More Complicated

"You did it; you're a hero," Rose laughed. "Where next?"

He shut the door."A hero?"

Me, a hero? She doesn't know who I am. What I've done. If I took her to the edge of the Time Lock…if she met a Dalek…if she really knew me…

She'd be terrified of me.

She'd reject me.

She'd run away in terror.

I can't let her know. She's the only one standing between me and the darkness. I'll let her keep believing the lie. Let her think I'm a hero.

Because maybe, just maybe, if she keeps believing it…

It will become true.

***Author's Note

This story came from a dream I had featuring the Ninth Doctor. I called him a good guy, but he said "Are you sure? I've done terrible things." The title is from a trailer for "Off the Map," where someone says "I'm not a hero. It's way more complicated than that."