As soon as your feet reached the bottom of the castle on the grass that gave way slightly beneath your feet, you knew, you wanted to see her again. It's too dangerous you know, you can't leave your sister this long ever again but... that shy smile, her long luscious hair. Everything about her just mesmerizes you to want to hold her.

You continue to walk through the forest towards your cave, you weren't able to find anything to eat. That's why you ventured this far, you'd heard of others that were able to get into the castle and get food that way but you guess you went to the wrong place. You'll probably never try to get food that way again, but maybe just to see her again.

Pounce is probably out hunting as well right now, he usually leaves just after you and arrives home just after you. He's usually a lot more successful at it as well.

An hour or so of walking passes and you walk into your cave. Meulin you mother, well she's more like a sister but she's getting old. She's never been able to hear but she's amazing at lip reading so that's how you communicate. Right now she's sat by the wall drawing something, it looks like another ship. They're not real, these people she ships and make little stories for none of them real. Or at least you've never met them.

"I met this amazing girl today," You say when you know for a fact she's not looking at you so she doesn't know what you're saying. She doesn't even know if you're there, "She was so pretty, I think she was a fuscha blood. Who would have thought someone with that blood would even both to look at me." You laugh, "Yet alone someone that fricking pretty, I want to see her again. Ohh man do i want to see her again but i guess i can't because i can't leave you alone here for too long."

Meulin then turns around to see you, "Ohh hello Nepeta! How long have you been there?" She yells too loud but you're used to it, because she can't hear herself she has no idea how loud she's talking.

"Only just got in," You take off your fur cloak and place it on a rock that you use as a table. You walk up behind Meulin and crouch down to look at what she's doing, "What's this?"

"Ohh i was thinking Eridan and Vriska, they would make such a good kismesis!" Eridan and Vriska, two of these made up people. Her favourite made up person is Kurloz, she says she'd be a matesprites with him. That they'd be inseparable, she says you would have a moirail as well but it's hard to believe considering the fact that he's a indigo blood.

"Ohh, yeah that might work. I doubt they'd stay together long because Terezi would probably break them up." You point to the ship with Vriska and Terezi as Moirails."

"Oh my gog! Yes!" She agree and begins to draw an auspicis with Terezi Eridan and Vriska. You help her, it's nice you know, just thinking of little partners that would happen to other people. When you're this far away from civilization it's nice to think of relationships.

You smile and stand up again. Just then pounce comes in with a antler-beast in his mouth, the blood drips onto he floor but you don't care. You run up to him and take it from his mouth and lay it on the ground. You pat pounce only now noticing that both you and him are now covered in blood.

You turn to where Meulin is watching you both, "Come on eat," You say to her making sure that your mouth moves a lot. She doesn't wait any long, she jumps up and starts eating the raw meat. You don't feel like eating right now so you go to the table and sit down and wipe the blood on your trousers.

Pounce stops eating to give you a concerned look, you wave him away with a smile. He continues to eat but slower now.

You lean back against the wall of the cave and can't help but smile. You bet you look like an idiot, you always do when you smile like this but you can't get the feeling out of your head. You hate it, the fact that you don't belong near her, you wish you were near her. Just seeing her is amazing, but imagine lying with her. What if she were to be in your arms? How amazing would that be, for you to love her. For her to love you would be more than you could ever dream.

You'll visit her again tomorrow; you'll head out early morning. You'll get up before pounce and go to the castle. Yeah.

You feel the adrenaline already, you'll see her again.