When Blaine woke up he had an irritating headache. He rolled onto his back, stretching his arms with a yawn. He reached at his face, rubbing his eyes as he recalled the memories of the previous night.
Sebastian.
He sat up, dramatically stroking the area of the mattress where the memory foam had a slight dip from the other man's body. Blaine remembered Scandals and the car ride. Spending the night crying in Sebastian's arms. Yelling at Kurt is what stuck out the most, he couldn't believe that they'd broken up.
Blaine sat, trying to process what exactly happened. He drove to Kurt's, he just wanted to talk and straighten out their distant relationship before seeing the unbelievably intriguing Sebastian. His now ex boyfriend had wanted nothing to do with him, why? Because Karofsky had feelings for him. Blaine didn't want to jump to conclusions, but he felt like he was cheated on.
He still felt guilty. Spending the night with another guy after just breaking up still didn't sit right to him. He didn't know how to go about handling the situation, if he should try talking to Kurt again or if he should continue talking to Sebastian at all.
He swung his legs over to the side of the bed, noticing a glass of water on his bedside table. He grabbed it, examining it carefully. Sebastian may have comforted him all night but he still had the serial killer impression. After deciding it wasn't laced with anything he took a sip, noticing a note on the table.
'Text me when you're up, Killer. It was a good night. Your knight in shining armour - Sebastian S.'
Blaine chuckled, placing the note down from where he discovered it and taking the empty glass with him downstairs and into the kitchen.
"Good morning."
He smiled at his mother who leaned against the counter with a cup of tea in hand.
"Morning Mom." Blaine said while he popped two pieces of bread into the toaster.
She smiled, "that boy seemed very nice, you know."
Blaine froze, was she talking about Sebastian? He must have stayed the whole night then.
"He mentioned that you might want to return to Dalton, is that true?" She asked with a hint of satisfaction in her voice.
Blaine nodded, "Yes. You were right, Dalton is where I should be. Is there anyway I could transfer back for Monday?"
She reached out and grabbed her son's arm, "You're father already called, your transfer won't be final until Tuesday. They're very excited to have you back, you know."
"I'm glad." He took his toast from the toaster and moved to the dining room table, his mother following.
She placed her tea on the table and sat down across from him, "what happened to that other boy? What was his name? Kent? Kurt? Yes, it was Kurt. I thought you and him had really gotten close."
"I thought so too. I guess we just grew apart." He had always appreciated his mother and their close relationship. He had spent years hesitating to come out, but when he did he was glad his mother was there for him the entire time. "He broke up with me."
"I'm sorry, honey." She said, genuine sympathy in her voice, "tell me about this other boy, he said his name was Sebastian Smythe."
Blaine nodded, "I met him recently. He goes to Dalton now, he's on the Warblers."
"Is he?"
"We're just friends." Blaine said.
His mother reached for his empty plate as she stood up, "well he's very handsome, and I think he may be interested."
Blaine watched as her mother walked to the kitchen. He pushed his chair in and made his way to his room. Undressing and grabbing a towel before making his way to the bathroom for a much needed shower. When he took off his shirt he couldn't help but press it to his nose, catching the faint scent of Sebastian's cologne.
He turned the shower nearly as hot as it could go, he stood letting the water fall on him.
All he could think about were these two boys. He felt like he needed to talk to Kurt again, but at the same time it would be so much easier to just spend his last day at McKinley emptying his locker and sitting through classes quietly until he could finally be free of public school and back to Dalton Academy.
Then there was the Sebastian situation, it was a fact that every time Blaine thought of him he felt warm and would think of every bit of perfection that the man was. It was hard not to feel drawn to him, but it was just so quick. He couldn't help but think that Sebastian seemed a little sketchy, maybe it was the undying smirk, or the way he talked like he owned the world, either way Blaine wasn't ready to get hurt again.
After his shower, Blaine laid in his bed once more. He threw on a v-neck and dark jeans that were borderline tight,he would miss the freedom of wearing pattern shirts and bow ties everyday, but it was relieving to be back in the navy and red Dalton uniforms again. He couldn't wait for Tuesday. After school Warblers rehearsal, to spend more time with Sebastian.
He located his cellphone in the sheets of his bed, three missed calls from Kurt. It was already noon.
Before returning the calls Blaine sent a good afternoon text to Sebastian also thanking him for being there and explaining that he'd be back to Dalton on Tuesday. The reply came quick, the usual smug Sebastian saying 'No problem, Pretty Boy. Can't wait to see that ass in dress pants. When do I get to see you next?' Blaine chuckled, deciding not to reply just yet.
After summoning up the courage, Blaine finally hit the call button. He took shaky breaths, three rings and Kurt's unique voice filled his ear. After once night Blaine didn't expect to miss it that much.
"Blaine? I'm so sorry. I-I.. It's just that we haven't acted the way we used to." He could feel the emotion in his voice, the sadness, he realized there was no hope of them getting back together, "I know you said you were going back to Dalton."
"The transfer is final on Tuesday." Blaine cut in, trying to sound as emotionless as possible, hiding the fact that he wanted to cry.
"Well, I just want you to know that I still want to be friends. I want to keep in touch."
Blaine didn't answer, this conversation was hurting him. He bit his lip to stop from screaming.
"Blaine I love you so, so much." The boy said on the other end of the line, "you're my first real love, you... You made me happy. I'm really sorry that-"
"Things change. I get it." Blaine said coldly, ending the call so that he could breakdown and cry. He pounded his fists on his bed, falling to his knees and covering his head in his hands. He just lost something so important to him, he knew he wanted Sebastian but Kurt was everything to him and he just wasn't ready to have to let go. He lifted his head, noticing the note from Sebastian on his table. He crawled into his bed, running a hand over where Sebastian had slept the night before.
He made another call, struggling to speak he spoke after the almost instant answer, "Seb... I-I"
Lucky for him, Sebastian knew exactly what he wanted, "I'll be there in ten."
