, that he barely lasted a night.

Alex thought about her Dad every so often, it was hard not to. She didn't think about him much when she was younger. This wasn't because she didn't want to; she just didn't think it was that important. Anyway, she had her fair share of 'new dads' – as her mom used to call them. But she never considered any of these men her father, and that was probably a good thing considering they didn't stick around for long.

However, last month she had decided to finally have the serious 'dad talk' with her mom. Alex has always asked about him, but only little things about his personality or appearance. She had thought it for nearly a year, planning the best way to begin the conversation with her mother and what she would say. Alex wanted to meet him and get to know him. And so, after months of deliberation she finally asked her mom.

"So, you've got me all worried now. What's this all about?" Melissa said, wondering what could be so serious that they needed to 'have a talk'.

"Please, don't deflect, don't laugh, don't yell and don't get upset. I've been thinking this over for a long time now, trying to find the best wa-"

"Don't tell me you're pregnant." She cut her off, practically shouting. "OH GOD YOU ARE, AREN'T YOU? HOW COULD YOU BE SO STUPID? I THOUGHT YOU WOULD HAVE LEARNT-" Melissa began to yell.

"WHAT? No, Mom. Oh god, no. You've got it completely wrong!"

"I SWEAR TO GOD ALEX." Her mother continued, ignoring her pleas to shut up.

"MOM I'M NOT PREGNANT. I WANT TO FIND MY DAD."

Silence.

"What?" her mother asked, somewhat more quietly.

"I want to meet my father, I want to find out who he is, what he does and see if I'm anything like him."

"Why now? Why not years ago?"

"I was never that interested. I don't know why, I just never was. But, now all my friends get these compliments know we've grown up, saying how much they look like one of their parents – or both! I just think it might be nice to see where the other part of me comes from."

"I don't know what to say, Alex. Am I suddenly not enough? I have raised you by MYSELF. I never had any help. And suddenly you need to meet your father? How could you think I'm not enough, how could you do this to me?" Melissa spat out, each word cutting into Alex and eating away at all the confidence she had when starting this conversation.

"That's not it Mom! I pro-"

"Go to your room. I don't want to speak about it right now."

"Mom! That's not fair. I just want to see my father, know who he is!"

"Well that's going to be tough, considering that I don't even remember him. That's right, Alex. I don't remember. Now go to your room. I don't want to see you for the rest of today."

Alex walked briskly to her room, not wanting her mother to see the tears that were forming.

After that evening Alex didn't ask again. That did not mean that she did not think about him. In fact, she thought about him more, now knowing that her chances of ever meeting her father were now very slim.